Falling head over heels,
thought i knew how it feels,
but with you
its like the first day
of my life.

Saturday, December 17, 2005
3:32 am ♥ no. dont.


no. dont make me hate yoo.
its like. i dunno. dun make me cry again. i dont want to.
neither would you want to see me to.
i dont want to cry.
im supressing my tears.
i look as if im happy everyday. in fact im not.
im not a sinlge bit happy.
no one sees the tears ivre cried.

my god. am i sounding suicidal or what?
i dunno. maybe i am. but i dun give a damn. dont.
i wanna cry.
but i cant.
i dun want to go back to my old self.
i dun want to cry.
no i dont.
please.
no.

sorry.
sorry all i have to go.
going to a place where everything such as misery and pain will be void of.
i need my escapade. i nid yoo.

hurry.
dont make me cry for yoo again.
no.