Thursday, March 09, 2006
6:35 pm ♥ whoopiedoo.
Whoopiedooo.. marvellous. just came back from higher chinese.. sigh. its bad, bad, bad. i only got B- for CA1. But heck lah, i still owe cheenapokpok 2 compos, my zuo ye and alot of stuffs and i got only 49/70 for my paper. and i can get B-?! Quite good alr. LOL. Umm, kayes, i wont be contented with B. I must strive for A... in my dreams. HAHA. :)
AND! Oh wells. I heard ALOT of things. :D
Alot alot. BUT. I dont know if its reliable or not. Hmm.. well at least i hope it is lah.
Hah, heard that that lil tard's going around telling people distorted stuffs she consider facts. Yikes, that sucks.
Im not sure if this is true but heck, im just gonna say it.
Heard that she went around telling people what happened on that day. Hmm.
Its like this. She told XX (secret info-provider lol) that after i told them to stop all those things, i went queueing for food with them mah. then she claimed that since i was out of queue, she "bummed" me and tell me to queue properly. then i walked away to buy my stuff. and that i wanted to drag huiqin into the matter.
BIG MISUNDERSTANDING. VERY VERY BIG.
FIRSTLY. She DID NOT bum me and I LEFT cos i wanted to buy my vitasoy. Fck, and to think at that point i still wanted to buy drinks for them man, nvm. Since i didnt tell anyone that at that point.. i have no proof aye? So nvm. AND when i returned from buying my drinks i cant find them. My fault..? So what now? :)
SECONDLY. Major haha. From the time i quarrel with you to the time you actually told someone about it.. i did not even talk to or SEE huiqin at all. Drag? Hmm, mirror mirror? XD
I think this is kinda childish. FCK! Why am i always the one getting this kinda problems? xD
Blame it on my luck.. to have this kinda friends all the time. Bleh!Hmm. So its like that.
God knows how many people she spreaded it to la.
But its like.. since i didnt do anything wrong, i shouldnt be afraid or intimidated.
Life goes on! :) And since she chose to handle the problem LIKE THAT, well, be it!
Cos i know one day people will know the truth. And by then i will be free. Free from all those fcking people! YAY!
But one thing.
I feel very hurt leh. How can my good friend do that to me TWICE ah?
NOTE : TWICE. :)
I really cant understand why people cant control their mouth from blabberring and HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO tell people about stuffs. Especially my good friend. Heck, i must have been visually handicapped back then. Why else would i get a good friend like that? Hmm. XX told me that she would continue life like nothing happened. Cos its not my fault ultimately! Well, i may be at fault but what should i do, since if you (reader) think i am at fault? Ren3 Qi4 Tun1 Shen1 huh? Sorry, cos thats so not me. :)
Sigh. I should just let time heal the wound right?
Cos i can already predict what will happen should a "confrontation" happen. KONFRANTASI!
Whoops, will it like get worse? I hope it wont. But in the mean time i should just shut out.
Shut myself out from all these! Cause i know i dont deserve it lah. Yay. Trying to look at things at its optimistic side. Whoo. :)
JUST SMILE BACK! :)i think im getting a lil retarded. Okayes enough. I think i will post again when i feel happier. Im having mixed emotions now. Sad? Hurt? Angry (fck, for spreading those untrue shit)? or even.. disappointed?
Was it my fault that this happened?
But if i dont say something that day, would it be the same, or would things go better?
But if i dont say something that day, would i still be tolerating what i shouldnt be tolerating, what they think that's funny?
But if i dont say something that day, would i truly be happy?
I guess only i can answer those questions.
Which i cant LAH!
But not bad leh.
For not going to recess, i can save up to 10 bucks a day.
Which is 50 bucks a week.
That is 200 a month. HECK, thats all i get for my allowance.
But i only managed to save 20 bucks. =\ not bad lah, right....?
For not going to recess, i can do up the homework that i was supposed to do but i didnt. (HEHEHE)
For not going to recess, i can cool down in the classroom. And think about my life. Re-evaluating? what i truly want. who i want to be. how can i be happy. and more and more. :)
Bah, talk about pro and cons!
LOL. But is this truly what i want?
Hmmhmm.
Anyway. Talk about something happy bah.
Going out with yiwen tmrw. Shit, shd be gg to her house one.
I even bought pancake flour lol. Didnt want to say this one lah. But since i dont think im going to her house alr.. i might as well right? hehs.
Wanted to make pancakes and bring it there as a surprise.. that is if i succeed in making edible pancakes lah. Looks like i have ta eat my pancakes myself! xD
Holidays. But i dont seem to look forward to it.
Hmm, maybe things would go better after the hols?
Hopefully.
And i think i shouldnt post all this in my blog anymore. Since i said i wont be bothered by such things anymore! Bleh, i am trying lah. :)
Sheesh, all of a sudden i think i sound childish. Like..
"euu norhss, shee nahx, iie andd herr qwawell liao norhx. ii dunch wann tuu fwenn her awedyy! makee xiiaolurbbe sho sad worx. baddiee norhhs!! ii bewwi sad sad le norhs. *shobb sobb* wohh buu yaoo genn niie hao lerhhs!!" PUI!Holy mofo. Look, i told cha i mastered the twits lingo!
HAHAHA. Nvm. Since i already posted this. I dont want to delete this post ONE HOR.
Omg im childish! Ahhhhh. Some low EQ professor zapped me with his lab ray.
And i turned into a baby. BWAHHH! Not funny. =
Till then! :)
Thursday, March 09, 2006
6:35 pm ♥ whoopiedoo.
Whoopiedooo.. marvellous. just came back from higher chinese.. sigh. its bad, bad, bad. i only got B- for CA1. But heck lah, i still owe cheenapokpok 2 compos, my zuo ye and alot of stuffs and i got only 49/70 for my paper. and i can get B-?! Quite good alr. LOL. Umm, kayes, i wont be contented with B. I must strive for A... in my dreams. HAHA. :)
AND! Oh wells. I heard ALOT of things. :D
Alot alot. BUT. I dont know if its reliable or not. Hmm.. well at least i hope it is lah.
Hah, heard that that lil tard's going around telling people distorted stuffs she consider facts. Yikes, that sucks.
Im not sure if this is true but heck, im just gonna say it.
Heard that she went around telling people what happened on that day. Hmm.
Its like this. She told XX (secret info-provider lol) that after i told them to stop all those things, i went queueing for food with them mah. then she claimed that since i was out of queue, she "bummed" me and tell me to queue properly. then i walked away to buy my stuff. and that i wanted to drag huiqin into the matter.
BIG MISUNDERSTANDING. VERY VERY BIG.
FIRSTLY. She DID NOT bum me and I LEFT cos i wanted to buy my vitasoy. Fck, and to think at that point i still wanted to buy drinks for them man, nvm. Since i didnt tell anyone that at that point.. i have no proof aye? So nvm. AND when i returned from buying my drinks i cant find them. My fault..? So what now? :)
SECONDLY. Major haha. From the time i quarrel with you to the time you actually told someone about it.. i did not even talk to or SEE huiqin at all. Drag? Hmm, mirror mirror? XD
I think this is kinda childish. FCK! Why am i always the one getting this kinda problems? xD
Blame it on my luck.. to have this kinda friends all the time. Bleh!Hmm. So its like that.
God knows how many people she spreaded it to la.
But its like.. since i didnt do anything wrong, i shouldnt be afraid or intimidated.
Life goes on! :) And since she chose to handle the problem LIKE THAT, well, be it!
Cos i know one day people will know the truth. And by then i will be free. Free from all those fcking people! YAY!
But one thing.
I feel very hurt leh. How can my good friend do that to me TWICE ah?
NOTE : TWICE. :)
I really cant understand why people cant control their mouth from blabberring and HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO tell people about stuffs. Especially my good friend. Heck, i must have been visually handicapped back then. Why else would i get a good friend like that? Hmm. XX told me that she would continue life like nothing happened. Cos its not my fault ultimately! Well, i may be at fault but what should i do, since if you (reader) think i am at fault? Ren3 Qi4 Tun1 Shen1 huh? Sorry, cos thats so not me. :)
Sigh. I should just let time heal the wound right?
Cos i can already predict what will happen should a "confrontation" happen. KONFRANTASI!
Whoops, will it like get worse? I hope it wont. But in the mean time i should just shut out.
Shut myself out from all these! Cause i know i dont deserve it lah. Yay. Trying to look at things at its optimistic side. Whoo. :)
JUST SMILE BACK! :)i think im getting a lil retarded. Okayes enough. I think i will post again when i feel happier. Im having mixed emotions now. Sad? Hurt? Angry (fck, for spreading those untrue shit)? or even.. disappointed?
Was it my fault that this happened?
But if i dont say something that day, would it be the same, or would things go better?
But if i dont say something that day, would i still be tolerating what i shouldnt be tolerating, what they think that's funny?
But if i dont say something that day, would i truly be happy?
I guess only i can answer those questions.
Which i cant LAH!
But not bad leh.
For not going to recess, i can save up to 10 bucks a day.
Which is 50 bucks a week.
That is 200 a month. HECK, thats all i get for my allowance.
But i only managed to save 20 bucks. =\ not bad lah, right....?
For not going to recess, i can do up the homework that i was supposed to do but i didnt. (HEHEHE)
For not going to recess, i can cool down in the classroom. And think about my life. Re-evaluating? what i truly want. who i want to be. how can i be happy. and more and more. :)
Bah, talk about pro and cons!
LOL. But is this truly what i want?
Hmmhmm.
Anyway. Talk about something happy bah.
Going out with yiwen tmrw. Shit, shd be gg to her house one.
I even bought pancake flour lol. Didnt want to say this one lah. But since i dont think im going to her house alr.. i might as well right? hehs.
Wanted to make pancakes and bring it there as a surprise.. that is if i succeed in making edible pancakes lah. Looks like i have ta eat my pancakes myself! xD
Holidays. But i dont seem to look forward to it.
Hmm, maybe things would go better after the hols?
Hopefully.
And i think i shouldnt post all this in my blog anymore. Since i said i wont be bothered by such things anymore! Bleh, i am trying lah. :)
Sheesh, all of a sudden i think i sound childish. Like..
"euu norhss, shee nahx, iie andd herr qwawell liao norhx. ii dunch wann tuu fwenn her awedyy! makee xiiaolurbbe sho sad worx. baddiee norhhs!! ii bewwi sad sad le norhs. *shobb sobb* wohh buu yaoo genn niie hao lerhhs!!" PUI!Holy mofo. Look, i told cha i mastered the twits lingo!
HAHAHA. Nvm. Since i already posted this. I dont want to delete this post ONE HOR.
Omg im childish! Ahhhhh. Some low EQ professor zapped me with his lab ray.
And i turned into a baby. BWAHHH! Not funny. =
Till then! :)
