Falling head over heels,
thought i knew how it feels,
but with you
its like the first day
of my life.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006
9:01 pm ♥ ewwwwwwww shit!


hmm. im kinda in a effed up situation now. bleh!
(extracted from a portion in my previous... post.)

"i hate this. i hate the way i laugh so hysterically (esp during maths lesson) when im trying to concentrate.
i hate being the joker all time.
ESPECIALLY when people dont appreciate me for doing what i am NOT supposed to do.
im only trying to entertain them LAH.
and look at the shit i get. and now they think im nuts. and they take me for granted.
buti am only human. and i do feel sad too.
and they say all the shit to hurt me and expect to me face it with a fugging SMILE.
and you think i can? sorry. i can try, but most of the time, no.
and when i stop talking and feel sad about it, they say im trying to "ATTITUDE" them.
and when i rebuke that im what what what, they tell me to shut up.
then get angry and WAIT/EXPECT me to apologise and pacify the shit outta them.
and am i obliged to do so?
no, not in my term.
yet i went ahead and try and make them happy. and what do i get?
more and more shit. over and over again.
i know shit happens. but not so often right?!

im getting sick of this.
"

umm i guess this is happening to me again.
umm i dont know. i just felt like slapping them today lol.
THEM = not the usual them im referring to. in case some dumbasses decide to come here and read some shiz and end up saying that i love slandering people and.. whoops. talked too much.
ANYWAY. i dunno lah. its like. hello can. would you like it if someone just came and slap your ass when they feel like it, scold you a pervert when they feel like it, attitude you when they feel like it and give you fugging shit all WHEN THEY FEEL LIKE IT? Well sorry then, I DONT LIKE IT. :)

END OF STORY!

^_^
Good night.