Falling head over heels,
thought i knew how it feels,
but with you
its like the first day
of my life.

Thursday, March 16, 2006
10:33 am ♥ GREAT DAY.


i love sheena. she's da best confidante ive met this far. :)
she's so nice and wah, very philosophical! learnt alot of great things when im with her.
yeah. so as usual, sheena came over to my house to use comp and stuffs.. walked home with her. eating green tea and chocolate ice cream. yum. curse me, i have cough and i actually eat ice cream. someone get me a coffin please! hehs. anyway.. sat down at XXX bus stop to talk fer a while. she taught me alot of things... and i yeah, gained A HELL LOT talking to her.

I actually do feel more relieved after talking to her. :)
She said.. the worst thing that could ever happen to you would eventually be the best thing that could ever happen. TRUE. and i strongly believe in this. and this is for real man.
Look.. i had this major kiddish quarrel with yiwen some years back. And guess what? The WORST thing then, turned into the best thing that could even happen.. we became BESTEST BEST friends! See.. miracles do happen! :)
I believe this "disaster" is my blessing in disguise.
Who knows, maybe someone* wants me to know that its time for me to change my friends and re-evaluate my life! As quoted from sheenie.. "Dont think it as a bad thing.. think it as a good one, like, if you and (whoever) remain as good friends, would you all still contact each other after the O lvls? Would you even recognise or go up to her and give her a hug on a highschool reunion 10 years later? Its like, you will do better with sarah (they all). Those are the people that you will wanna see 10 years later, giving each other hugs and well, laughing stuff off over high tea! "

TRUE. who knows if im gonna even contact them after the O's? I will make the effort, but i think we wont turn out into anything good. Like for now.. we already contact each other after school SO SELDOM (before the historical war), what about days when we dont see each other in school? Now you people shd get the point. :D Well i shd be thankful. At least i know who are the friends im definitely gonna keep after the O's. Sheena, yiwen, vanessa and laipao are those that are DEFINITELY on my list lah. I'll make an effort to go out with jeslin/jialin/andrea too. And kenny DA GE. And Keli, crystal, jolyn, HQ (i think id miss her maniacal "dance moves" during maths) and somemore people.. that i cant think of now. OH YAH! I wanna host the 2E gathering thing with someone after O lvls leh. Any 2E-ians reading this? Interested not uhs? Hehe. I very bo liao lah. But its meaningful right. :D Hmm. :D

ANYWAY!
I hope this turns out to be the best for me and her. :)
Seriously speaking, i dont really know her well and ah well, our friendship jam expired alr!
So no point eating something that you shouldnt be eating right?
Cos it will give you hell and i will have a hard time keeping up after that. So why not just let go, since its the best way? And i think i should go pamper myself with spa or facial. For EFFECTIVELY getting over him! Its really great. I feel so carefree now. At least, i wont be bugged with the pain, looking at him everyday and dunno what i really want. SHIT, i dunno what im talking. =X Oh anyway, its all OVER! Theres a new life awaiting me.. to explore! I feel like.. Its a time when you should think of what you want in life (at least, for the next 2 years) and somehow map out how you want it to be. I think i've done it! :D

I wanna..

- slim down in 2 years. Fck, it shd be easy! 2 years leh. :D i wanna be anorexic.. NOT! haha.
see, i even planned ahead alr. im going jogging with sheenie on sat mornings! Heh! Im gonna make you people regret for despising fat people..! ^^
- get into temasek poly's business course (retail management OR marketing)
- then hopefully landing on a job as a... Brand Manager.

Sounds interesting right. OF COURSE KAYES. My life is gonna at its best 2 years from now. :D
Well hopefully, hah!

Lastly.. Get well soon lai pao! :D
Cheer up sheenie sista! :))
Cyas soon ziqi and mulin and junhui! ^^

*off to orchard to meet my DAHLENG "ka lame". :D*
Whoosh! What a packed day. :)

IM LOVING IT! :D