Falling head over heels,
thought i knew how it feels,
but with you
its like the first day
of my life.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006
5:49 pm ♥ ahh... haha.


like am i supposed to post happy and cheerful things in my blog everyday? like am i supposed to NOT mention any shit that happened in my life? like am i csupposed to be "happy" everyday, with nothing to worry about or no one to hate? no, no, no. :)
oh well, if im gonna write ONLY about those happy sweety yummy times i had, id probably have to declare being on hiatus forever by now, since i DO NOT have a lot of HAPPY things happening to me everyday, oh wells, like 35% of the time. i DO NOT expect this blog to be like, viewed by all of you lah. but i rather you all dont read my blog than to expect all those shit above from me. so yes, clear your list of viewed websites and read other blogs instead. id really appreciate it if you could STOP asking me about blah, blah blah everyday. (cos MOST OF THE TIME, i tend to forget what i posted or wrote the day before. and no, i seldom read my own blog.)

Ok, haha. end of story. others please. :)

oh anyways. was pretty sad and pissed off after school today yah. all thanks to mr fhucked up. oh and sorry for the vulgarities- couldnt find another word to express what i meant better. haha. kays. i just feel that like, ohmygawd. what a jerk. its like, heyyyy. keep your comments to yourself if you have nothing better to say yah? id seriously appreciate that. and its like, ok, if youre gonna rebuke that its some shitpie CARE AND CONCERN that a friend should like say or do, youre so wrong. would a friend make you feel degraded and helpless? would a friend make you feel like sucha failure that isnt gonna accomplish anything in life? oh wells, if you have THAT kinda friend, i advice you dump him/her off asap. haha. ok. its like, kays. im already feeling bad enough. need you add salt to my WOUND? no thank you. :) i dont know. i havent been so pissed in the new year yah. youre da first one. should i like, congratulate you? oh haha. kays, i think im gonna dislike you for a while. until i get enough of it. and yes, you can help by shutting you whimsy lil pouty mouth in the time being. dont make me hate you more yah. man, i feel like using this phrase again, oks, AGAIN. nvm. hehe.

okays, thats about it. and yes yes. i dont hate my higher chinese teacher that much now. learnt to appreciate people around me already. HAH WHAT AN IRONY. im like cursing xx above and now im talking about appreciating people around me. pardon, im like that. haha, oh wells. kay, i dont hate her as much now. cos shes nice when she doesnt talk about her china students and singapore students stuff. whoops. :)

kays. im pretty alright with x and y now. learnt how to NOT let small and meaningless stuffs ruin my day/life. :) i'll try... i will ok. i will learn to appreciate the kind little things x and y did for me in the past and learn to accumulate some GOOD karma- so that my retribution will come later. as in, not so early yah. i dont wanna curse someone today and like die tommorow, after which going to hell only to know that i died because i didnt do enough good deeds. ok, my over reacting mind's working up again. :X

so before i go crazy and start lecturing on life and dead and karma again... im gonna end here. and oh yes yes yes. laipao's my cheapo-partner-in-crime. whoops! very cheapo, just like me. my gawd. sexaye okays. =.=
kays. bye. pool on saturday. anyone? :)

bugis street de bugis cafe makes GREAT chicken chops.
succulent chicken (thigh i suppose) chops, thick like @$#^#$% de fries, fresh like chlorophyll de greenies and mushmum-ish yummy mushroom soup. man, heaven's crusine LAH.

whee. go go, eat eat. :D