Falling head over heels,
thought i knew how it feels,
but with you
its like the first day
of my life.

Thursday, December 22, 2005
11:45 pm ♥ REGRETS. FHUCKING REGRETS.


im so super super hurt now. super. very. uber.
omg. dont ask me why. i dun wanna go back to the low self esteem me.
i wanna enjoy the joyous occasion with a... joyous mood.
yet i cant. sucha simple task.. yet im burdened with such sorrow.
no no no. i dont want to.

hurry. pick me up from my misery.
i dun wanna cry again. i must be strong. i... would if i could.
no words can express how miserable i feel now.
i miss being the happy me.

what can i do. sigh.