Monday, April 10, 2006
9:21 pm ♥ i miss css.
i miss css on tv every monday channel u at 8pm.i really miss being glued to the tv for like 1 whole hour watching people of my age performing on stage, singing and crapping and stuffs. sigh. ive been a loyal CSS viewer since 2nd Jan. and now its like gone. wah, damn sad leh. its like you feel like a part of them. very.. i-dunno-how-to-say. >.<aiyah. in short, i miss seeing zhiyang on tv. LOLS.im kidding lah. all the css lah. hehe.okayes enough le bah. before i start crying.
just watched css's GF again. yah i recorded on dvd.. hais.
the more i see the sadder i get. :( sighhh! >.<
and the le fan tian party. omg when they cry i literally wanna cry can! :(
omg im going crazy.
anyway. showed people in class the artwork maggy did. they all go like "WAH.." can.. hahas!!
maggy you gotta admit you really very very got tian1 fen4 lah! XD hahahaha. ;o im so evil. :P
btwwwwwww. i think im really super obsessed lols. i even stuck his pic on my notebook so he'd inspire me. crazy right. but if it helps.. nvm lah. ((:
hehe! i think i wont be able to get over zy in a short period of time. too obsessed lah! XD
btw. i wonder if he ate the cookies alr not.. or if he read my letter alr. hehe! (((:
okayes enough of css. im reallllly gg crazy.
laipao came over today. so sian. she did up her powerpoint presentation thingy.. XD
while i sung along to zhiyang's songs.. ALL THE TIME. XD im irritating lah. XD
then.. talked about stuffs. man. havent talked to her so.. truthfully and straightforward in so long already. really miss talking to this girl about whats happenin in my life and stuffs. like we did in sec2. riiiight. :D then realised this particular girl very hypocrite. its like.. hehe. i think i knew it from the start. its like, you dont like it you dont have to fake like you like it just to gain favour of other people right.. must have your own stand! aiyah i dont know lah. sometimes i feel so shitty too. even though i know that person's like that.. i still go with her. whatever! XD
i dont know. is it all about adaptation?
or whatever you call it.. i dont know.
i dont wanna go confront her cos it'd only make matters worse.
i'd much rather i dont know that shes talking bad about me behind my back while i continue treating her like my very good friend.
than to hear about the bad stuffs she said and facing her everyday faking a smile on my face. i'd go crazy.
and this makes no different from me being the same as her. right?
i dont know. im confused. i dont even know if the next person reading this entry would go twist whatever i've said and tell her another version. i know i should be aware of what im posting cos like everyone reads it right. but im only trying to voice out my thoughts. really.
i agree with what pao said.
if she's really like that, i think her character really.. like, XXXX.no XXXX isnt a bad word. its just that i (we?) dont want to use that word. yah. :D
ive had enough of backstabbing stuffs and bad mouthing rumours.
and what about gossiping and bitching about?
i know its a phase we'e going through.
but need it be so harsh?
do we really need to go through these "difficulties" to know the true meaning of "life" and "friends"?
i dont want this to happen.
aint friends suppose to be all nice and caring, there when you need them?
aint friends supposed to be little angels "lifting your feet off the ground and teaching you how to fly".. when you're feeling absolutely down and miserable?
aint friends supposed to be the most treasured possesion every human can have?
okayes i should be thankful that i still have a loyal lot by my side..
but what about the others? i think i should just get over those fair weathered friends and move on right. since they only bother to be with you ONLY when you're having fun?
yeah right. :)
why cant we just go back to those days in primary school where everything is so much fluffier, sweeter and nicer, minus all the backstabbing and stuffs. i really wish i could live that period of time again. sigh. im sounding so depressed right. XD
OMG WHATS HAPPENING. =\i dont know lah.
i needa sort out my thoughts already. XD
that girl ah, i tell you ah, really get on my nerves LAH. now i cant do my maths.
but to think of what she have said to me. done to me. showed me. be with me. OMG.
i sould so les. anyway. in short. i just wanna say. i cant believe she's doing that to me.
a trusted friend of your turning into a backstabbing bitch you wish you've never met?wow, how nice. ((:
thats about it. i need to cool down before i start another controversial REVOLUTION on my blog.
tata.
Monday, April 10, 2006
9:21 pm ♥ i miss css.
i miss css on tv every monday channel u at 8pm.i really miss being glued to the tv for like 1 whole hour watching people of my age performing on stage, singing and crapping and stuffs. sigh. ive been a loyal CSS viewer since 2nd Jan. and now its like gone. wah, damn sad leh. its like you feel like a part of them. very.. i-dunno-how-to-say. >.<aiyah. in short, i miss seeing zhiyang on tv. LOLS.im kidding lah. all the css lah. hehe.okayes enough le bah. before i start crying.
just watched css's GF again. yah i recorded on dvd.. hais.
the more i see the sadder i get. :( sighhh! >.<
and the le fan tian party. omg when they cry i literally wanna cry can! :(
omg im going crazy.
anyway. showed people in class the artwork maggy did. they all go like "WAH.." can.. hahas!!
maggy you gotta admit you really very very got tian1 fen4 lah! XD hahahaha. ;o im so evil. :P
btwwwwwww. i think im really super obsessed lols. i even stuck his pic on my notebook so he'd inspire me. crazy right. but if it helps.. nvm lah. ((:
hehe! i think i wont be able to get over zy in a short period of time. too obsessed lah! XD
btw. i wonder if he ate the cookies alr not.. or if he read my letter alr. hehe! (((:
okayes enough of css. im reallllly gg crazy.
laipao came over today. so sian. she did up her powerpoint presentation thingy.. XD
while i sung along to zhiyang's songs.. ALL THE TIME. XD im irritating lah. XD
then.. talked about stuffs. man. havent talked to her so.. truthfully and straightforward in so long already. really miss talking to this girl about whats happenin in my life and stuffs. like we did in sec2. riiiight. :D then realised this particular girl very hypocrite. its like.. hehe. i think i knew it from the start. its like, you dont like it you dont have to fake like you like it just to gain favour of other people right.. must have your own stand! aiyah i dont know lah. sometimes i feel so shitty too. even though i know that person's like that.. i still go with her. whatever! XD
i dont know. is it all about adaptation?
or whatever you call it.. i dont know.
i dont wanna go confront her cos it'd only make matters worse.
i'd much rather i dont know that shes talking bad about me behind my back while i continue treating her like my very good friend.
than to hear about the bad stuffs she said and facing her everyday faking a smile on my face. i'd go crazy.
and this makes no different from me being the same as her. right?
i dont know. im confused. i dont even know if the next person reading this entry would go twist whatever i've said and tell her another version. i know i should be aware of what im posting cos like everyone reads it right. but im only trying to voice out my thoughts. really.
i agree with what pao said.
if she's really like that, i think her character really.. like, XXXX.no XXXX isnt a bad word. its just that i (we?) dont want to use that word. yah. :D
ive had enough of backstabbing stuffs and bad mouthing rumours.
and what about gossiping and bitching about?
i know its a phase we'e going through.
but need it be so harsh?
do we really need to go through these "difficulties" to know the true meaning of "life" and "friends"?
i dont want this to happen.
aint friends suppose to be all nice and caring, there when you need them?
aint friends supposed to be little angels "lifting your feet off the ground and teaching you how to fly".. when you're feeling absolutely down and miserable?
aint friends supposed to be the most treasured possesion every human can have?
okayes i should be thankful that i still have a loyal lot by my side..
but what about the others? i think i should just get over those fair weathered friends and move on right. since they only bother to be with you ONLY when you're having fun?
yeah right. :)
why cant we just go back to those days in primary school where everything is so much fluffier, sweeter and nicer, minus all the backstabbing and stuffs. i really wish i could live that period of time again. sigh. im sounding so depressed right. XD
OMG WHATS HAPPENING. =\i dont know lah.
i needa sort out my thoughts already. XD
that girl ah, i tell you ah, really get on my nerves LAH. now i cant do my maths.
but to think of what she have said to me. done to me. showed me. be with me. OMG.
i sould so les. anyway. in short. i just wanna say. i cant believe she's doing that to me.
a trusted friend of your turning into a backstabbing bitch you wish you've never met?wow, how nice. ((:
thats about it. i need to cool down before i start another controversial REVOLUTION on my blog.
tata.
