Falling head over heels,
thought i knew how it feels,
but with you
its like the first day
of my life.

Monday, July 23, 2007
11:59 pm ♥ never have i felt so down.


im here to blog!
today isnt a very good day,
i shan't elaborate too much on that because we shouldnt dwell on unhappy things.
all i can say is that, if you dont bother to listen to what i have to say,
think that things are like what you perceive it to be,
start lashing it all out at me just because you think "not my fault cos i am like that what",
BE IT.

if you think i went to wherever just because of whoever, be it!
if you think i didnt bother about th submission because of that, be it!
if you want to think that i am like that, be it!

that's all i have to say. and, it's not very nice to be maligned. (:

anyway,
after school today i went to eat with cheryl. and we talked about so much!
its nice to open up to one or two friends about things you dont want others to know,
and its even nicer when that friend totally understands what you're going through.
thanks, babe! (laughs)

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sometimes i wish i could have everything in the world,
everything that i ever wanted.

sometimes i wish i was that girl,
that girl, with no worries,
that girl, that everyone wanted to be.

sometimes i wish life could be easier.
so easy, it's all smooth-sailing.
so easy, it's a bed of roses.

but i know it isnt possible,
it isnt possible.

:(



so near yet so far? i dont know.
i want my eye candy! i dont have an eye candy now. SO SAD LUH.

photoshoot's in five days, so sad! i need to stop eating already. :(