Tuesday, November 08, 2005
5:16 am ♥ feeling of emptiness.
Sigh. Im getting the blues once again lol. i suspect i have.. mild depression lol. well shit! why doesnt that lead to bullemia or anorexia? i'd be happier in that way. :D
well sigh. im listening to boyfriend by ashless simpson now at 1 am. how... amusing is that. im trying to irritate the hell outta my neighbours by blasting them lol. now you can tell how BORED i am. :D
went over to kenny's DA GE's humble and cosy abode and like ROTTE (rot, invented by fuddy lol) there for like so long. and shit that whoever that didnt bless my phone for that measly 20 minutes when i was so desperate to twitch the crap outta my phone.. in another words turning it on. it died on me. that darn black creature. i even took a very very very nice portrait of the clouds before it... turned its back on me. how evil, aye.
wasted money today, like uhh 7 bucks which i could have possibly saved and buy da ge his shmexi devil shirt faster. dang, NWO tees are like $23 nowadays when they're supposed to be like only $20 in the.. past. :) dang it. xD
lol i though of something irritating.
No i cant breathe, ( duh of cos dude im on a life support system that SUCKS )
No i cant sleep, ( pills please, i've got amnesia. )
Im barely hanging on.. ( on a twig, that is. )
*happily sings to the tune of Behind these hazel eyes like a moron*
...
No i wont cry on the outside anymore... ( DUH. im tearing apart inside. )
...
You wont get to see those tears i've cried... ( Well unless you're blind, i suppose you can. )
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Thats lame. :)
Because of you.. I never stray too far from the side walk. ( Cos im afraid i'd fall off LOL.)
...
Because of you i found it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me.. ( Oh you dirty liar.. behave! )
...
Because of you.. I am afraid ( You're SADAKO, that's why. )
...
I fake a smile, a laugh everyday in my life ( My job's a model thats why i do that. )
...
Because of you i dont know how to let anyone else in (Thats because you lost my key.)
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THATS LAME. AYES?
So that should be all.. off to listen DA DA DA by Cyndi Wang that botch. LOL.
*Happily humming to da da da, salivating wherever appropriate, shakes head vigoursly like im on pills*
doo doo doo doo doo doo da da da.
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Well take care.
Nitey :D
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
5:16 am ♥ feeling of emptiness.
Sigh. Im getting the blues once again lol. i suspect i have.. mild depression lol. well shit! why doesnt that lead to bullemia or anorexia? i'd be happier in that way. :D
well sigh. im listening to boyfriend by ashless simpson now at 1 am. how... amusing is that. im trying to irritate the hell outta my neighbours by blasting them lol. now you can tell how BORED i am. :D
went over to kenny's DA GE's humble and cosy abode and like ROTTE (rot, invented by fuddy lol) there for like so long. and shit that whoever that didnt bless my phone for that measly 20 minutes when i was so desperate to twitch the crap outta my phone.. in another words turning it on. it died on me. that darn black creature. i even took a very very very nice portrait of the clouds before it... turned its back on me. how evil, aye.
wasted money today, like uhh 7 bucks which i could have possibly saved and buy da ge his shmexi devil shirt faster. dang, NWO tees are like $23 nowadays when they're supposed to be like only $20 in the.. past. :) dang it. xD
lol i though of something irritating.
No i cant breathe, ( duh of cos dude im on a life support system that SUCKS )
No i cant sleep, ( pills please, i've got amnesia. )
Im barely hanging on.. ( on a twig, that is. )
*happily sings to the tune of Behind these hazel eyes like a moron*
...
No i wont cry on the outside anymore... ( DUH. im tearing apart inside. )
...
You wont get to see those tears i've cried... ( Well unless you're blind, i suppose you can. )
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Thats lame. :)
Because of you.. I never stray too far from the side walk. ( Cos im afraid i'd fall off LOL.)
...
Because of you i found it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me.. ( Oh you dirty liar.. behave! )
...
Because of you.. I am afraid ( You're SADAKO, that's why. )
...
I fake a smile, a laugh everyday in my life ( My job's a model thats why i do that. )
...
Because of you i dont know how to let anyone else in (Thats because you lost my key.)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
THATS LAME. AYES?
So that should be all.. off to listen DA DA DA by Cyndi Wang that botch. LOL.
*Happily humming to da da da, salivating wherever appropriate, shakes head vigoursly like im on pills*
doo doo doo doo doo doo da da da.
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Well take care.
Nitey :D
