Falling head over heels,
thought i knew how it feels,
but with you
its like the first day
of my life.

Sunday, September 17, 2006
12:02 am ♥ late night reflections.


i think im distraught. how?
anyways. im going tmrw.

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went studying with vivian today. not bad lah. quite productive.. kind of. (:
and i choked on the buttermilk biscuit when i heard vivian say filipino maid instead of filipino nurses can.. then i went into this nonstop coughing fit for like 3 minutes(i think) straight.. like 0.0 right.. and vivian was like so shocked she kept asking if i was okay..
and to think the day before i was joking with vanes that i might choke to death since i was always joking while im like eating..
and it actually happened lol.. scary eh? hmm.
then went to long john for dinner..
first this pair of brothers (xiao didi ard like 5yrs max) went like SOT and kept on ringing the "If we did well ring the bell" bell and its quite irritating.. then i said they were (neglected) hyperactive kids.
then after they left, another pair of brothers came in.. like 4yrs old.. went nuts on the bell too.
then i repeated what i said.. and kinda observed them until they left.
afterthat this pair of sisters came in.. like 6 yrs old.. guess what.
they went mad over the bell too. like.. HUH.. how come all the kids sot ki in ljs today??
its like there are no sane kids in lj lah.. all the kids went insane can.. BRR.
then thought of this mrBROWN scenario that were to happen if mrBROWN saw this whole thingy. haha. BROWNinfusion~ hmm.

now thats something "happier". sigh.

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i think im gonna learn to be a nicer person.
i think i want to be remembered as the person whos all nice and stuffs instead of
"huh xue er the last time siao chase idols de huh?"
"xue er that one very mean one isit?"
"xue er the one last time very act one ah?"
thats like so p a t h e t i c can.
so i'll try and be nice. be the nicest that i can be.
and see how it turns out to be. :D
aiyah. i'll just stop doing all those senseless stuff that i used to do..
and be the one that i really want to be.
the girl that glows from within. (:

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thats all. :D
goodnight all.