Falling head over heels,
thought i knew how it feels,
but with you
its like the first day
of my life.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007
11:42 pm ♥ I will survive. :D


OH NO school's a mess today. :)
PLEASE READ THIS POST AT LEAST THRICE BEFORE COMMENTING.
to check that youve got all the facts right.
i read this TWICE before posting.

Somehow someone got me into the mess which doesnt even concerns me.

Look, its like this.
I'll do away with all the stuff and come straight to the point.
I wrote those (refer to picture below) (referred to as "the paper") AND SO?
I LIKE DOING ALL THOSE, cant I?

I DID NOT TARGET THAT AT ANYONE.
even if you think i did.
senseless. sensitive. :)

THANK YOU, dragon for tearing it up.
even before you TRIED to know (AND ASK) whats going on.
i understand you are trying to help a friend.
maybe what i wrote was mean but whats with that?
i hope you are reading this. do you have something against me?
if so, can we talk? i dont like to see you at school everyday and YET act like i didnt see you.
thats not very nice.

AND i so dont like people like.
X tells Y to tell ME that i am whatsoever.
COME ON, its not as if i will slap you in the face if you tell me anything in my face.
I need to tell you, you that someone.

A, (for whom i will not reveal your name // i suppose you dont read my blog)
Hi, Thank you for telling my friend (you do not have the right to know who.) that i should "stop doing stupid and childish things" (in this case, stop writing things like the paper) and that i should (then i forgot what i wanted to write because its kills to think of something like that).

FIRST,
you do not know why i wrote it for. FOR YOU, (probably like the others) you assumed that i WROTE THE PAPER to help my friend, and that its for SOMEONE.

YOU ARE WRONG.
you jumped to conclusions. you wronged me. thats so unfair.

SECOND,
you bastard. YOU started it. (see, the whole story goes)
i passed ver the whole stack of paper because she wanted to see something. (THE EYE CANDY PIECE, NOT THE NASTY ONE)
then she found it, so she left the stack on the table.
then you had to walk over,
had to pick up that stack, (i suppose you have no control over your hands)
HAD to pick out that piece of paper, (the one FEATURED in the picture below)
AND PASS IT TO DRAGON saying "NA, (DRAGON'S NAME), SEE."

and so anyone in the right mind, in dragon's shoes, will probably think that,
"okay, that is mean, she's targetting this at my friend."
he will get angry. but he, tearing it, is another thing. thats his problem.

but that is because he doesnt know that I WROTE OTHER THINGS, not just the one you SELECTIVELY showed him.

WHATS YOUR MOTIVE FOR DOING THAT?

i see it that you are trying to create chaos?
and i was stupid for thinking maybe just maybe you are a nice person.
out of everyone in class. maybe, just maybe you wouldnt do things, LIKE THAT.

and?
im wrong, definitely.
i dont need friends who do such things to me even when im all nice to them.
NO. NEED. :)


SO WHAT DO YOU WANT?

you DONT KNOW whats going on, you try to poke your ass in.
when MY FRIEND (another one) called you to tell you FACTS,
you say "i know, i know, but she should not write those."
FUCK YOU. (i dont scold vulgarities usually, but this is an exception.)
you dont even try to listen and all you do is to talk all that shit?
dont set double standards, when you cannot meet them yourself.
DONT drag me in, when things DOESNT even concern me.

IF YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING, dont act like you do.
IN CASE YOU DIDNT LISTEN TO ME JUST NOW,

WAS THE INSPIRATION FOR THIS.


If you wonder, i DID not just serach for the picture in yahoo images or whatever, THATS A LIVEJOURNAL ICON I SAW LAST YEAR.
Thank you, but sorry i dont want your apology.
Friday.
It will all end.
FRIDAY.
goodnight.