Falling head over heels,
thought i knew how it feels,
but with you
its like the first day
of my life.

Monday, September 05, 2005
8:40 am ♥ whateverness.


just read Frizzy's blog. kewl~ he's learning spanish with zB.. hehehe. they're progressing quite well hahaha. and well to think i still cant get my french thing right. >.< aikes.

btw im like pissed off by X recently. i dunno lah. its like ok i dun have the right to feel pissed off but oh well anyways. its like i feel we're drifting apart because of somethings. its like why lor. i suspect the reason is because like im too close to X and X is like pressurised by X's friends asking why why and why. OMFGLOL. its like childish people stop asking those..! I BELIEVE IN PURE FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN A MALE AND A FEMALE and well ive got a few now lol.. with jun (fresh?), frizzy.. etc etc. its like it not always love between opposite sexes. well if you think that way you're either desperate or childish. dunno lah. im quite sad over this lor. its affecting me quite alot. now that bear's sitting in a corner of my bed cos i dun wanna see it to remind me abt anything anymore.

"Behind These Hazel Eyes"

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
Sewn together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes