Falling head over heels,
thought i knew how it feels,
but with you
its like the first day
of my life.

Sunday, January 22, 2006
11:28 am ♥ wow. how nice of you two.. not. >:|


wow whee. how nice of you two.. not.

went out with vanessa yesterday, hehe. went ard town and bugis.. man. our legs were like all wobbly wobbly le. cos we ran the 100m thing in the stadium on fri for pe.. then its like, woah. hehe, nth much, i complained ALOT (as usual).. glad that vanessa can stand my naggggings. :D she's very nice lah, very nice. :D for example.. she actually dun want to use her 10 bucks de.. then i hungry until i lie on the table (LOL) then she lend me the 10 bucks. aww, very nice lei. i wonder who will actually lend me their money loh. its like.. haha. MOST of the friends i know like nt as nice as vanessa de. whoops! >.< hehe. okays anyway. while eating yesterday.. got to know something very very sweet.. not.

haha. :)

alrights. the "sweet" news i got to know is that JIALIN and JESLIN supposedly told the whole "gang" that I, supposedly, liked to slander and backstab my friends. Aww, how nice of you yah! :) hehe. i dont think i needa explain anything. If they could say anything like that, how could they be your true, no, need not be true, i mean. they aint even my friends luh if they say that. its like, lalala. haha. in case you guys spread it like wildfire, i think i needa say one thing. i wont treat you like shit if you dont do that to me in the first place. i try to be as nice as possible GENERALLY. but if you get on my nerves, sorry my sweetie. boom. :) just look at people like vanessa lah, yiwen lah, shirline.. blah. i DONT like what you guys presume i do, "backstab or slander" them. why? the reason is so so so simple. just reflect on what you did okays. everyone makes mistakes. duh, of cos i do. its like if youre gonna like live in the past and keep dwelling on the wrongs that i did or whoever whatever whatnots, you aint going anywhere. as in, you should know what i am saying. Im pretty sorry that i had to write your names out, but its like, i wont let you get your way. wanna destroy me? youre far from that. wahahaha. cos im da thousand year demon. lols.

okay, anyways. if you, bird's gonna say that im "scolding people on my blog" again, haha. sad. cos its like, if someone said that to you BEHIND YOUR BACK, you would do that to. oh YAH! how paradoxical. its like, they say im "backstabbing" them, then right now theyre doing that to me. does it mean that theyre saying themselves too? whoops, bingo.

man, im still pretty upset about it. its like, especially JIALIN cos she was like, so nice the day before. then its like, she's saying all those things behind my bad. do you call that a hypocrite? i suppose you do. man, my new year's resolution is to DETER myself of all friendship problems, yet im bugged by all this SHIT now. its like, thanks man. :)

should i be angry? cos anger makes me lose my mind. O_O
and if i get angry i'll fall into their "trap". haha. over-reacting. :)

i think im gonna confront jialin tomorrow. i cant stand her already. the thought of her makes my blood boil. O_O hehe, i suppose from tuesday onwards, she'll have to go to higher chinese, normal chinese and anywhere alone. how sad you pathetic lonely soul, aww. come come, i'll pity you... for a moment. say bye to us, go to your friends. :D continue to backstab and gossip about people, including those that treats you fairly nice. also, remember to brag about your auntie and money oh! its the best best best way to kick yourself out of OUR group. yay. :)

i think im mean. but hehe, who cares! its THEM who did me wrong first. :)

I wont condemn jeslin since she like, "talked" to me yesterday. i think we talked because we had to. i think she gets what im saying. we're so distant now. haha, dont care lah. now the one im pissed off with is jialin. alamak, tolerate you very long le. congrats congrats, you made it to my top 3 most pissed off and blacklisted people of year 2006! :D

yay. *claps* see, im NICE afterall. >:)

anyway, haha.
after the shopping spree with vanessa yesterday.. went over to meet kenny and jeslin. HOW IRONIC RIGHT! :D anyway, yah. took the wrong bus etc etc and reached tampines central at 1+. >.< ate macs, saw kenny's friend and he said me and vanessa are LES cos his friend is mah. haha! i dont dislike les lah, just got abit weird weird de. hehe. btw kenny de friend very cute lah, serious. hehe. :)

kays, gtg study for history now. :D hehe, bye! :)

Holy, my lord please pardon me for saying this.
Fuck you! :D