Falling head over heels,
thought i knew how it feels,
but with you
its like the first day
of my life.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007
10:02 pm ♥ 也许，明天。


wow i need to change my blogskin soon. (:
im getting kinda sick of the skin already haha.

today i was so stressed up in school goodness haha!
sometimes csa drives me crazy.
all th excel spreadsheet things! bah.

in the end i got so stressed up i actually cried a little!
HAHAHAHAHA i am so useless. :D

anyway,
i think i am so suay please! ive got a hole in my top today.
curse the lousy quality stupid zara basic tee. DAMN!
i hope that doesnt happen to the yellow one ive got. haha!

and so i went home to change after that,
liping came with me! to see my miaozos. :D mimi and momo!
thank you sweets! :) else id be lugging the damn brown bag of stuffs home.

oh talking about that its so sad!
i lugged it all the way to school (risking looking like an auntie summore) and lugged it back!
so pathetic haha! nevermind i'll get it mailed tomorrow. HA!

after that it was a trip to the airport!
i miss that place. i used to frequent that place during o levels!
all th memories ha! vivian! my aiport-then-bus-34 partner. HAHA!

and oh that supermarket at terminal one!
fairprice! and my unif brand green tea/honey green tea/barley black tea.
i like that stuff. schweet.

OKAY ANYWAY,
went there to send manpin off. aussie! first class! wowness. :)
i think i havent seen her in like a month already la. haha!
i do miss her, okay! but but i forgot to say bon voyage and enjoy the chocolates. :(

nevermind,
ha.

* * * * *

took thirtyfour back, on the way i was thinking of, erm things. for once i was quiet! haha.
talked to sheena about the things, then i was thinking, who's to believe after everything?
maybe i shouldnt even think of it anymore since its already over.
but i just cant stop thinking, thinking. it's just, me luh.
the horoscope book is right, i do think of waaaay too many things,
some times, even things that doesnt even concern me anymore .

maybe i should learn to take things less seriously. just, maybe.
oh no i must quit talking about all the emo things on my blog!
in case i sound like some attention-seeking/suicide emo kid. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

one last thing.
after sheena left, i was walking home on my own.. (this is not the main point DUH!)
i walked so slowly i began to think of what ive been doing since school opened so far.
and i came to a conclusion. noth. ing. nothing. maybe except being like an idiot everyday.

for the first time, i felt so fake.
i started asking myself what i really wanted in life. i couldnt find the answer.
then i started thinking why i did all the things i did. i dont know either.

oh my goodness golly i am so fake.
sometimes i wonder why do i even blog. :(

漫漫长夜，独自消受?
probably.

i know, too many people told me this.
每一天无论快乐或伤心都还是要这样过，没必要把自己弄得那么闷闷不乐，
开开心心的过每一天不是更好吗? *pauses, 叹息*
其实我也很想每天都开开心心的过，but what can i do? how do i do it?
你,做到吗? 我做不到。

也许, 明天。

* * * * *
anyway cg/seventeen/dolly's out!
i am a magazine whore so i cant bear to just flip thru and not buy em.
i must have been some sort of a paparazzi in my previous life because i have such love hate relationship with magazines.

HEHE.

and im going to sing again! you can say i have been waiting very long for this day.
ever since the damn day i lost my voice! hah. bulletproof windows? checked. :D

saturday, im gonna go play around with vivian's lomo,
its gonna be so fun, so yipperdooooo! :)

see, i sound so fake right.
ARGH WHATEVER. :D

goodnight, goodbye. (: