Falling head over heels,
thought i knew how it feels,
but with you
its like the first day
of my life.

Sunday, October 16, 2005
10:05 pm ♥ godahell.


Im feeling very, very, very disturbed now so im not in any whatsoever mood to type in perfect english anymore. so yes.

godahell. thats what that i want to say to the person now.
dont ask me what happen. i wont say.
BUT. if you're the lucky few that i have specially chosen to divulge the "secret" to... please dont be a dick and spread it. you know. dont betray the trust i have in you. :)

very very very sad. its like. i havent been so sad in a million years now.
all because of one silly frick that made me lose my cool.
a frick that made me look like some EQ-less beef patty.
a frick that made me lose hope in that stuff once again. haha.
why me?

i suppose everyone goes through this so i ought to just accept the fact that i am just one of those in the world where my life (or death) doesnt concern anyone, and that even if i die right at this moment, no one will know. OH GOSH. i actually wrote that. i wouldnt want to sound like some sucidal attention seeking bitchso im gonna stop.

gtg now. dad's back.
bye.