Friday, August 18, 2006
6:51 pm ♥
hahahas guess what!
major maJOR MAJOR discovery lah! found out that the
FREAKING hips told -idontknowhowmany- people NASTY (and i mean it) things about me. even to that -idontevenknowheexistuntilsomeonetoldmeso- hianpeng. like, hahas! trying too hard to thrash me (or isit US?) i suppose? tsk tsk.
its like. i dont believe this lah. its like.
so much for trying to FORGIVE her for what she did! and this is all i got for being nice. oh well, IN A WAY. (:
and i actually took in her shit about she wanting to change, GET A NEW DAMN LIFE, start everything anew and stuffs. and guess what? she didnt even change for her mum's sake. thats like, just too sad. i should just believe that
江山易改本性难移, which is like, TRUE. a leopard never changes its spots, especially one like her. we did try to help. inviting her to the planetshakers concert. she rejected our offer LAST MINUTE and came up with an -icanfinditonthenet- lousy excuse. fine. 4 bucks wasted. its like, we want to help you. help you change from your goddamn lousy personality to someone that everyone likes (which is, the exact opposite of you now lah) but thats just too bad if you dont want our help.
and she just go ard wrecking people's friendship like what she used to enjoy, eons ago.
and she actually had the cheek to say that "its fun backstabbing people and seeing people break up". oh what a sadistic person right? i think she's so bad that hell's gonna reject her. sad right, i know. oh and i was saying. now she happily wrecked another person's life. double trouble, id say. now i pity rachel. nevermind. lets be friends. you still have us. hehe.
and oh yeah. i just wanna say. the choice lies in your hands.
the door is open. if you feel like you wanna SURRENDER and apologise just come to us.
WE WILL FORGIVE YOU. i hope i can. there's only like
three months left for us to see each other. and it doesnt really matter if you want our help or not cos i think we're just like sick and tired of trying to give our help when our efforts go unappreciated.
its like (QUOTED) "face it. youre friendless now." just try to change. a lil bit.
c'mon. truth hurts but you know you need to face it.
fantasy isnt gonna help. even 流星花园 and 爱情魔发师 wont help you.
stop lying through your teeth. fess up.
stop telling people "
我不知道为什么他们那样对我" when you know you are at fault.
stop trying to gain sympathy by telling the whole world that tyroid steriod keloid is taking half your life and that you deserve every chance "just because".
stop gaining support from all the outcasts just because you think you "know them".
stop having those disgusting thoughts.
stop thinking about revenge, backstabbing and all those "high school" stuffs.
stop staring at people in class just because youre jealous of them.
start telling yourself you can never be like lindsay lohan in Mean Girls cos we can win you anytime, effortlessly.
start telling yourself to be nice like 杉菜 in your favourite idol drama METEOR GARDEN.
start telling yourself to bathe in the morning, buy a decent deodorant and retract your eyeballs.
start telling yourself lying isnt gonna go a long way and truth will surface one day.
start telling yourself you should just try and improve yourself and dont 辜负 those teachers that buy your sob story. well at least for those teachers.
start telling yourself you will CHANGE FOR THE BETTER, try going to church for once and find your new life there.
start telling yourself inner beauty still matter even though you know you lack outer beauty.
we will try to forgive you for what you have done all these (THREE) years.
we will try to keep you IN with what we are doing and not leave you out, we TRY.
we will try to say good things about you, when others dont.
we will try to BE NICE and not be like you.
thats all i have to say for now.
read this, reflect, then hopefully you know what to do.
The bottom line is,
If you dont help yourself, no one can.and to that kind MR HP who kept staring at me during recess, 10 times in 15 minutes, that reads my blog, that i havent talked to in my whole 4 years of secondary school life, that i havent even looked STRAIGHT in the eye, that i havent even walked alongside, that i DIDNT EVEN HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU,
tell me what you dont like about me instead of going ard bitching about me (i suppose)
behind my back. bitching is bad, you know! mama will whack your booty booty. (:
i really appreciate it if you could do that you know. and i actually ONCE thought that he was nice despite everything ive heard elsewhere. guess im wrong. oh well!
i know. i know when to stop. hehe. so thats it! (:
sometimes i pity them.
people like them who don't seem to feel the wonders of FRIENDSHIP.
they think the whole world owes them a living just because theyre in that state.
but they forgot.
its they themselves who make them who they are.
their personality and attitude that determines the person that they are.
the world owes them eh?
try looking at the bright side. you know. be like me (HAHAHA).
happy everyday without any worries and stuffs, at least for now.
you know you'll be happier.
i know youre just jealous.
hehe.
Friday, August 18, 2006
6:51 pm ♥
hahahas guess what!
major maJOR MAJOR discovery lah! found out that the
FREAKING hips told -idontknowhowmany- people NASTY (and i mean it) things about me. even to that -idontevenknowheexistuntilsomeonetoldmeso- hianpeng. like, hahas! trying too hard to thrash me (or isit US?) i suppose? tsk tsk.
its like. i dont believe this lah. its like.
so much for trying to FORGIVE her for what she did! and this is all i got for being nice. oh well, IN A WAY. (:
and i actually took in her shit about she wanting to change, GET A NEW DAMN LIFE, start everything anew and stuffs. and guess what? she didnt even change for her mum's sake. thats like, just too sad. i should just believe that
江山易改本性难移, which is like, TRUE. a leopard never changes its spots, especially one like her. we did try to help. inviting her to the planetshakers concert. she rejected our offer LAST MINUTE and came up with an -icanfinditonthenet- lousy excuse. fine. 4 bucks wasted. its like, we want to help you. help you change from your goddamn lousy personality to someone that everyone likes (which is, the exact opposite of you now lah) but thats just too bad if you dont want our help.
and she just go ard wrecking people's friendship like what she used to enjoy, eons ago.
and she actually had the cheek to say that "its fun backstabbing people and seeing people break up". oh what a sadistic person right? i think she's so bad that hell's gonna reject her. sad right, i know. oh and i was saying. now she happily wrecked another person's life. double trouble, id say. now i pity rachel. nevermind. lets be friends. you still have us. hehe.
and oh yeah. i just wanna say. the choice lies in your hands.
the door is open. if you feel like you wanna SURRENDER and apologise just come to us.
WE WILL FORGIVE YOU. i hope i can. there's only like
three months left for us to see each other. and it doesnt really matter if you want our help or not cos i think we're just like sick and tired of trying to give our help when our efforts go unappreciated.
its like (QUOTED) "face it. youre friendless now." just try to change. a lil bit.
c'mon. truth hurts but you know you need to face it.
fantasy isnt gonna help. even 流星花园 and 爱情魔发师 wont help you.
stop lying through your teeth. fess up.
stop telling people "
我不知道为什么他们那样对我" when you know you are at fault.
stop trying to gain sympathy by telling the whole world that tyroid steriod keloid is taking half your life and that you deserve every chance "just because".
stop gaining support from all the outcasts just because you think you "know them".
stop having those disgusting thoughts.
stop thinking about revenge, backstabbing and all those "high school" stuffs.
stop staring at people in class just because youre jealous of them.
start telling yourself you can never be like lindsay lohan in Mean Girls cos we can win you anytime, effortlessly.
start telling yourself to be nice like 杉菜 in your favourite idol drama METEOR GARDEN.
start telling yourself to bathe in the morning, buy a decent deodorant and retract your eyeballs.
start telling yourself lying isnt gonna go a long way and truth will surface one day.
start telling yourself you should just try and improve yourself and dont 辜负 those teachers that buy your sob story. well at least for those teachers.
start telling yourself you will CHANGE FOR THE BETTER, try going to church for once and find your new life there.
start telling yourself inner beauty still matter even though you know you lack outer beauty.
we will try to forgive you for what you have done all these (THREE) years.
we will try to keep you IN with what we are doing and not leave you out, we TRY.
we will try to say good things about you, when others dont.
we will try to BE NICE and not be like you.
thats all i have to say for now.
read this, reflect, then hopefully you know what to do.
The bottom line is,
If you dont help yourself, no one can.and to that kind MR HP who kept staring at me during recess, 10 times in 15 minutes, that reads my blog, that i havent talked to in my whole 4 years of secondary school life, that i havent even looked STRAIGHT in the eye, that i havent even walked alongside, that i DIDNT EVEN HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU,
tell me what you dont like about me instead of going ard bitching about me (i suppose)
behind my back. bitching is bad, you know! mama will whack your booty booty. (:
i really appreciate it if you could do that you know. and i actually ONCE thought that he was nice despite everything ive heard elsewhere. guess im wrong. oh well!
i know. i know when to stop. hehe. so thats it! (:
sometimes i pity them.
people like them who don't seem to feel the wonders of FRIENDSHIP.
they think the whole world owes them a living just because theyre in that state.
but they forgot.
its they themselves who make them who they are.
their personality and attitude that determines the person that they are.
the world owes them eh?
try looking at the bright side. you know. be like me (HAHAHA).
happy everyday without any worries and stuffs, at least for now.
you know you'll be happier.
i know youre just jealous.
hehe.
