Friday, August 26, 2005
8:09 pm ♥ lol.
hmm havent been blogging these few days so yeah..
my dad is back so maybe no comp for me these few days..
but anyways i'll grab my chance and write faster yeahs.
my birthday is coming soon!!
yipee so happi!
this will be the happiest birthday ever ever to me.. cos sec 1 i didnt really know alot of ppl.. then sec2 i quarrel with them.. sec3 is the best yeah!!
i planned alot of thanggs to do on those few days le... hope there isnt any shat to wreck it!!
and yeah i dun feel like hating rachel anymore. like, look, theres no point in it lor.
hate her wont gain me any happiness so why hate? furthermore i aint no loser so yah.
only losers hate people for a long time lol... hahas.
so yeah i asked her along to celebrate my birthday... its nice when u forgive sumone and accept them with an open heart.. i like that feeling lol... haiz. maybe i was too stubborn in the past so i like hate rachel for nothing.. sigh now i feel like aiyah 1 friend more better than 1 fren less wad.
so yah lors.. yay i will feel better de. as long as i believe, i can.
suddenly feel so inspired.
okay, anyway. i failed my 2.4 again. its like today totally no mood lor.. woke up at 2am and all those confusion.. how could i possibly have any mood ot run at all?
aiyah i brokedown when i failed my shuttle run lah. its liek i cnat do it then dun force me lah.
aiyah.. dunno lah.. now i dunno a single shidd about my mom.. not a single FCUK in my house is telling me. what crap. its like i am oso worried lor.. i merely took a nap (HELLO, I WOKE UP AT THE SAME TIME AS MY MOTHER AND SENT HER TO THE HOSP WAITED FOR HER LIKE SO FCUKING DAMN LONG AND I CANT EVEN GET A BREAK? HOW FAIR IS THIS AYE?) ok whatever, i dunno wads going on now. after i woke up my half-dead granma bombarded me with millions of questions and she expects me to know when i was sleeping and didnt know a single shad? this is crap lor. everyone is like whatever i dun care then they're like cant be bothered to do anything. im utterly sick of this lah. i cant stand my father le lor.
come back for what? its like no one misses him and what lor. come bac kto scold us and crap so wad the point right. then summore he's NO HELP to the situation cos he is a coward that dun even want to call the ambulance when mom's in pain. aiyah. what is this lor. i give up lor lol.
i feel so tired. im so so so deprived of energy. not because i didnt get sleep or what. is like. i dunno how to say. im like fearing that my mum's condition will worsen now.. i dont even know whats going on with her. no one wants to tell me about it.. im barely hanging on now lol.
i need my mum. i dont need that trash dad of mine.
i dunno, i feel like just whacking him up now and put some sense into him lor. aiyah i dunno lah...
stop this topic.. i will feel sadder (lol i am writing it lol.)
okays somethingirrelevant. i went out with sheena today to cs and tm.. didnt go town cos i was too tired and dead and no mood to go anywhere.. dunno lah. nothing much... saw yiwen and shir at the interchange.. then yah lor. went home le lah.
i wanna thank everyone who comforted me for the thought.. thanks for being there when i needed it... i really appreciate it... really, thanks. its from da bottom of my heart.. :))
okays , i gotta go now cos i cant possibly play the comp already cos i TOTALLY NO MOOD AGAIN. haiz, sumone save me from all this agony. where's my fairy angel?
tatas and take care everyone.
(feebly forcing out a smile lol) :)
Friday, August 26, 2005
8:09 pm ♥ lol.
hmm havent been blogging these few days so yeah..
my dad is back so maybe no comp for me these few days..
but anyways i'll grab my chance and write faster yeahs.
my birthday is coming soon!!
yipee so happi!
this will be the happiest birthday ever ever to me.. cos sec 1 i didnt really know alot of ppl.. then sec2 i quarrel with them.. sec3 is the best yeah!!
i planned alot of thanggs to do on those few days le... hope there isnt any shat to wreck it!!
and yeah i dun feel like hating rachel anymore. like, look, theres no point in it lor.
hate her wont gain me any happiness so why hate? furthermore i aint no loser so yah.
only losers hate people for a long time lol... hahas.
so yeah i asked her along to celebrate my birthday... its nice when u forgive sumone and accept them with an open heart.. i like that feeling lol... haiz. maybe i was too stubborn in the past so i like hate rachel for nothing.. sigh now i feel like aiyah 1 friend more better than 1 fren less wad.
so yah lors.. yay i will feel better de. as long as i believe, i can.
suddenly feel so inspired.
okay, anyway. i failed my 2.4 again. its like today totally no mood lor.. woke up at 2am and all those confusion.. how could i possibly have any mood ot run at all?
aiyah i brokedown when i failed my shuttle run lah. its liek i cnat do it then dun force me lah.
aiyah.. dunno lah.. now i dunno a single shidd about my mom.. not a single FCUK in my house is telling me. what crap. its like i am oso worried lor.. i merely took a nap (HELLO, I WOKE UP AT THE SAME TIME AS MY MOTHER AND SENT HER TO THE HOSP WAITED FOR HER LIKE SO FCUKING DAMN LONG AND I CANT EVEN GET A BREAK? HOW FAIR IS THIS AYE?) ok whatever, i dunno wads going on now. after i woke up my half-dead granma bombarded me with millions of questions and she expects me to know when i was sleeping and didnt know a single shad? this is crap lor. everyone is like whatever i dun care then they're like cant be bothered to do anything. im utterly sick of this lah. i cant stand my father le lor.
come back for what? its like no one misses him and what lor. come bac kto scold us and crap so wad the point right. then summore he's NO HELP to the situation cos he is a coward that dun even want to call the ambulance when mom's in pain. aiyah. what is this lor. i give up lor lol.
i feel so tired. im so so so deprived of energy. not because i didnt get sleep or what. is like. i dunno how to say. im like fearing that my mum's condition will worsen now.. i dont even know whats going on with her. no one wants to tell me about it.. im barely hanging on now lol.
i need my mum. i dont need that trash dad of mine.
i dunno, i feel like just whacking him up now and put some sense into him lor. aiyah i dunno lah...
stop this topic.. i will feel sadder (lol i am writing it lol.)
okays somethingirrelevant. i went out with sheena today to cs and tm.. didnt go town cos i was too tired and dead and no mood to go anywhere.. dunno lah. nothing much... saw yiwen and shir at the interchange.. then yah lor. went home le lah.
i wanna thank everyone who comforted me for the thought.. thanks for being there when i needed it... i really appreciate it... really, thanks. its from da bottom of my heart.. :))
okays , i gotta go now cos i cant possibly play the comp already cos i TOTALLY NO MOOD AGAIN. haiz, sumone save me from all this agony. where's my fairy angel?
tatas and take care everyone.
(feebly forcing out a smile lol) :)
