I run a million miles just to hear you say my name.

2020-01-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

http://vforvanity.livejournal.com

GOODBYE.

livejournal is down

2009-02-04T14:56:00.003+08:00

Of all times.. livejournal is down for maintainence like now!
Pfft, so ive turned to my trusty ole bloggggar to update.

Gosh life is like a rocky road now.
People changed too fast all of a sudden and it left the both of us with nowhere to go.
Thankfully i have my dear friend to turn to for support.
Lets hold our heads high!

True, we dont know what is going on in their minds,
we are singled out for no reason and suddenly invisible,
we become the "wrong people" and our hearts turn cold whenever we think of that,
hold our heads high.

We can never control what others may think of us,
and for those who already think we are the "wrong people" so be it!
As long as we know, i think that's enough. :)

Truth will come to light one day,
who knows, they might even decide to talk it out soon.
Surely im not desperate to make up now and although im not pleased about how it all turned out,
time will tell us all.

If they choose to ignore us forever, let it be!
Let themselves choose what they think is best for them,
Friends come and go but the real ones stay. Thank you (and you) for staying, i'll make it go a long way. For those who left, fret not! You might cross my path again some day.

It feels good to be able to tell someone and share that burden.
Thank you Y for listening to us, yeah no one has to take sides and its perfectly fine to sit on the fences! :)
It feels so good to have some one to share it with you, yeah now that stone is balanced on three shoulders and im sure it will lighten up as days pass.
Thank you C. You'll receive your coffeebear soon LOL! :D

Oh to Y: Anyway if you come across this, urgh I dont habour those thoughts already okay, platonic, platonic friendship works in my world eh.

On a side note..
Holidays are coming and i'll make the best of it! :)
Time to go back to school with my poster design. Urgh, okay, till livejournal is back! :P

(wrote this when im waiting for pictures to load on photobucket)

2008-09-19T23:04:00.000+08:00

Yeah as you can tell, loading 250 pictures on photobucket takes some time and i have nothing to do while waiting so.. here.
I know i havent been blogging in a long long time and seriously i forgot what and how to blog hahaha. SERIOUS!

I dont know to blog if i like someone because i dont want the whole world to know and i know maybe three months down the road i will look back at the gross post and delete it so.. i dont know man.

Im at this major crossroads, im facing this major dilemma, my brain is filled with i-dont-knows.
I know if i tell x nothing will come out of it but i just feel so !!! that i am keeping it inside. I dont know what i want. I know i cant handle rejection but i dont know what to do. I dont know what i want out of it.. like what? Seriously like what. I dont know you much, you dont know me much and we seem to be from a different world. I am noisy and talk 24/7, you are so quiet and silent 24/7. I am from the east you are from the west. I like you but you dont like me. I.. am just different from you and i guess i am not what you want. Urgh it is so risky to put this public but still.. i must let it out. :'(

I can actually listen to a song then cry and think about so many things.
Yesterday when i was working i suddenly remembered something you told me the only time we talked, you told me you wanted to memorise all the prices of the items cos you dont like to check the price tag when a customer askes you the price because you see it as part of the responsibility of what a sales person should have, and you take pride in what you do. That really touched me and i seriously never ever will forget that. So now how? I cant forget it thats why im trapped in the memories.

I am not happy now.
Because i realise that i constantly live in memories and never seem to walk out of it.

Will someone lead the way out for me?

2008-07-22T09:53:00.001+08:00

HAAAAIIIIII all i feel like reviving the blog and leave livejournal for pictures and three liners. :) tell me if i should!

2007-09-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

What do you expect of a supposed good friend?
One that should be there when you need him/her?
Or perhaps reality puts it in the way that he/she comes to you when he/she needs you?

Do you call those people "good friends"?
Tell me.

Ive decided to shift to livejournal.
It was a tough decision because i was with blogger since 2003/4 and its part of my life already.
But i figured out that no one would be really interested in my mundane life so entries over at LJ is gonna be about 75% friends only.

And besides,
i have other priorities in life other than to manage this blog.
I'm getting sick of updating the blog just for updating's sake.

(I truly hope i won't regret my choice,)

I figured out that going on a hiatus is the way out. Well at least for now!
Will be away until further notice.

So,
till we meet again!

2007-09-13T10:33:00.000+08:00

GOODMORNING! :D
im here to reply to tags because yesterday i forgot to reply hahahaha.
im starting to get bored of blogging ha, because life is boring in the holidays.
ive turned to revamping my livejournal and chinese blogs, so do check those out instead.

both friends only, so try your luck hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
okay im gonna reply now lol.

niings: OMG SO GOOD LOR! i want oso dont have! :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
passerby: its adobe imageready! go to http://www.deviantart.com/ and search for animation tutorial to learn, i learnt it that way! :D
karen: hahahah thank you leh lol! you saw me! LOL i looked like an idiot, ha! and my friend say the dolly pic freak her out cos it looks dead. lol. :D
cheryl: SO CUTE LOR PLEASE! you look very gladiator leh. :D all th best for performance!
yukiko: tag liao! :D thankyou for th nails! :D:D

yay. :D

hello world. :)

2007-09-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

(click to enlarge!)

this is what boredom does to someone like me, haha!
actually the white hair is a wig, haha! its like platinum blonde so, yeah haha.
sorry to all that i cheated telling you its my real hair LOL! it looks real right! :D
anyway i did buy another boy of platinum blonde bleach, itd better work this time ha!

♥

today went to cheryl's house to help her dye hair,
bought beauteen gold brown bleach came out a nice shade of gold/copper. NICE!
~~at least better than mine lor like shit haha~~
made her wear the wig, she looks so cute like doll! :D

(shit dunno why cannot upload the damn picture lol)

hahahah thats all for now cos its already 1am!
reply tags tmrw, goodnight! :D

midnight rendezvous! :D

2007-09-08T12:49:00.000+08:00

Hello good ~~morning~~ afternoon rise and shine! :D:D
Heh this is the first time i actually slept in like so late. From 2am to 12n!
I broke my personal record, thank you thank you! HAHAHA.

And yesterday i had kimchi ramen at like 1am, the first time i had supper again since..
PRIMARY THREE. Hahahahahahaha i felt really bad for eating so late tho. :P

Anyway,
went out with vanessa on thursday! Its sooooooo fun okay?! :D:D
we went all the way down to holland v in search of those elusive boutiques like what you can find at haji lane but we asked around only to know there are no such boutiques around?!
and so we grabbed some nifty lil bread from breadtalk and walked around the area like two lost girls.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. but we gave up after a while because of the damn weather.
I SWEAR ITS SCORCHING OKAY?!
BUTBUT, we'll be back! After we ask around more and confirmed la haha. (:

So we took 7 to town and had some pretty good retail therapy (altho i didnt buy anything) haha!
We got a little thirsty so we got ourselves bubble tea and i bought papaya milk (dont ask).
I didnt know its a fresh fruit thing so i was a little appalled when she told me its $2.20.
Okay price isnt the thing but what shocked me is..
It looked like blended fingers topped with carnation milk. $#%!#$!%*#&)(*&^%!!!!!!
Its actually papaya puree mixed with carnation milk and pearls la haha. GROSS NOT YOU TELL ME! Its really bad stuff luh, made me so queasy after drinking it okay?!
I curse sweetalk for the shit they sold me. :(

(back to the topic)
Town is still the best irregardless. HAHAHAHA.
Had omu rice, camwhore at ...

Mandarin hotel's toilet hahaha.
That place is so nice lol.

We went up to dejavu vintage to look at the pretty things that shop offered and you know what, the lady is so nice okay! HAHAHA so warm and friendly. :D:D
She liked the elephant i made lol, said i have some kinda potential. HAHAHA! xD

BTW i opened my present from vanessa in the toilet, oh what a place. HAHAHA!
I LOVE THE PERFUME GIRLIE! :D:D You know how much i adore the clinique happy perfume that smells like longans! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Thank you! :D:D

And and thanks for all the birthday wishes, cakes, surprises & presents! :D:D
(abit late but nonetheless,)
I love th green skinnies darlings! Hehehehe.

I love you all lor.

HAHAHAHAHAHA OKAY THATS ALL. :P
I got bored last night at like 1am when i cant sleep, so there!
Try to squint at the last picture and move closer to the screen to guess what was mozaic-ed.
Then tell me what you think you saw! :D

(click to enlarge)

Ikea-lovin with sybs and vivian later, MEATBALLS YO.

XOXOXO,
bye!

confabulated memory.

2007-09-06T01:12:00.000+08:00

TODAY,
bugis with the lovely lufang. I tell you! I havent been there in AGES haha.
The clothes there are like sooooooo small if not petite haha.
I dont need to give reasons why i dont shop there, no?

Anyway i wore my bloody T-bar heels out today and they almost killed my feet.
I SWEAR NEVER TO BUY CHEAP CHINA MONDO SHOES EVER, EVER!
I was already tottering around in pain midway and had to buy a pair of ugly flip flops to tide the day.
I was tolerating the damn pain until the last last minute where i think id cry if i cant change out of those killer shoes that i bought a pair later. VERY. FUGLY. :(
I havent worn slippers out shopping since sec 2 (sec 3 i begun to wear sneaks, then sec 4 pumps and now, melissa rubber shoes) so you know how i felt when i was walking about in those. :(

THEN YOU KNOW WHAT.
we randomly walked out of bugis street to the OG place..
you know outside where they sell those ancient ice cream, haha!

Out of boredom (and the temptation of the aircon inside) we went into OG and you know what.
I LOVELOVE a pair of shoes inside hahaha. Its like some kinda T-bar and its (HOLY!!) flats!
Yay imma gonna buy em like this weekend heh heh.

Just dont tell people i bought it at OG okay?!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA KIDDING. :D

After that we went home via bus 23 and cracked a lot of jokes on the way hahaha.
Cos lufang was wearing this same top she wore to visit theodor the other day,
then theres this abababs guy sitting near me so i told her if that was theodor..
she cut in and said "then i faster take of my clothes say i forget to wear clothes out today"
OMGZLOLLLLLLLLL.
We continued with..
"Cos just now go gym very hot forget to put back on after gym,"
"I go to california fitness gym recommended by XXX,"

and so on hahahaha. :D:D

See, see!
Going out with this girly is fun one okay?!
Just gimme one reason to stay at home and rot instead? HAHAHA.

Okay piccas! (:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Oh this was at one of the lanes in bugis, i totally dig those spiral rainbow stairs okay?
I want to get married on a set like this. HAHAHA.

Urgh i finally wore those flash earrings out hahaha.

What happened to the blue blue sky?

Talk about unglamness. :D

We've got a life okay! HAHAHA.

XOXOXO, :D

OHOHOH why am i forever running late :(
Holland V with vanessa darling later, hooooo i miss th girlaaaa! (:
YAY IM OUT~

tralalaness.

2007-09-05T11:15:00.000+08:00

Good Morning WORLD. :D
Im here to reply to taggggs hahaha.
I should get the commenting system instead of tags because my board is deaaaaad. :I

Karen : THERE, there reply liao! HAHAHA! You never confirm wimme whether to go out not! :( threadless rocks. hahahahaha! you know hor, i only bought from mandee once leh. haha! RANDOM HOR, heehee. check out cotton on at wisma la, not bad!
Yukiko : :P
Shuyi : WAH NOT BAD LEH YOU! Finally agree with my err err taste alr huh! :D
Liping : :OOOOOOO how can i forget man. gomen~!
Steph : HAHAHA thank you.

She says live up to your first impression,
Well my best side was your worst invention,
Can't you live without the attention?

what now? :(

enjoy my labour of love! (:

2007-09-04T10:10:00.000+08:00

Finally got to upload these lovely pictures haha!
Ive been trying since like 10 am lor please, its already 3.45pm now lah! >:(

Im readdicted to old old english songs like beautiful soul again, ha!
Thats like so sec 2 right, hohoho. :)

Okay pictures! :D

My wish will come true. :D So what did i wish this time?
PS: HAHAHA that the cake's petite. Ziqi kept asking me to choose a bigger cake and i die die refused to because i was convinced that 3 people wont be able to finish a 1/2kg cake! In the end we decided for this and its enough to be divided into 8 slices altho each slice is like the size of one cheesecake stick from that creampuff shop, haha!

WE HEART COLOURFUL KITES! :D

"AH, LET IT FLY!" hahahaha.

Kite flying ~~makes people curse and swear~~ is a healthy activity. ;D

I KNOW YOU ALL LOVE ME! XIE XIE XIE XIE XIE XIE XIE XIE XIE NI MEN! :D:D

WALAU I LOOK SO MACHITE PLEASE.
Like some real real malay auntie lor, haha. AMINAH SAYS HELLO TO MY LOVELY PAKISTANI FRIEND CHERYL! :D

GAWD if that person knows his/her name is on the balloon i think he/she will go insane thinking imma stalker or something. HOO!

Pammyemo! :(

Group shot outside clarke quay! (:

Rendezvous in the park. :D

Let's jump juMP JUMP! (:

I didnt edit these. :D
Original, pure and 100% true to picture. WAHOOHOO SO LAME.

HORHOR, violence in school ah 校园暴力~!

I love old men especially those on th Australia channel at th school's cable tv corner. HAHA!

Verlin loves him as much as i do! :D

Failed attempt to do a split hahaha! VERY CUTE LOR! :D:D

Special award to liping! HAHAHAH! Sorry ah i forgot to upload yours last time!! :((((((

Pre-steamboat. VIVIAN I TELL YOU! You stop hiding behind me when taking pictures huh make my face look so big. NEXT TIME I PHOTOSHOP YOURS UNTIL BIG BIG SEE YOU HOW. Hahahahahahahaha broken english rocks. :D:D:D

Unglam posture and kissy lips!

Little miss sunshine grilling meat for me! LOVELOVE!

See the hot people grilling food for me! HAHAHA WHILE I HAPPILY SNAP AWAY~ HOO!

Crabbette on her crab limbs!

Post-steamboat. WE ALL LOOK LIKE WE'RE GNNA DIE OF FATIGUE! Look at my face i look like a dog haha.

Ziqi wanted me to take a shot of her nails, so there! She kept raving on how good dawn the manicurist she frequents and that her acrylic nail extentions are as good as real, haha! Okay one day i'll go try or smth, when my nail decide to drop off all at one go haha.

Quite possibly the longest update thus far. :D

2007-09-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE DA JIA HAO I AM BACKZZZZZ. :D
I am the late night blogger, hahaha.

So holidays are here in like a FLASSSSSSSSSSH and im like feeling so empty these days at home haha.
Ive grown so attached to the school in some ways that i actually feel kinda weird that i dont need to go to school.
EEEEEE and i miss those mugging days when we hit the library everyday after papers to study and mug till like the weewee hours and complain how sluggish we are the next day.
Its like so weird right, one week you study and piaaa like mad and the next week you hit slackerville. :(
BORED, BORRRRRRRED!

Anyway i havent shopped online in like months and yesterday i spent a hundred on threadless tees. I am not crazy you know! I just like wearing things that you dont really see people wearing on the streets, ha! I so don't have a life okay, i havent went on to the streets to do some serious shopping for like weeeeeeks!

&& so i went to town with ziqi today. (supposedly mulin and junhui were joining us but! its okay la hehehe.)
Its like a post-birthday celebration kind of thing la, haha!
Walkabout wisma and taka for awhile and i gave up because of the damned weather.
(Imagine wearing shoes that has quite a number of slits and walking on wet ground with stupid puddles of water here and there! PURE GROSSNESS. In the end when i reach home i still had to wash my shoes like for the 534256y375778th time already luh, GAH.)
I think i am so suaku that i just realised theres a new shop called Cotton On (from Aussie right? I saw it on dolly/girlfriend) and i tell you the basics there so cheap can?!
Can anyone like smelllll my latest fashion obsession already? HAHA!

And and i went to the usual shops too, i tell you i begin to see nothing new even though everything on their racks are new. You know what i mean?! Its like sian, everything looks the same.
They dont even have new colours! I WANT NU RAVE! I WANT ELECTRO!
They dont know what consumers want. BAD, VERY BAD. CONSUMER STUDIES LEH?!

Someone tell me a new place to shop please. :(
Anything other than the usuals. HAHA.

(ohoh i drifted away from the topic again)
So we got bored and went back to ziqi's house to eat some yummy homecooked fare and we grabbed a neat little cake from breadtalk on th way! Its too cute to be in your stomach but we ate it anyway, haha.

TALKING ABOUT CAKES,
i think i ate enough cakes for my whole life in this week alone, haha!
First i had cheesecake from th girlies in class (sorry ah, dunno how to describe haaha!),
Then durian cake (!!!!!!!!) from them again,
And 3 different slices (tiramisu/apple crumble/double chocolate) from sybs, lp and vivian
and lastly caramelittle from ziqi & junhui! :D

If you tell me im not going to put on weight after eating all these i will go and kill myself now.
That was alot lor, considering i dont favour cakes/confectionery much. :D
Cream is evil, Minimo-ist evil. :(

Next year my birthday cake will be mooncake. :D
SPECIAL ENOUGH NOT!!

Heh. :)

Anyway just now over at ziqi's place i dugged out her yearbook and scrutinised everyone i know because i was bored. HAHAHA! (:
Walau i tell you SHSS cheat money one lor, made us pay for four whole years of yearbook but only gave us one in like SECONDARY ONE! And whats worse is that i looked super fugly in the one they gave, sec one lor please!

Im gonna feedback to the school one day when i go back. :(

* * * * *

Saturday i went to eat steamboat at marina south with lp, sybil and vivian!
I think i really ate enough for about two people, ha!
I kept grilling chicken/throwing cabbage into the soup/overdose on fries like i was on drugs haha.
Laipao kept eating those crab limbs and i swear she devoured at least 10 that night, HA! Then again she cant be blamed la cos its reaaaaally nice, i dig th gravy altho i hate the crab haha! I dont eat anything crab because crabs are crap. :( WAHOOHOOHOO.
And so laipao was termed crabbette for her amazing crab eating skills. :D
You know i was so scared to bite on the crab shell with my teeth in case it chips off or something but lp just clammed her teeth on it like PHWOAR please! Braces saves the day! NGWARH NGWARH~ :D

Then i started the -ette thing and vivian is the chilli chickette because she eats a lot of those chilli chicken slices, sybil is the shroomette cos she took quite some mushrooms and im the cabbette because i kept eating cabbage from the soup! HAHAHA. :)

I love to peng kang food with my sweeties because i think it fosters some kind of bond between us lol. EH GRILL FOOD FOR PEOPLE LEH, touched or not! HAHA!

After that we took a long long walk back to the MRT station because we refused to board the bus and squeeze with 3975646550 commuters after sucha heaaaaavy dinner!
& so we followed the bus route back and holy of holys, it took us one damn hour to get back to the mrt station from the steamboat place itself! CRAPBALLS.

We had fun on the way though.
First i opened up my kites intended for kite flying in the evening (but we fell prey to the food in the end because we were all too hungry) and ran about the walkways like no tomorrow hoping that the kite will like you know, go up uP UP! BUT IT DIDNT.
So we had a good 15 minutes of crazy 8pm kite-flying stunts (LOL) and sang all the way back to the mrt. I REFUSE TO SING ALONG WITH ALL THE NOISY ENGLISH SONGS HAHAHA.

So i plugged in my mp3 and sang to myself (and laipao) all th way back haha.
I think i sound so try-too-hard in english songs, hee. I am very the cheena! HOHOHO.

After that lp came to stayover and its always such an impromptu decision, ha!
We watched 200 pounds beauty again and its soooo touching okay, urgh let me meet my plastic surgeon soon okay? HAHAHA.
I can sing one leh! Its just that i have no looks only you know. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
You can choose to ignore what i have just written above. HEH.

Then then the next day i went to meet vivian at airport to spread some popeyes love. :D
I so miss the days when we were studying for O levels at airport practically everyday la, ha!
And the september period where so many things happened, sigh. Its amazing that its already been a year since then! Looking back, I realised that we've grown so much, so much!

AIYOH i have too much to say. This blog post took me one whole hour, with my mum complaining periodically that i spend too much time on the computer at night which results in the lack of sleep that in turn causes all the dark eye rings on me me me me me that i complain allllll the time.

AND AND its funny that my mum is worried that i want to lose weight LOL.
I mean, shouldnt she be happy that i am finally going to set my mind straight and lose some bad mad lardddddd for good? HAHAHA!

FUNNY MUMMY. :D
OH IT RHYMES! :)

Okay time for some pictures, you know how lazy i am to photoshop and resize the shit out of them becuase one picture from the cam is fugging 2MB and no site allows me to upload anything that huge. I have 1.5GB of pictures from thy birthday so far and i've only rotated like 1/2 the pictures. HAHAHAHA, enjoy my labour of love lah okay. :D

FUGGIN BLOGGER I CANT UPLOAD PICTURES AT ALLLLL! SHIT THIS IS WHY I DONT LIKE TO BLOG AT 1AM. :(
This entry is soooo wordy sorry guys. :(
I will stop procrastinating and upload all the everyth tomorrow morning before i go out. :(
Tomorrow i will wake up at 8am and upload everything, ha!

Procrastinators,
Leaders of TOMORROW! :D

im out out,
nights!

2007-09-03T11:58:00.000+08:00

WHY EVERYTIME I WANT TO BLOG I AM RUNNING LATE!
meeting my favourite primary school memories at 1 im still rotting here.
why always like that, hahaha.

okay i update at night. :D
HOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO IM OUT. :D

LOVE IS IN THE AIR.

2007-09-01T10:02:00.000+08:00

Some photos from the past three days and the timeline! HORROR HORROR!
Im like super running late, so some first, more more tonight la hahaha.

Chocolatism! Fake chocolates can you spot it! haha. (:

Aiyo cheryl! Wearing my nurse shoes on the left and her ipanemas on the right. haha!

WAH sexy legs ah verlin! haha!! ^_^ my hand is too fair to be true LOL.

Cake presentation ceremony, haha! Pardon the unglamness, heh.

CHUANZ!!

Cheryl!

shuyi!

verlin!

elincia! :D

PAMMMMY!

Somebody stalker ah. haha! Us playing with the cai dai, lol!

shu yi again~ ho i look so shocked lol.

fang fang fang fang fang fang so sweet!

TIMELINE TIMELINE! :D

This is like among my first few neoprints please! This is in end sec1/early sec2 if im not wrong, haha! Kailing, Yiwen, Wanyi and me! GOSH. :D

This was in my twit phase hahaha. kailing, aiyoh so cute! :D i chopped my hair off btw, ha!

EH ah pao and me. LIKE MID SEC 2 CAN. i look like some gay please.

WA HORROR MAN! jun, me, ziqi :D CENTERPARTNESS OMGGGG.

(click to enlarge!) Sec 3, with celine, andrea, jialin and jeslin! (:

Sec 3 again, kevin, ben, jialin, jeslin! :D

OMG THIS ONE! xD sec 3 madness, ha! me, sheena, vanessa, soon ming, nic! OMGSSS LOL.

The same people plus plus yiwen and shirline!

SEC 4! With higher chinese people! Crystal jialin andrea and jojo! (:
I MISS YOU ALL LAH!

SEC FOUR! I think we all look the best at this stage hahaha. allan, kaixiang, vivian, lp!

justin, kevin sybil, me! :D

Just look at how much ive changed in the years, haha!
i still have my primary 6 neoprints taken with ziqi, mulin and junhui!
its like, horrors but na shi wo de guo qu lah, haha!

at night i will start thanking people liao, hahaha! (:
okay im gonna meet lp they all now, blog more at night! (:

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SURVEY SURVEY i did just now while waiting for all my pics to load, haha! (:
repost if you want okay! (:

top 2 things found in your wallet:
a: MONEY! haha.
b: truckloaads of receipts and bills haha.

top 2 songs you can listen to again and again:
a: anything on my playlist lol, ive been listening to it for ages!
b: anything SHE, really! :D

top 2 reasons to watch television:
a: actually i dont really watch tv but, for entertainment?
b: AH HAH FOR LEARNING NEW PRANKS TO DO IT ON PEOPLE ON THEIR BIRTHDAYS HAHAHA.

top 2 places I'd want to visit:
a: japan!
b: europe. (:

top 2 obsessions:
a: eye candy doesnt count right? then its like uhh, painting my nails. RANDOM!
b: making collages for my wall! its so empty luh ha.

top 2 favorite nick name:
a: (like how many nickname do i have hurhur) XE
b: ... what else? schwearer~!

top 2 favorite food:
a: SEAWEED.
b: MUSHROOM! :D

top 2 favorite snacks:
a: eh seaweed lol.
b: PILLOWS~

top 2 favorite website:
a: i dont have a favourite but i go to friendster everyday. ha!
b: uhh livejournal! all the runwaycity/sgspree goodness!

top 2 goals you want to accomplish:
a: let start the new sem with a different me!
b: PASS EVERYTHING FOR TH EXAMS! i dont wan supps, :D

top 2 favorite colors:
a: oh no i have too many favourites. colour of the moment : dark grey? :D
b: yellow/blue/red! :D

top 2 favorite part of the house:
a: my room lol.
b: th living room! HAHAHA TIVO.

top 2 things i can't wait to happen
a: to start the new sem!
b: getting a job, ha!

top 2 places where I love to shop
a: TOWN ESPECIALLY WISMA & LIAT TOWERS HAHAHA.
b: vivo?

top 2 movies I could watch over and over
a: lol 200 pounds beauty!
b: windstruck/my sassy girlfriend! seriously, timeless classics hahaha.

top 2 drama on your list at the moment
a: E ZUO JU ZHI WEN!
b: im still into GOONG! xD

top 2 bands on your list
a: uh im not into bands but i like someone from paramore.. their hair is hot ah. :D
b:

top 2 people who light up your day
a: CLOVERS! :D
b: ... my sweets! wahaha. :D

top 2 relatives who brighten up your day
a: MY MOTHER.
b: my cousin lol all his jokes ha!

top 2 favourite number
a: 9
b: 1

2007-09-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!
and i am happy, hahaha.
blog later later! (:

Note to self: :)

2007-08-31T11:59:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody again again again,
its time for an update! :D

TODAY,
went for this mini celebration with cheryl, shuyi, lufang, verlin, elincia and pammy!
ate rabbits and slacked at central after that!

we just roamed around aimlessly, deciding between kbox and town, but in th end we went for central because after the super filling meal we were all lazy t move, haha! (:
and so we sat down on the steps outside central and verin & me actually lied down la!
looking at the sky, looking at the clouds and some random eagle family flying past, reminds me of the little little things in life, you know!
its like i must learn to appreciate the little things in life and complain less! :)

看着蔚蓝的天空，仿佛领悟到了很多很多。
身命中的小事物，即使它是如此的渺茫，也带给了我不少的欢乐，我应该学着去珍惜拥有那仅存的快乐。:)

HEH anyway after that we camwhored so much, we even asked random passerbys to take photos for us, ha!
we look like those just-for-gags show you know, something like the press then camema will explode kind you know, haha!
HENG pictures turned out nice-ish. or else i tell you! XD

&& anyway we went marina before that,
AIYOH SO LONG NEVER GO SHOP LIAO CAN!! :D:D:D:D
holidays = shopping season hahaha. (:

YESTERDAY,
girlies celebrated birthday for me in school,
so creative can whoever who set up the trap, haha!! :) very innovative la, serious! :D

it was near the tennis court, i was welcomed with a mahjong paper filled with so many happy birthdays haha! (: so nicely drawn!! (: artistic laaa HAHAHA!(:
the first round i was presented with eye candy's 4R photo, so stalker la~ :P but i like. haha!
then i had to wear the party hat and mask and do the limbo! GOODNESS how unflexible am i, haha! i cant even do a proper one please, kept cheating to pass hahaha. :D
then second i had to use my mouth to dig out pieces of paper containing the number i chose (from 1-5) and my whole face is filled with flour please, haha! i kept getting 5, then later i was told its allllll 5 inside. HAHAHA. how can like that! XD
lastly i had to endure this waterbomb shower haha! something like meteor shower just that you can shoot back, haha! poor verlin got hit so much her skirt hor, zao geng liao la haha! (:

after everything we ate the yummy ymmmmmmy cheesecake!
i heart cheesecake many many! (:

really had so much fun yesterday okay!
Its really an unforgettable birthday, yo! :D

THANK YOU ALL AGAIN! I LOVE YOU ALL! :D:D:D

&& i dont know how to type this out but but,
im over eyecandy already! not th nice guy i tot he was la so, haha. :)
im on the hunt for new preys, mrawoo. :D

HAHAHA.
~~eligible bachelors please submit your particulars to..~~ KIDDING LAH! HAHAHHA.

no time t edit/upload/fix all the photos taken man, so many! (:
will do tmrw, haha! (:

its time to sleep, its like 3 am now!
goodnight al! (:

cloverfive?

2007-08-28T21:49:00.000+08:00

You know recently im so addicted to this song 还是会寂寞 by 陈绮贞 hahaha,
the tune thing is like so addictive please. I am so a chinese music kind of person. LOL!
Everytime i listen to that song i feel so lonely ha, its like suddenly i imagine myself,
sitting in a glass house in front of a grassland and somehow pen my thoughts on th paper.
LIKE SO GOT FEEL CAN?!

ANYWAY,
went to study with clovers and marcus these two days lol.
i laughed so hard yesterday i think if i continue laughing like that for two days i will have abs.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i think there is something wrong with me, lol.
everytime i look into lufang's face i have to laugh. I DONT KNOW WHY.
yesterday i just cant help cooping all my laughter up i just burst out laughing like, mad in the spaceship please! i think everyone at level 8 heard my horrigible laughter. hahaha.

butbut overall it was fun okay! (:
studying with a hint (LOL okay more than just a hint la, ha!) of laughter is good! (:

today was funnier lol, because we all laughed together!
its better than us laughing alone hahaha.
we are all laughing at little little things. :D

i love lulu's english and marcus's chinese, haha! so cute please! SO UNIQUE LOR! :D

&& somehow i dont know how we ended up doing this abcde thing, ha!
abrupt, bankrupt, corrupt, disrupt, erupt, FRUPT, gee-rupt, h-rupt, interupt! mad rupture. haha!

i forgot how this came along too but cheryl said something like cutting her hair short, dye it white and perm it like kenny. :O
she would probably evolve into this sheebbage please, haha!
sheebbage = sheep cabbage. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ZOMG LOL.

one more, while we were concentrating trying to study for microecons at one corner of the spaceship.. marcus's phone rang. spiderpig, spiderpig! LOL.
then my first reaction was like stare at lufang becuase i thought she was trying to like interupt again know!
then she looked at me thinking it was me.
then we looked at each other then turn to look at his bag..
and and we burst out laughing.

CAN YOU LIKE IMAGINE?! SO FUNNY LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
then cheryl spiderpigged the whole day. :O

&&& so many other random little things that made me (us?) laugh like hell lol,
maybe its cos i laugh tooooo easily (fangfang, econs is so hard!) or what but i like this kind of feeling!

like laugh and laugh and laugh and hope the whole day you just continue laughing. :D
like that will get free white shirt know! with this big nice bow behind. they'll help you tie.
with with free transportation summore! inside the van all cushioned.
you even get a room to yourself. SO GOOD LOR.
laugh summore. :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
i see bad people in white coming after me. LOL.

to sum up today (COS I SPENT TWO HOURS TYPING ALL THIS when i should have been studying)...

happy rainbow chocolates.
happy rainbow skittles.
happy lame jokes.
happy crazy laughter.
happy clovers.

eyecandy can be clover five since it was partly him that bought us all together! HAHAHA,
kind of lor. CLOVERS! (:

heehee.
happy everyday! (:

long long over-dued post! :D

2007-08-25T08:56:00.000+08:00

HELLO again,
sorry for the long overdue post! :)

Was ~~mugging~~ these few days so not much updates!
Im so not used to not going school, argh!
Because the long holidays means i dont get to see eye candy. :(

sigh.

i still cannot get over the fact that we almost went to eat with eyecandy the other day.
WHY LIKE THAT! :(

yesterday went to eat with cheryl, shuyi, lf and cheyrl's cheerleading friends at techno lol!
her friend haziq looks like chinese but he's malay, i look malay but im chinese! LOL. :D
chicken rice = yummy!

anyway anyway, something stupid happened just now. i feel so bad! :P
i left my razor on the floor (dont ask why.) and so the little cat went to play with it.
then i saw it wanting to bite the head so i pulled it (the razor) away.
THEN?! i accidentally shaved off 4 of its whiskers. I FEEL SO BAD LAH.
so now it looks funny. but it looks so ke lian luh, arhhhhhhh.

hehehehe.
im gonna be late for studying again, so let the pictures do the talkinggggg!

LF! Bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling.

LF's ex-eyecandy. :D Gay bowling pose lol!

Cheryl, dont emo! HAHAHA.

Hello dahnio what are you doing.

LF?! What happened to you?!

somebody looking at somebody. :D

ANIMATION! hahahahahhahaha. this girl is drunk on chrysanthemum tea. XD

meow. i wish i had a cat like this. so cute!

we are crazy. :D

i like to disturb people when they're playing time crisis. haha! kenny looks different here!

wah someone sexy hor! HAHAHA.

two looneys, one lianny. hahahahaha.

LF looks like a.. wandering spirit.... :O

AHEM whats with the act coy face huh! hahahaha. :D

i disturb people when they are eating. :D

i am taller!! :D:D

*bleahxzs* hahahaha.

***
TAG replies:

kevin: LOL YES YES! hahahahahaha. MINE FIRST! lalala.
karen: OMG purplehead are you serious?! show meh piccies! but you dye so many times ah! now im sick of the gold alr lol, looking for new colours! i go dye red then go out with u okaaaaaaay! holidays in one week lohhhhh! :D
huiming: haha of cos i remember you! (:
yukiko: hahahahahhahahaha you know, i wanna dye/cut again leh. bored! any ideas! XD
kenny: .........
steph: :D:D:D:D:D:D yupppppps. lol! :D

***
Found this at friendster, ha! :)
Repost if youre bored okay!

"My autobiography"

Prologue:

1. Who took your default pic?
Cheryl! HAHAHA.

2. Exactly what are you wearing right now?
fbts and tee lol.

3. What is your current problem?
CONCENTRATING for exams.

4. What makes you most happy?
eyecandy *aheM*.. :D:D clovers know!

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
Ping Chang Xin by AMEI! :D

6. do you like MTV?
yes yes.

7. Name something that annoys you about people?
you mean pet peeve? i cant stand it when people sneeze/talk on the phone loudly. ha!

Chapter 1:

1. Nickname
XE

2. eye color?
dark brown?

3. hair color?
part gold, part light brown, part ash brown, part black and part cherry. :D

Chapter 2: FAMILY

1. Do you live with your parent(s)?
lets just say i dont have money to move out. :D

2. Do you get along with your parent(s)?
one parent. :D

3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
married.

4.Do you have any brothers or sisters?
one younger brother.

Chapter 3: FAVORITE

1. Ice cream?
green tea & red bean, tartufo, cherry!

2. Season/s?
spring/winter! :)

3. Book:
Novels. haha!

4. Band/s:
i.. dont have a favourite band.

5. Food:
chicken/seaweed/noodles/potato! :D

6. drink(s) (non alcoholic):
chrysanthemum tea hahahhaa.

8. past-time:
staring at the sky, doing lame-ass surveys, lurk in friendster, blog hopping, livejournalling, singing, irritating people, ..... :D

9. pen color:
?! black. :D

10. store:
shopping mall can?! WISMA!!!!!!!

Chapter 4: DO YOU..

1.Write on your hand?
when im bored in lectures! ha.

2. Call people back?
yes yes. unless that particular idiot called just to miss call me waiting for me to call back, then no. :)

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
to the left to the left!

5. Have Mental Health Issues?
i think i have some kind of personality disorder. :D:D

Chapter 5:

1. Broken a bone?
yes. :(

3. Had physical therapy?
no. :D

4. Gotten surgery?
not that i can remember.

5. Taken painkillers?
what tide me thru that stupid toothache?!

6. Have you ever gone scubadiving/snorkeling?
no. :(

7. Been stung by a bee?
CHOY. i am hornet please!

8. Threw up in a doctors office?
thankfully not (yet). :D

Chapter 6: Who/what was the last:

1. Movie you saw in the movie theatres?
so so so long ago, Fantastic four! :O

2. Person to text you?
shu yi!

3. Thing you touched?
the keyboard, duh! :D

5. Thing you said?
very funny hor, haha.

7. Person you hugged?
forgot, forgot! :D

10. Person to call you?
... my received-calls list cocked up, forgot! LOL.

11. Last book you read?
magazines count? teen vogue. hahaha.

12. Last person you danced with?
i dont knowwww. :D

***

THE END. :D

WALLAH WALLAH.

2007-08-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL,
i have nothing to update lately. but but in case my blog decides to die or something i better write something. haha!

I AM GUAI. i put in effort to study okay! altho i havent printed my timetable yet, lol.
went studying with clovers these days, okay la not very productive but we had fun, so okay! (:

tuesday is a nice day. ^_^
eyecandy came, studied (altho not together LOL) and crapped and all!
we were about to go when i was asking cheryl if she wanted to ask him along.
she said he wouldnt come but being the crazy one i just like forced her to go ask him.
and he actually said okay. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. i am very very very high okay.
then cheryl asked andy & danio too, and they came along too.

but but in the lift something bad happened. (NO it didnt breakdown lol)
he suddenly told us he wasnt going already cos he was meeting his friend.
damn like you can sense my disappointment. haha!
in the end its because he felt very "chap ji ka" (lol the dialect so chim, i never use before) ha!

so in the end we went to eat yoshi with andy and danio and clovers! :D
the nice food made me bloat like hell, all the way till i got home haha.
and i didnt know danio & andy lives like so far away. hahahahahahahahaha. :D:D

okay then it was today.
went studying with lu fang.
we talked about ~~yesterday~~ stalkerism (LOL!) and all the crap, and about how the shit rabbit treat her.
i mean seriously, i havent seen such a cheap guy all my life.
maybe its because my life is short but still, argh! i just cant believe what he did okay.
i dnt know if its okay to write it out here but in case, i better dont. haha.

at least you got people t share ure woes k! :D
and and, at least you still got your absabs. HAHAHAHA, your absabs so sweet okay,
try not to let him go. LOL! you dont want i dont mind.
LOL KIDDING. :D

anyway after that we went inter to meet kenny because for some odd reasons we cant concentrate studying all the time! damn, talk too much. haha!
ate ajisen (him) and then then i dont know how we ended up going to kenny's house, haha!
had so much fun lol! i admit im very veyr childish by acting like some monster to scare his sister but ended up getting thrashed by his sister! :(
harrassed vivian via webcam and forced her to stare at the screen to see how we danced around like crackpots. haha! SORRY GIRL. :D i ruined your beautiful night, ha! :P
okay anyway so kenny is nice la. the best person to call at 10am in the morning to disturb, 3am to disturb somemore and 4pm to come out and eat.
one plus point: his maid cracks me up. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
okay so random. :D

pictures, tag replies and more more tomorrow because my eyeballs are turning red already. :(
goodnight! :D

badradhair.

2007-08-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
i got bored today after all the studying so i went to buy a bottle of bleach. beauteen's platinum blonde!
and bleached most of my hair the so-called blonde. AND THEN,
it came out MEGA weird cos it was patchy patchy.

prolly because i dyed the insides first, left insides for 30mins then did my top because the top absorbs colour faster than i can say "absorb". left it for prolly less than 5 minutes because mum said it was "very very very light already" by the time i finished with my tops. didn't do my fringe. (the insides looked like a nice red at first when it was developing.)
washed. dried. insides looked caramel. outside looked.. DARK BROWN. so it turns out that nothing much came out of the (maybe max was like 2 minutes lol) crap on top. very very very light?! shampooed with ascience and it looked yellower, damn.

i almost went crazy screaming that my insides look like the yellow sailormoon and i didnt care too much about damage on my hair lol. i only wanted to get the gross colour out.

&& so i dyed the top of my head light golden brown, the other half of the twin pack from revlon i bought last time. because i wanted it to be like a nice peekaboo since its pretty much screwed up already. i thought its gonna turn out this nice angmoh blonde or prolly have no effect on my hair since im supposed to wait for two weeks before another dye BUT turn out you know what?!

dark brown. %#&%%(&%*%(&?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!

and oh i also smeared some of the bleach on some on my fringe. while i was dyeing the tops back. yeah i am crazy. :D

thankfully i didnt get hayhair because i used silkpro shampoo and condition after that to get rid of all the dye on my hair. now it felt like what i had before. :D

so now,
i look like i had a very bad & cheap DIY-peekaboo-job.
not to mention having two odd minah/ah lian looking blonde panels at my side.

i traumatized my mum, dad, brother and grandmother with the crap on my head. :(

next?
wednesday im gonna dye it all black again, then visit the saloon on thursday to get it dyed properly. SO SAD LOR, waste money! :(

now i know,
no more DIY colouring for me! :(

okay back to studying. :D

prolly bored to death.

2007-08-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

Hello,
My life is getting more and more boring by the day,
so much so that i have nothing interesting to blog anymore.

Oh, so sad. :(

Kuishin-bo dinner with my hot cousins (LOL), aunt and mummy on friday and i ate like at least 15 tempura prawns. :O
Too nice to resist, you know!
I think i tried almost everything except for sashimi and things like that. :D

I ate too fast i think,
even had an unagi bone (any other things i ate was boneless) stuck in my throat till i get home.
Its so irritating can, tried swallowing sushi balls (LOL!) but it didnt work. @_@
So i went home and dug it out. Okay no need for details, i know. :D

&& I heart anything tempura, soba, unagi, teppanyaki and mochi!
Heh, but we came to this conclusion that.. Himawari's still better!

"That one is got standard one lor,"
Hehehehe.

Ate so much its like prolly the total of what i at in school for a week, haha!
Waited for 45minutes for stupid 518, which came and you know what?!
ITS FULL TO THE BRIM (okay, door) PLEASE.
In the end still have to take MRT, you tell me sian or not?!
Reach home 12 liao, lappie oso cannot use. #&*%$#($%^&$*^%^*^$..

But i am still thankful that i am able t eat that la lol. :D
Thank you (my aunt)! :D

*

ROTTED TO DEATH TODAY, hahahaha.
I need to study, for goodness sake.

Pictures, haha.

Vitabird, yummy! HAHAHA.

He asked me to take picture of his flipped cheesecake (the brown/yelloworangey thing), ha!

This was supposed to look like, "HEEHEE".

Kissy! I look so act-emo on friday please, haha!

Somebody got tongue defect. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Roar?

ROAR.

ANYEONG~! So sweet! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Da da da da!

Okay thats all,
the zhou gong jiang gui not scary one.
All the story featured in U weekly already la, LOL!

:(

goodnight.

"You are right?"

2007-08-15T22:54:00.000+08:00

YAY im back, and i took so long to upload the pictures haha.
School's boring as usual but i did catch a glimpse of my eyecandies so, yeah okay. haha!

Econs lecture was boring and i felt like i let the teacher down cos i didn't pay attention! :(
SO SORRY la, too distracted and the weather just made me so irritable that i cannot pay attention. HAHAHAHAA, excuses!

Anyway,
People told me my hair looked normal except that i look more convincing when im doing the "真情无障碍" thing, lol!

Verlin said i look younger lol, means i look old last time la?! HAHAHA.
I am very kiam pa i know. :D

OHOH,
cheryl told me something very funny yesterday, about this guy haha.
i shant elaborate on that but anyway the way he types/speaks? is damn funny la!
He seems to have forgotten his punctuations, haha.

"You are right?"
"Maybe its just me,"
"I dont mean you shouldn't be."

HAHAHAHAHA i hope he isnt reading this whoever he is, lol.

I think i really want to tell one sheep that,
i really really really like hi..
s hair. :D

VERY NICE LOR, i was thinking if my haircut fails im gonna get the cao cao hairstyle or do his hair the bob version. LOL, i am kidding of course. IM NOT STALKER OKAY. :D

Okay i am getting senseless.
Pictures, haha!

Cam convo first, then random pics for the past few days and last one my ~~gross~~ hair but please excuse that act cute face. No time to photoshop! XD
Okay enjoy. ♥

WE ARE BORED, please understand that. :D

Hahahaha.

Unglam VS some-kinda-glam. :D

Unglam? What unglam?

She's always there no matter what. :)

But someone isn't.

HAHAHA for that face.

VERLIN! Want to take photo oso not like that mah, your life more important man, you know, gou zai dui not safe one, quit la, really, i tell you.. (yadah, yadah..)

Ask cheryl what she is doing with the prawn when she is eating bak chor mee. HAHAHA.

Cheryl with the messy do. :D

Shuyi, do your mcq now, hahahahahahaha!

Ms Chuanzzzz our "会长"~!

"WHAT? See what see?" Pam is cute. :D

What i did during econs lecture. :D

Someone found out i am taking pictures~~, finally~~.

i like to take random shots. :D

From this..

...

to

...
this.

upgrade/downgrade? :(

TATATATATATATA. :)

HEH HEH HEH.

2007-08-15T16:03:00.000+08:00

HI.
I am in school now waiting for CSA tutorial to start, haha.

My hair still sucks, haha.
OH teacher is here, blog later. :D

primary school haircut

2007-08-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

School was good today,
lots of laughter, pictures and fun!

~~Except that i harrassed AA in cheers this morning and i feel bad about it. HAHA.~~

I felt so sick of my hair today so i went to chop (some of) it off.
Great, now i look like a primary six student. PAH. Everything's pretty much the same but the front made me look like some kid. SRSLY!

& so,
I feel like getting the underside of my hair blonde lol, like peekaboo! Its cool what, no? HEH. But but, i am so irritated by my super short fringe. SO SHORT, i can comb it down as bangs. BAD!

I am too traumatised by my fugly hair.
Its time to go find ways to style my hair.

BOO.
bye. :(

when hello saves the day.

2007-08-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

Went to meet some clovers before school today for lunch, had prawn noodles with soybean milk and HELL! Its so sweet please, i think the concentration is like 75% lah. If i had diabetes i think i would have died on the spot or something. :(

Lulu saw her eye candy from bowling and she's so over the top. :)
He looks like someone from 超级星光 to me, haha! Rushed to school after that to rot around, to my surprise we saw chocoboy so many times haha!
I think i blew my chances 'cos i just wasn't in the mood to say hi to him today.
I feel so useless. Everytime its a "next time i will" kind of thing and the "next time" never seem to come.

Anyway we proceeded to class and after that we went off to marketing fundamentals.
So we were feeling mega hungry and were craving for some little munchies so we went off to cheers. AND AND the queue was super long so i wanted to get anyone who i knew to help me pay and so we no need to queue lah,

SO, i saw yi yang & shao feng in front of us and i was pestering lufang to ask them to help us buy first cos she kind of knows them what and they're gonna pay le so why not! She refused (expected) so (i dont know where that sudden boooooost of courage came from) i just like,

me : (pops in out of nowhere) HELLO (as in the LOUD hello, so loud i think he got abit deaf), can help me buy? (smiles, flashes that spastic HEEHEE face)
yy : (looks super chua-tio-ed, smiling perhaps because he doesnt know how to react to a weird person, half recovering from the shock, half telling shao feng) ... orh okay. (i think his facial expressions changed from : to :O to :) to :D to :\ lol)
sf : (gazes with the =.- what-the-hell-are-you-doing face) ...
lf : (OMG-WHAT-DID-YOU-JUST-DO-face at me) ... :O
sy : :O ......................... :S
cheryl : :O .......................... xD

me : (looks around) ...... (^_^)??????

and so we zao-ed super fast after we got our stuffs (in embarrassment, ha), so fast that we forgot to say thank you.
so if you (either one) saw this (which i dont think you will, lol), THANK YOU! :D

Me, I'm a scene, I'm a drama queen.
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen!

Heh i can so relate to the lyrics. :)
Okay nothing. I think i so created a scene at cheers la, sorry to those who were queueing behind them lah, lecture very important. :D (quite possibly the lousiest ~~angel~~ excuse ever)

I was laughing so hard throughout the lecture i didnt pay attention for the first 30 mins of lecture.

Its really damn paiseh okay, lol! Next time i wont do things like that already. Next time go queue right, haha!

I cannot be someone that people will feel ashamed befriending. (i think la, so sad right.)
I must be someone that people is proud to be a friend of!

No la sometimes it justs takes such a dumb act to make someone's day. HAHAHAHA.
So who's day did i brighten up today? :)

Okay i dont know what is wrong with my english these days,
lost touch lah. HAHAHAHA.

*

TAG REPLIES!
karen : guys clothes okay la, haha! i think looks cute on girls leh, we should go raid topman next time lor, you know! XD i think look like leh, really! XD maybe you too long nvr see me la. haha! thanks! (:
joanna : haha yepps! (: really meh, alot of people say look like leh! especially the main pic. haha!
ken : ...
jialin : thanks! HAHAHA so when are we going out huh! (:
zn : hello girl, thanks! ^_^
gina : hello, you are? XD
yukiko : *make more noise* *make more noise* :D

I am going to rant over and over and over again so i better post up some pics of yesterday and today and whatever. :D
(and oh we camwhored on msn the other day - via video conference! LMAOOOOO. pictures tomorrow because the connection sucks - five minutes a photo! HELL.)

Unglamness rocks my socks. (:

Kissy the jie jie version!

Kissy the cuter version. :D

I guess i'm back to being emotional these days.
I hate it the way i cant being myself to smile and stay cheerful anymore at night.
I hate it the way i am when i am with people, so carefree, so fake.
Sometimes I don't know who i am anymore.

RANDOM:
I feel like getting a new hairstyle because i have a round mop now. It's hard trying to grow your hair out especially it takes a million years to grow just this two inches! AND ITS HARDER to grow your hair out from a round convex bob because it looks damn weird. REALLY.
I should get an alternative other than the bob which everyone has now, ha.

Mum was watching CSS2 just now and she asked me to get that LI FEI HUI hairstyle. Then switch the blonde highlights to caramel blonde. So very scary.
She must be kidding.
Its like 11.15pm now please, lol.

HAHAHA.

BYE!

♥

2007-08-12T12:55:00.000+08:00

YEAH BABY my new blogskin's finally up! (:
I think it's a tad too plain for everyone's liking but whatever! One gross thing is that the background doesn't tile and I took so long just to fix the skin cos i forgot to put in the visibility code.
PAH. Anyway end of the technical issues because its really boring and its over. :D

♥

Yesterday was okay because something ruined my mood, i mean, seriously!
Went out to meet lulu to study but (as usual?) we ended up eating and eating so much we forgot to go and study. By the time we realised its already 5pm, so, haha.

Oh and I like the fried mushrooms thingy at Century Square B1, its so full of mushroom goodness please! PLUS PLUS its only two bucks, ha! You all can go try it out if you happen to like mushrooms but please remember not to ask for chilli cos the auntie will prolly overdose like the chilli powder is free. The last time i asked for chilli i had to go to down a whole bottle of green tea to neutralise the.. spicyness. Not good. :(

So anyway after that we went to meet kenny the cabbage (kenbage for short, not kay-en-bah-geh but can-beige) and his friend leon for "dinner".
And so we shopped at TM for a while before deciding on Billy's for dinner and oh please, that experience at billy's really turned me off!

Its like this.
I just finished my "dinner" so i wasnt too in the mood to eat but its pretty pathetic to have only one person eating when we're taking a 4 person table so i ordered chunky fries. AND because i couldn't finish i asked people if they want to share with me so this leon offered to share.

And so we ate, and when we're done & about to pay, i paid for what i ate, which happen to be 1/2 the share of the fries. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? That cheap leon only paid a dollar when (you know how much it is if you happen to eat at billy's too) he ate (quite possibly) the majority of it.

I mean, i got so enraged because its like, if you don't have money to eat, DONT offer to share with me in the first place! Don't waste my money because if you had no money i would have rather pay for the whole thing MYSELF and SHARE with everyone. Just because i SHARED it with you, lulu cant get to eat.

You must be the epitome of un-gentleman-liness. (if there is such a word)
In the future, please refrain from being such a cheapskate and know your limits.

It just so happens that i am one who's very anal about this kind of things so count yourself lucky when i didnt give you a piece of my mind on the spot.
Sorry if i sounded harsh but i would not like to have a friend like you.
Oh, i get it. Its not like we're friends in the first place anyway. :)

HAHA. People like that should really refrain from stepping out of their doorsteps and its best if they coop themselves at home and try to hatch an egg so they would never ever make friends and spoil people's day.

And oh i do remember kenny saying something quite insensitive at billy's too, it kinda pricked me but i can understand that he said that for entertainment purposes.

"Get a life." :)

♥

I felt better after reading lulu's blog because it just kinda like, brighten up my (night) day haha! The way she describes things are so hilarious and you should really pop by when you need some form of stress relieve. Ha!

Anyway recently im very into runwaycity and whatiworetoday!
I should start ending each post with what i wore today, lol.

Congratulate me that i have finally quit spreeing because i spent the whole of my salary spreeing during the first 3 months. Quite scary if you ask me because now i have loads and loads of stuffs that i'd probably never manage to finish using. :(

Okay thats all,
going to airport to study with vivian later.
Need to catch up on econs and all the lectures!

Ta. :)

2007-08-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

Removed th previous post because i think it made me sound very airhead. HAHAHA.
Im back to the emo stage where i get super depressed about whatever thats happening.
I notice this happens whenever i gain a little bit of weight. :(

SO SAD!
I am so super obsessed. Maybe my obsession will stop when i can finally start eating only fruits everyday and not get sick about it.

Maybe. :)
I'll blog later, its sick to see the happy summer skin on my blog. :(

byebye.

PS, lf has already had her blog up at http://clover1life.blogspot.com/, do view it too. :D

NATIONAL DAY LEH. =O

2007-08-10T16:37:00.000+08:00

HELLO,
yesterday its national day and jialin's birthday.
& so, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY and HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! (:

Pictures first. (:

URGH whatever! HAHA.

Kissy kissy! (:

Fungus and the bug.

Jeslin, jialin and me at waraku.

This one is like, "what?", "HUH?" and "...lol." can. heh.

HAHAHAHA someone jealous hor. :X

Someone very sexy ah hot shorts. :D

Oh so a random shot taken outside central, on the steps leading to th river. (:

Jialin, unholy being, Jeslin! (:

Kenny the purity and ME the universal brotherhood.

- - - -

Hi people.
I went to clarke quay to eat rabbits just now and then to dhoby ghaut to buy my lappie case then head back to school to.. err rot. HA!

So on the way we bought sushi and out of curiosity i bought some raw squid sushi to eat and holy. THEY HAVE SQUID ROE. Its like white in colour and like other raw food (salmon, tuna, whatever?) it feels like a... tongue. @_@

I think i still like the raw squid thing at bugis cold storage. HA.
You know what, its 7.15pm now and im still in school.
I should go home now.

~~BLOG LATER! :D~~

Im back.

I went all th way from clarke quay (okay its only one stop) to dhoby ghaut to get my laptop case but damn, it's sold out! I MEAN LIKE CAN YOU BELIEVE HOW SUAY I AM. HA.
So we went grocery-shopping (as always!) at carrefour and we snapped up so much food i think its more than enough for a christmas party, haha!

Bought like 2 unagi-s, pretzel and sushi! ALL after eating rabbits.
At least i didnt buy takopachi (say, tair-kou-pat-chee HA!)
Recently im like so addicted to Auntie Anne's pretzels and i bought th new flavour, Zesty Roselle today!
Its quite nice la, a little to the sour side so, okay!
BUT one thing. It turned by lips PURPLE and i looked like i got severly poisoned or something.
SO NOT A GOOD SIGHT. :(

I should just stick to seaweed and cinnamon raisin. :D
And so after that we took fiveoneeight back to TP to like, rot because they have free internet.
HAHAHA.

& SO,
yesterday it was jialin's birthday so i went over to meet her, jeslin and kenny at central. (:
That place is like a little tampines mall to me. HAHA!
Nothing interesting (or more like, nothing interests me) so we (lulu and me,) went off first to wander about and so we landed on the steps outside central.
It's facing the river and we kept seeing th boats ferrying people to and fro, ha.

We got bored, and started camwhoring. (:
HAHAHA. as usual, and we waited and waited till we saw th fireworks and then we went home.

OHGOODNESSGOLLEH.
I think this entry is seriously boring. WHATEVER!
Good night.

oddball's twentythree little confessions.

2007-08-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

I am a happy girl today.

School is crazy because i can never be sane when i'm with miss lulu.
She totally cracked me up for the whole of econs today.
Plus i didn't bring my notes. Di. Sas. Ter. :)

It so happened that ah song was sitting behind us today,
and lulu kept observing people lor. So biantai, haha!
I dont get why ah song likes to sing in lectures when he's listening to his mp3.
Maybe he's a K-Boy (karaoke boy who frequents KBOX lol) or that he has got the thing for music running in his blood. :D

Okay haha.
I got bored in lecture so i started people-watching and found some people who did some changes to their hair, wore skinny-ish jeans instead of the usual berms, had some kind of profound interest in shooting skittles around, ate curry puff noisily, dropped pens/pencils/stationery intentionally and all the stuffs. HA!

Anyway i got so nervous when i was presenting for marketing fundamentals today, gosh!
I think i might have stage fright. BOO.

*

Ate popeyes (which left me bloated since dontknowwhen) at airport AND finally got my magazine fix!
Decided to buy teenvogue because i just couldnt resist that 330-pages worth of fashion/goss/more fashion/more goss. :D

Heh.
As i was reading i saw this article, "Pressure to be sexy".
So i read on, and a line from the passage goes,

"Everyone tries to out-sex each other on MySpace. Revealing pictures can help people get more friends,"

and (i took so long to type all that out haha)

"The Virginia resident's likes, from cheerleading and shopping to ... seem like standard- even wholsesome- teen fare. Click on her pictures link, though, and it's another story. In one photo, she and her friends flash their bare bottoms. In another, she wears hot pants and a figure-hugging top. And in another, she strikes a sexy pose in a bikini."

Sounds familiar, huh?
Somehow it just relates me to some people who does all that.
Sometimes i wonder why they all do that, are they in that much of a hurry to grow up, skip the teenage life and jump right to what, womanhood?
All by, wearing boobie-revealing garments, minimal fabric and heavy makeup? Whatever for?
Its not a very good sight when you look like 25 when you're only 17/18/19.

Correct me if im wrong, but i tell you,
one day when they really grow up, they're gonna miss all the fun that they'd missed out on teenhood and they'll never realise how fun it is to do (crazy) things only a (seven?)teenager will do.

Living life to the fullest?
I don't think so.

*shrugs*
I have too much to say after reading that article but i guess people dont just come to someone's blog and read about how someone feels after reading an article.
Its kinda weird right, haha.

*

OH so anyway i am bored, and i have to plan for tomorrow/wait for people's reply on my cell/wait for lulu to finish blogging/study for the tests BUT before i do all those,

23 (random) things you dont want to know and you might still continue to read because you have nothing to do.
(because today is the 8/8/07 so 8+8+7 =23 and you are reading this, so i suppose you have nothing better to do aites.)

I walk around the house in 4.5" heels, something like Louboutins. I like to feel like im 170-ish. Don't. Ask. Why. :)
I didn't use to dress like a clown until this year. Something must've snapped in me. Heh.
I only have a pair of "normal" (blue denim) jeans so if you see me repeating my skinnies almost all the time, you know why. HAHA.
I look like im on crack when i dont have my eyeliner.
I.. eat liquorice strings when i am hungry. Those nasty things from Ikea puts the thought of eating off, really.
I hope my hair would grow into these 30" monster locks one day so i can do some huge curls it in. And probably go blond. HAHAHA!
I hate celery. To the point that.. i havent touched it in the past 10 years. :)
I think i have some kind of OCD when i see insects on my body. I'll go into this huge screaming fit and will wobble vigorously to get it off. With occasional crying and cursing. But of course, i am exaggerating.
I haven't worn a skirt out since, secondary one. HAHA.
I was a twit. In secondary two. :(
I have a ferraro-rocher box full of neoprints. And 1/4 was taken with lai pao. 1/2 was taken in secondary 3. AND YES, i know it is a waste of money. A (big) pity that i didn't come to realise it then.
I don't harrass little boys.
I don't like (anything with faces of) Amber Chia, Sun Ho and Dawn Yeoh (on it).
I like to snap random shots of people and add little captions to 'em. Mostly unglam, gross and turn-off pictures of people. HEHE.
Sometimes i think my life would be better if i was someone else/had hotter bod/prettier/more talented but most of the time i (try to be) contented with what i am. :D
Tomorrow is national day and the national day parade reminds me of all the chingay crap.
I LOVE hotate (say ho-ta-teh, its the clam-looking thing in sushi-s)to the max. :)
I secretly wish that one day my friends would do something crazy on my birthday other than the cake-smashing prank that's been used since my grandmother's generation.
I cannot stand using small-as-hell (computer) mouse (mice?). SERIOUSLY!
I will write my will soon because i think i cannot live over the age of 30.
I sing to irritate my friends. :D
I add random classmates on friendster. And write super-random things for people when they request for comments.
I am done with this dumb 23 facts thing which took me two holy hours to type. Great. Now im bored again. =(

Okay i found something to do. Which is..
talk to people on msn. :D

*

Replies to tags!

karen - AIYO why caps! :( she looks like me leh, a lot of people also said that laaa haha! next time you tell me when we go out k. :D and hor, yeah guys shirt rocks. hahahaha! we go buy more next time laaaaaa.
shuyi - LOL! you be careful ah i put uglier pictures online. haha! is this a form of blackmailing? you think funny isit? i dont think so ah.
liping - relinked(:
kenny - im waiting! :D

tag la people so i can have something to reply to. :D

XOXO,

(to contradict what i said above, ha!)

SMILE BABY! (:

2007-08-07T19:32:00.000+08:00

HEY everyone its time for updates.
i found someone that looks like me, about 80% cos her left profile really looks so, WAH!
clickthisway! (:
sorry to the girl if you saw this but i think we really look alike. :D

can you believe that im updating at a KOPITIAM? let the pictures do the talking.

PSST: Kopitiam rendezvous is the new cable car dining. :)

i. am, bored! :D LF is doing her POM alone, ke lian. WHERE ARE THE GUYS AH?

Lulu secretly pledges her loyalty to accounting and finance for you-know-what. (:
RMT? What rmt? HAHAHA!

千年老妖 is here! thanks to the almightly photoshop heh.

Pamela will make it big one day! ^_^

AWW blockbuster of the century!
千里传情 101 之我爱你 but 你不爱我(还被人家拍下来)

*PUPPY EYES.* i think i will consider taking lesser ugly pictures of shu yi cos of this puppy eyes piccy. so cute ah. :D

AHHHH sweet bo?! (: biggy eyes and pinky cheeks. AIYOH.
and this was supposed to be the "spastic" kinda smile.
like marcus's. :D HAHAHA!

shuyi dyed her hair copper bronze. nice aye? (:

OKAY TATA for now
(cos miss shu yi is making funny noises at me like "ERRRRRRRRRRH" and "BAAAAAAAAAH" like sheeps and birds so i have to stop.)

so sad right.
(wo mei you hor.. claims shuyi. o_O)
(she moved on to poking me and laughing very madly)
(and hence i cannot type anymore soooooo)

byebye. :)

piccachus overload(:

2007-08-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

OH how i miss my desktop. HAHA!
big screen and noisy keyboard. :D

anyway today was a great day. (sounds fake ha!)
i wore like so AA to school today, ha! grass green and all black ensemble. heh.
da silva pointed me out in class today please,
so paiseh until i didnt know what to answer. HAHA!

but it isnt a good thing leh. :(

anyway lufang was SO 心机 at marketing fundamentals today ah,
*AHEM* dropped pens, eraser and alot alot of things for them to pick up laaa. HAHA!
its like this, we went to MF late cos billybong released us late so there wasnt enough seats at the row prisca "choped" for us, and there was only one seat beside ruihong (if thats how i spell it) and and theres me and lufang.
so we went infront, but i dont like to sit like so near to da silva for fear that he might spew his whatever on me,
so we moved to the back, the row behind them.
which is, directly behind ah song and friends.
you tell me how awkward can it get.

then this miss lulu kept dropping pens hor,
ask rh and ah song to pick up. haha!

at one point she dropped her pencil and asked ah song to pick up right,
and he so CHUA TIO when he saw her talking to him about the pencil.
LOL i swear, i couldve died on the spot (due to like overlaughing HA)

then last wednesday little miss courageous lulu went to ask ah song if he wants sweets.
in chinese. SO HILARIOUS. it goes like..

lf : *lurks* 你要不要吃糖?
ls : *chua tio-s* ... O_O.. 不要。

it looks like "来来来，姐姐给你吃糖糖噢~" to me HAHA!
then i was laughing my head off telling shuyi they all after that and i didnt realise..
ah song standing behind me giving the o_O face. D. I. E.
he must've thought that imma 变态 or something please. XD

im not the one 诱拐儿童-ing anyway. HAHAHA!
okay sorry lu fang. :D

on a random note,
i got quite a lot of stares today at school prolly for what i wore.
eeeee all those mean people. XD

okay pictures. :D
from like last monday till like today cos i had no time to sort em all out.
in random order!
HAVE FUN. :D

[DISCLAIMER]
Be afraid..

Be very afraid. xD

- - - OKAY GO - - -

AIYOH 先生, why like that?!

Cheryl : AH.. eh.. (someone forgot what she wanted to say)

Prolly the reaction when she sees all this. haha!

center parting is cool. :D

even i want to know what is with this pose. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

chuanzaboo and me. :D

3/4 of th clovers! cheryl, lufang, me! something like sweet, cute and crazy. :D

all crammed up in th photobooth! at farrer park. HAHA!

What people do when they are left alone in an MRT cabin.

Feign death.

Feign death a cuter way.

Act cute. HAHAHA! so cute please. :D

QUESTIONMARK QUESTIONMARK QUESTIONMARK QUESTIONMARK ??

ELINCIA! no more 形象 already. xD

AIYOH, AIYOH! [i have to censor this person's face to post this up so please refer to older blog entries to know who this person is]

WAH very 明星 feel huh? :D

LULU caught quan hong huang sleeping during POM tutorial. got so tired meh?! =\

diggin' for gold can! xD

yay to dracula-teeth gummies! (:

open thy eyes and flash ze teeth!

POKING the flowaboy whoever it is! see how happy miss lulu is.

okay i made her pose this so nothing extra going on! *ahem*. (:

doing that peko poko chocolate pop.

reflections! !snoitcelfer

必胜 AH!

liping is an artist. (:

OMG so candid and cute please! like so RAH and SMOOCHIES. :D haha!

this is what we do during breaks. i miss liping and verlehn! (o:

PAMMY! :)

PREDATOR and the prey.

THATS ALL FOR NOW !(:

yay campus results. :D

anyway lulu told me daniel they all read my blog!

IS IT? :D

next time tag lah, or else how i know you read! HAHAHA.

okay bye. (:

is this what it is supposed to be?

2007-08-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

i like to blog 'bout happy things. :)
yesterday sybs came over for some dress up fun where she became th boho/vintage baby
and i became th beehive man. HAHA!

Evidence:

sharing some love:
can you believe i got my top from topman. (:
its a steal at $33! i think. (:

i just learnt how to fiddle with my webcam, and apologies for the dorky pics. (:

projects are finally over,
but the nightmare continues.

its a mere two weeks to exams and yet here i am doing last minute studying and all.
damn myself for not paying attention in class for the past few months.
i only have myself to blame.

beneath th silent sea lies turbulent waters.
or whatever people call it, is what i feel about school now.

so what if we are a clique?
so what if we are not?
so what if we appear to be united?
and so what if i say what if?

*ponders*

almost everything i see is FAKE and so hypocritical,
so much that i dnt knw what is real, anymore.

who can i trust?
perhaps no one, not even me.

anyone can appear so nice and trustworthy but,
for all you know they are stabbing you so much it hurts.
and you dont realise the pain.

everything's jst so complicated.
i wish it would jst STOP,
and we could just return to what we used to be.
its a (major) wishful thinking on my part,
cos it will never happen.

im sick of listening to girl telling me how another girl did what to her.
all in the name of, "friendship"?

someone tell me its not just a popularity contest.
(:

and tonight,
i crave for someone to love. (:

and so i blogged about unhappy things again.
laugh? dont ask me whats going on,
you will know if you are supposed know about it.
else,
ta.
- - - - -

i will switch to livejournal for the time being (next post onwards, i suppose) because blogger kept giving me freaking problems.
its either that or my damn laptop.

i curse the both of them. :)
ask for the link over msn!
suprising how a selling journal eventually became my journal.
its not friends-only yet, so enjoy!
haha. (:

tata for now!

hello to th friday.

2007-08-04T10:47:00.000+08:00

hahahaha to all of them. :D
elin : "druggie for life!" happy seventeenthhhhh.
verlin & pam : *posing for th cam*
justin & cheryl : *listening attentively*
lu fang : "i tell you lor.." LOL. :D

something must be wrong with blogger cos i cant post pics, at ALL!
i have to upload one by one and out of about 20 tries only one get through.
i miss the desktop. :(

anyway yesterday was pretty fun!
the hey gorgeous crew came to tp and it so happened that our table got interviewed,
while cheryl was eating her curry noodles. and shuyi finished her yong tau foo.
hahaha ben said alot of random things like curry very nice, and all.
please look out for us on tv on th TP episode. haha!

after th was elincia's birthday celebration!
as usual we pushed elincia's head onto the cake, ha! she ended up looking like some scary dirty teeth thing. hahahahahaha!
after that we presented her with LIM SONG's picture and asked her to kiss it. LOL! its like, so hilarious okay. xD
for my birthday, i want chocolate's! life-sized if possible. LOLLLL!

okay anyway,
i hope you like the present elin!
an apple a day keeps the dark eye rings away okay? (:
HAHA! happy birthday gorgeous.

then,
clovers & chuanny went to eat at rabbit's again! :D
then we went vivo, and i bought a topman top.
LOL. the cashier and lady at th changing room was a little O_O when i told them it was for me.
HAHAHA. wearing guy's tops are cute what, no?
its grass green summmmmmore.
i'll wear in on monday. :D HAHA!

YAY. :)
shit im supposed to meet sybs 12.15 at bugis and im here,
its already 11.10.

blog summore when i get home.
<3

:(

2007-08-02T20:43:00.000+08:00

have been hanging out with the clovers A LOT these days.
i love the girlies. haha!

suddenly we just came up with this clover thing..
clover1/2/3/4 and chocolate's the stalk cos he brought us all tgt. (:

cloverone never fails to crack me up. REALLY.
cloverthree is th twinkerler twinkerler litterler stah.
cloverfour is the.. tired, what tired?!

i am clovertwo.
ahahahahhaa.

i will do a video and post on youtube one day. really! XD
be afraid, be very afraid! XD

picture tomorrow. (:

*

suddenly i think i should post at th private blog.
in case it sounds too harsh.
afterall we're all here to learn from people and accept them for who they are.

http://www.reeux.blogspot.com/ if you're invited to view.
else, ~~drop a comment.~~ tell me in person/msn.

replies to tags!
karen - im pretty much okay already, haha! tell me when youre free okay, after exams, we go out! (:
cloverthree - no prob! thats what clovers are what, ha! i love girlie! (: take care!
kenny - AH okay i will tell you next time when we go out. and buy your shoes. HA! thankyou(:
sherene - relinked! (:

(:

look, they are all enjoying.

2007-08-01T09:24:00.000+08:00

i almost died of laughter when i made the animation.
SORRY, verlin and elincia. haha! (:

today is a better day. i had more sleep. till 9am, instead of the usual 7am thing. *yawns*
damn im meeting lu fang at 10 and im not done yet. haha! (:

i will listen to happy poppy songs.
i will not be emo anymore (for this week maybe).

i will be happy, happier. :D

hey babe, lets be emo today.

2007-07-31T23:57:00.000+08:00

Pictures first,
i wanted to upload more but i dont know whats wrong with blogger/imageshack/the internet,

ziqi and me, pre photoshoot. (:

Fang and me, in kenny's adidas jacket. i like that! HAHA!

cheryl and me(: pigging out somewhere. :D

* * * * * * * * * *

i am seriously considering to switch to livejournal/wordpress or something else, because damn blogger has been giving me A LOT of problems lately. whatever, really.

Recently im like so troubled.
Im like, emo(tional) 1/2 the time, perhaps stoning or having sad thoughts the other half.
Sometimes i ask myself why i let myself get into this endless emo cycle,
sadly most of the time i dont have the answer.

Its either i get affected by others, or something of the sort.
Maybe i can blame the weather. Its so gloomy, its hard to be happy. Something like that.

Today isn't a good day,
mainly because of what happened in accounting.

Sometimes people just dont think, they just say what they want.
they dont even bother to think if it is hurting to others or whatever.
these people should really disappear, really.

i told this girl to jiayou for presenting the accounting tutorial cos she went up alone,
i wasnt feeling very good at this point of time already, but i tried, i did, i cheered her up,
just because she looked a little jittery and something of the sort.
and guess what she told me?
"it doesnt matter."

HELL.
that moment i swear, i felt so hurt.
what is that supposed to mean? i dont know what you are trying to say,
but i feel like youre trying to tell me i dont matter that much,
and saying or not, it doesnt make a difference.

why?
just because i didnt want to sit with you all,
because its troublesome to carry tables here and there?
just because i didnt contribute to the tutorial question because it was "group work"?

whatever it is,
you hurt me. if that is your point, congratulations.
i shouldn't be bothered anyway, because "it doesnt matter".

BEFORE THAT,
at computer skills class,
i saw how my clover got irritated by this other girl.
i mean, actually i shouldnt be talking about this since she isnt bothering me,
but i just cant take it down,
that you are irritating my friend, when she is (obviously) feeling rather down.

i mean,
at that point of time, i just felt like throwing the laptop in her face.
to ask her to shut the hell up. but i know that is wrong, so i kept quiet.
and she went on and on and on.

i mean,
HELLO, sometimes you should just know when to stop.
its plain irritating some times, and please catch my hint when i said it isnt funny.
dont come blaming us or act like youre so a victim,
when you dont shut your trap in the first place.

sometimes i wonder how a person can end up like that.
i mean, so an irritant to people? like please, get a (maybe two, or more) LIFE!
please. O_O

AND,
all th projects are seriously driving me crazy. REALLY.
one day i swear i will breakdown. these days. maybe.

YESTERDAY,
went to eat dinner with clovers and chuan lian, yummy.(:
cheryl and i had a super great laugh when we walked to the 72 bus stop. haha!

before that we saw chocolate bar,
cheryl called out his name and SUBCONSCIOUSLY (i swear) i raised up my hand to say hi but realised its kinda awkward since i dont know him well, so i let my hand down, midway. yeah it was so comical. and i started drawing circles on my leg cos i dont know where to position my hand.

and that was just so paiseh. i rant on it like on and on for the next 15minutes or so. haha!
but nevermind, its over.

- - - - - - - - - -

haha.
oh no im starting to get emo.

sometimes i wish i could just cry it all out, and maybe cry it all over.
sometimes i wish we could just be friends.
sometimes i wish i didnt have friends like that.
sometimes i wish i had known clovers earlier.
sometimes i hope life wouldnt screw up.
sometimes i hope i can laugh again,

from the bottom of my heart.

sometimes i wish.

anyway clover3,
please take care and get well soon okay!
lets be happier. :)
tomorrow will be a better day!

(sounds weird that its coming out of someone who's emo, too. ha.)

TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY! :)

2007-07-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

Oh, it is love?
From the first time I set my eyes up on yours.
Thinking oh, is it love?

* * * * *

i know i haven blogged in so long, but the moment i clicked on publish,
the page mysteriously disappears.
AND, i cant find it in drafts.

im seriously so #!%@#^%$##~!
i'll blog again tmrw.

GAH! :(

:D

2007-07-29T09:58:00.000+08:00

OH MY HOLY. i got my lappie already.
and im still figuring out how to use this thing. now i have to redo everything,
photoshop, my brushes, fonts, msn emoticons, RAH!

the best thing is i dont know how to use the cam. @_@
someone should teach me how to work this thing. :D

okay i'll blog more when i get home,
pictures from the shoot will be posted up, soon!
as long as i get the pics. haha!

tata!

just another random post. (:

2007-07-24T23:07:00.001+08:00

i am feeling so uber random (maybe a little bored too) now, with excel test, accounting homework (which i did not do today), marketing homework, econs lecture notes to go through and all the small little things clinging on to me.
i. am. so. tired! seriously my lids are battling with me now haha!

dont sleep so early! do your homework!
do your tutorial! go school tomorrow at ten!
study for your upcoming tests! dont procrastinate!
xue er please do your best! don't flop it like what happened to your o levels!

thats what ive been telling myself for the past few days. haha!
i wouldn't say that i am very stressed because i know there are more people out there,
who are more stressed than me, so, yes yes!

anyway the point im trying to say now is that im taking a little break.
HAHA! sometimes i am amazed by my ability to write about so much crap,
when all i wanted to say was a mere sentence. HEHE.

& so,
i thought of what to do on my birthday since its like coming in a month,
no chalets for me cos i cant find one with good location and i know its too late,
cos my birthday falls on the holidays, right?

so i thought of getting gifts for the girlies, but that would mean $5 (avg) x 25 (rough) = $125?!
so so i thought i could have a little house party, but i think my cosy abode is too small for all.
so so so i thought of alot of random little things, and settled on this one.

i will think about it next time, HAH!

- - - - -

A little something, describe your friend in 3 phrases/words! (AT LEAST one kind thing about her/him!)
I got bored lah, sorry! arranged in alphabetical order, yeah!
I'll do a little everyday! So if you're not in today, tomorrow will be the day! HEHE.

Cheryl -
1. Cheerleader! Blazers go! :D
2. "Ah? Ellah, ellah, eh, eh, eh, under my um-bruh-ellah!"
3. A great listener! (you know i know! HEH.)

Elincia -
1. "You think you very funny isit?" *blows fist*
2. Druggies for life!! ^_^
3. Humourous. (Kind of, at times you know..)

Lufang -
1. ICE CREAM ADDICT! swensens, venezia, anything!
2. "Wa i tell you.. i SAAAAA DIAO!"
3. VERY chatty! (which is a good thing, because its better than keeping quiet all the while!)

Liping -
1. Harvester. :)
2. "Hehehe.. XIE XIE NI LEH!"
3. Understanding! (I know, you know!

Pamela -
1. "I ask you ah.. how to style my hair then nice.. why ah? how.."
2. Inquisitive!
3. GENTLE! (hands down to this lady's gentleness!)

Shuyi -
1. "What tired? You tell me you tired again you try la, i sleep so late yesterday, wake up so early, later got training summore! What tired? You tired? I MORE TIRED! I very tired lor, i tell you..."
2. MARS BAR!
3. Straightforward. (sometimes, it can be good. HA!)

Verlin -
1. *Rolls eyes, pouts, sticks out tongue*
2. Afraid of cats/dogs/pets!
3. COMICAL! (seriously, i think you jumped out from a comic.)

Xueer (noun) -
1. LAME.
2. "I.. dont know lah."
3. Labelwhore. :D (no lor, i buy those because they have sizes, bugis street and all that dont have.. and hor..)

TATA,
(:

never have i felt so down.

2007-07-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

im here to blog!
today isnt a very good day,
i shan't elaborate too much on that because we shouldnt dwell on unhappy things.
all i can say is that, if you dont bother to listen to what i have to say,
think that things are like what you perceive it to be,
start lashing it all out at me just because you think "not my fault cos i am like that what",
BE IT.

if you think i went to wherever just because of whoever, be it!
if you think i didnt bother about th submission because of that, be it!
if you want to think that i am like that, be it!

that's all i have to say. and, it's not very nice to be maligned. (:

anyway,
after school today i went to eat with cheryl. and we talked about so much!
its nice to open up to one or two friends about things you dont want others to know,
and its even nicer when that friend totally understands what you're going through.
thanks, babe! (laughs)

- - - - -

sometimes i wish i could have everything in the world,
everything that i ever wanted.

sometimes i wish i was that girl,
that girl, with no worries,
that girl, that everyone wanted to be.

sometimes i wish life could be easier.
so easy, it's all smooth-sailing.
so easy, it's a bed of roses.

but i know it isnt possible,
it isnt possible.

:(

so near yet so far? i dont know.
i want my eye candy! i dont have an eye candy now. SO SAD LUH.

photoshoot's in five days, so sad! i need to stop eating already. :(

思念是一种病。

2007-07-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

i hate blogger cos it deleted my blog post thrice.
DAMN IT. i will just post pictures. blog tomorrow.

[EDIT : 11:31AM : SAT]
Was watching campus superstar repeats just now.
Im still sad that elaine didn't get through. DAMN, should've voted! :(
Whatever la. :)

Yesterday was okay la!
Didnt go out, no pictures,
just plain ol' boring lectures. :(

BUT BUT! yesterday was priscaaaaa's birthday!
of chocolate cake, (relighting so she cant blow them out kind of) candles and many many love!

heh heh. talking about birthdays.
sunday's dragon's, then next next friday's elincia's and a month later verlin's, then mine!
WOOHOO! time really flies! i actually forgot how i celebrated last year. =X
this year will be better. i hope. :)

i heard my birthday's right after the sem tests ends, so that calls for a celebration? haha!
im hoping that there are still chalets for me to book. :( if not, we'll see la. HAHA!

THURSDAY,
went to town with fangggy, ah yi and molly! had fun!
we went around town eating ice cream (VENEZIA!), hopping from shops to shops, bioing angmoh at shaw lido (LOL.) and camwhoring/crapping on bus 518 - the way home!
talking about angmohs we really saw them coming in in BATCHES! scary.
shuyi said its because theyre having their whatever (summer vacation) holidays thats why.

anyhow its still kinda freaky. HA!
saw quite a number of chiobuses too, but 3/4 looked kinda cocky, so.
I SOUND SO SOUR GRAPE. haha nevermind!

AND SO,
i finally received my green tea gel caps! i am going to lose weight like finally.
this year's birthday wish is finally, finally gonna come true. HAHA!
FYI, part of my birthday wish (as far as i remember) for the last ten years or so was to lose weight.
some times i feel kinda pathetic to be focusing so much on looks that i weigh myself everyday to ensure that i dont gain weight (what, at least must maintain if i cant lose it right.) but i do feel more pathetic when i look into the mirror and see nothing but fats. :(

-sigh-

everything happens for a reason i suppose.
life's like that. :)

enough of ranting already. TAG REPLIES AND PICTURES! (:

- - - - -

kenny : HAHAHA. lammy ken ah lammy ken. you and your shoes to match your white skinnies. go fourskin! the pointies quite nice. i wanna get those too la. haha!
karen : skinny jeans from peninsular! when the guy ask you right, say your friend came here before and got it for $26. then you can get it at $26. if not bargain luh. HAHA! i didnt see the long pull over thing leh, next time we go find? one day when u end school earlier tell me! we go find. :D
fang : HAHA! yeah la monday we go run and see shuyi okay? :D remember to bring your FBTs, netball and tee! jiayou on the way to slimming down and toning up. haha!
vian : BLEH vivian no creativity! haha popeyes tomorrow aites? (:
shuyi : nevermind one lah marsbar oso dont read my blog one. HAHA! shuai ge dont read blog one la so nevermind. haha! XD so many "you"-s in my blog please! honoured not! XD

- - - - -

PICUTRES!
added captions. random order! (:

LAI AH LAI AH PICTURES OEI~!

"Hai~ why so many ugly pictures of me," said shu yi.

"See already oso sian, dohwan see liao la!" and so she turned away.

"Dont tell people thats me lor, eh, MUSIC IS MY RADAR!" shuyi avoids seeing those pictures by going incognito.

NAH, one nice picture okay! Somehow i think i look drunk. LOL!

BLEH! :D

Mars bar?? I dont like sweet chocolate like that actually. And its the first time ive bought these chocolate bars. As long as i remember, i have never bought those meal-sized (the smaller ones are called bite-size what, so these bigger ones are called meal size lor, they're prolly about a meal anyway.) bars. HA! I didnt finish it alone tho, shared it with shu yi and cheryl! Scary bar of chocolate. :O

i guess mars bar just aint my kind of chocolate anyway. dark chocolate for me still! :(
hidden message? 有心的人就看得出 lor, else its purely, chocolate talk. haha!

Cheryl wants to get into the toilet. Badly. HAHA!! xD

Ah cheryl looks so nice here! I look a little scheming. :(

Kookyness. haha!

The latest scandal of TP! Two girls in a toilet cubicle, exposed! :O

LOL. (:

Little miss fang confesses to her pet peeve. HAHA!

This is the kind of picture that she hates. KIDDING! :D

ELINCIA! :D glow of an angel. hah!

翻白眼 VS 猴子!! *ding ding*

my latest colour obsession, yeah like youve guessed - RED! (:

thats all for now! (:

DIE LAH PLEASE.

2007-07-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

OH, my gawd.
shuyi said something that made me ponder upon it for the whole day.
oh, no!

i think i sound so stalker-ish in my previous post. OH NO! :(
oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no.

anyway liping and shuyi came to my house today.
i did nails for liping! so nice!

its themed rotten apple/iced strawberries and/or halloween and good friday.
so nice lor please! im amazed i did sucha good job on her nails..
KIDDING! :D

opps time to go school already. bye!

no title.

2007-07-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

oh hell! i. am. so. freaking BORED now.
sometimes growing your hair out can be such a nuisance.
for those that doesnt know, im trying to grow my hair out now.
cos im kinda sick of the short hair that ive been having for the past three years.

~~and im growing my nails too. im slowly beginning to love nail varnishes.~~
~~all the maroon on my nails make me happy. haha!~~
~~alright, now i sound so bimbotic. long hair, perfectly manicured nails.~~
~~SO. not. me. :D~~

HAHA! the above is so, totally, random!
anyway im looking for chocolate brown, mystic purple, navy blue and neon yellow polish.
yeah la im VERY AA [attract attention, widely known as attention seeking.]! HA.

OKAY back to some serious stuffs.
i so need to study. econs, principles of management and marketing fundamentals!
these are my C subjects. SO SAD PLEASE! :(
i want to study in school library. any takers? HAHA!

BY THE WAY,
yesterday me & lufang went to sports complex to see shuyi train.
and i was thinking, id serious rather not see marsbar train. cannot lah.
i dont like sweaty/muscle-ly/macho looking guys. quite scary. :(
i like nerds. johnny not. cos he's an emo punk, rocker! HAHA!
maybe john is a nice guy. i will go make friends with him. one day. :D

and oh i was fooling around with stickers today. HA!
cut and paste was fun. rather! but sadly i played around with someone,
who couldnt exactly play. so sad, uh! nevermind lah at least i stuck alot on lulu's hair.
one at a time. :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

guys in class are like flashies today.
simpsons, scottish and silver. all the (as)s-es. scary. :(
its time to buy some eyedrops. i might need it tomorrow. HAHA!

what else, what else!
no pictures today cos i look megatronically weird. :(
i am so earthly please! so browned-out. haha! to match my tudigonggong what. KIDDING.

i dont know what to blog about already.
so let me reply to tags. :D

shining : YEAH of cos! hello! :D yuppppps the red skinnies from peninsular. haha!
karen : OK SET AH! next time we draw tgt la! halloween fest. :D haha! i dont know how to deaw tail on my right eye cos its so small. SIGH! and hor, very long nvr see you already. :( next time lets go out with sybs they all!
kenny : F3 is fashion fast foward, the topshop card u have! and dont kill me. :(
jialin : YEAH thanks! :D ohmycow im seeing you in 3 weeks! whoopeedoo. :D

replied all! :D
NYAHAHAHA.

vivian must tag. :D
goodnight, goodbye! :)

girl with the red eyeliner.

2007-07-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

school was okay today.
i wore my chilli padi red skinnies to school today. haha!
i am so black/red today please, even my eyeliner is black/red!
too many people asked if i had sore eyes or if my eyes got beaten up. haha!
SO SAD PLEASE.

the saddest thing is i forgot to take a pic of my full outfit.
damn. and i thought i wore it kinda nice today. NARCISSIST. haha!
anyway three pictures for the road, before i go catch my nerve-wrecking campus superstar results show!

my whole family watches that, okay!
*crosses finger* i hope shawn gets in, and fu kuan's rendition of Ai Ai Ai is nice.
okay lor, i like! :D

okay time's almost up.
I SWEAR, i will reply to tags tmrw!
sorry karen and kenny. the Ks. haha!

pamela secretly wishes that she'd learn some magic..
so she could cast some spells on us when we're misbehaving. HAHA!

shu yi is ever laughing. perhaps i spread the laughing bug to her? HAHA!

red eyeliner! i look pretty freaky if you ask me. (:
tomorrow i will buy my yellow and blue eyeliner. HOHOHO.

LALALA. bye. (:

孤单的七月天。

2007-07-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

okay i havent been blogging because im not very in the mood to blog lately, ha!
projects deadlines are like so near and im worrying for th group. :(
we can do it yeah girlies? *fighting!* HEHE.

last friday was the day of 微笑pasta for liping, lufang and shuyi.
they came over to cook up some love! ahem, pasta, i mean!
technically it was great. its edible, its got some taste and the pasta's fully cooked. :)
im looking forward to the next cooking trip aye? haha!

after cooking we went into my room to try on shoes and all th stuff, i got a little bored..
and i played dress up. this time, as a 7th month come-back. haha! rather creepy,
if you ask liping and shuyi! :)

saturday was shopping with lp. was very very exciting too! (:
all the topshop clearance and zara sales make me crazy. haha!
and i bought my red skinnies! not very skinny if you ask me. its a lil too loose here and there,
but whatever! (:

was talking to kenny just now and he said he has the F3 card!
that card ive been wanting forever! damn you. haha! (:
i can see myself going out more often with kenny in the future. if he brings his card. HAHA!
okay im kidding. he will kill me i suppose. :)

and and!
ive elincia to thank for making my peaceful night not so peaceful. HAHA!
we were talking about WIGS, then mature stuffs (ahem, -insert politics-), to TOM AND JELLY to tom and john and whatever!
so random but so good. haha!

i forgot what i want to blog about,
because my cat laid on my keyboard and in my attempt to get it off,
i forgot what i wanted to write.

maybe next time. :D
i was browsing gojane and i saw this pair of lovely heels!
SO NICE PLEASE?

anyway pictures below,
needa go for now! (x

SO HOT. may i have this pretty please? :)

part of my wardrobe! im so loving the colours! (:

part of the nice people im hanging out with in school.
i like verlin's picture the most! so, happy looking. :)

ha, ha. says it all! this is what you call inner beauty. haha!

my favourite pose at the moment. haha!

i got a little bored after making all th pasta.

on the way to sentosa with the darlings on our last (literally, for me) tanning trip!
nice uh! i have good photography skills, yay.

THATS ALL! (:

report abuse?

2007-07-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

aiyo i feel ashamed writing about such emo things. HAHA!
anyway today i went to sing with the girlies!
and as usual i dont have voice now.

this is like a vicious cycle. HAHA!
the best thing is i havent even touched my APEL portfolio yet!
i, am so dead.

im planning to do a new blog,
for all th ugly pictures of my friendzos.
HAHAHAHA! most likely password-protected,
mail me if you want access to that elusive blog!

OKAY LUH WHATEVER.
that guy on incredible tales look like dragon. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

:D

也许，明天。

2007-07-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

wow i need to change my blogskin soon. (:
im getting kinda sick of the skin already haha.

today i was so stressed up in school goodness haha!
sometimes csa drives me crazy.
all th excel spreadsheet things! bah.

in the end i got so stressed up i actually cried a little!
HAHAHAHAHA i am so useless. :D

anyway,
i think i am so suay please! ive got a hole in my top today.
curse the lousy quality stupid zara basic tee. DAMN!
i hope that doesnt happen to the yellow one ive got. haha!

and so i went home to change after that,
liping came with me! to see my miaozos. :D mimi and momo!
thank you sweets! :) else id be lugging the damn brown bag of stuffs home.

oh talking about that its so sad!
i lugged it all the way to school (risking looking like an auntie summore) and lugged it back!
so pathetic haha! nevermind i'll get it mailed tomorrow. HA!

after that it was a trip to the airport!
i miss that place. i used to frequent that place during o levels!
all th memories ha! vivian! my aiport-then-bus-34 partner. HAHA!

and oh that supermarket at terminal one!
fairprice! and my unif brand green tea/honey green tea/barley black tea.
i like that stuff. schweet.

OKAY ANYWAY,
went there to send manpin off. aussie! first class! wowness. :)
i think i havent seen her in like a month already la. haha!
i do miss her, okay! but but i forgot to say bon voyage and enjoy the chocolates. :(

nevermind,
ha.

* * * * *

took thirtyfour back, on the way i was thinking of, erm things. for once i was quiet! haha.
talked to sheena about the things, then i was thinking, who's to believe after everything?
maybe i shouldnt even think of it anymore since its already over.
but i just cant stop thinking, thinking. it's just, me luh.
the horoscope book is right, i do think of waaaay too many things,
some times, even things that doesnt even concern me ~~anymore~~ .

maybe i should learn to take things less seriously. just, maybe.
oh no i must quit talking about all the emo things on my blog!
in case i sound like some attention-seeking/suicide emo kid. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

one last thing.
after sheena left, i was walking home on my own.. (this is not the main point DUH!)
i walked so slowly i began to think of what ive been doing since school opened so far.
and i came to a conclusion. noth. ing. nothing. maybe except being like an idiot everyday.

for the first time, i felt so fake.
i started asking myself what i really wanted in life. i couldnt find the answer.
then i started thinking why i did all the things i did. i dont know either.

oh my goodness golly i am so fake.
sometimes i wonder why do i even blog. :(

漫漫长夜，独自消受?
probably.

i know, too many people told me this.
每一天无论快乐或伤心都还是要这样过，没必要把自己弄得那么闷闷不乐，
开开心心的过每一天不是更好吗? *pauses, 叹息*
其实我也很想每天都开开心心的过，but what can i do? how do i do it?
你,做到吗? 我做不到。

也许, 明天。

* * * * *
anyway cg/seventeen/dolly's out!
i am a magazine whore so i cant bear to just flip thru and not buy em.
i must have been some sort of a paparazzi in my previous life because i have such love hate relationship with magazines.

HEHE.

and im going to sing again! you can say i have been waiting very long for this day.
ever since the damn day i lost my voice! hah. bulletproof windows? checked. :D

saturday, im gonna go play around with vivian's lomo,
its gonna be so fun, so yipperdooooo! :)

see, i sound so fake right.
ARGH WHATEVER. :D

goodnight, goodbye. (:

2007-07-10T23:33:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS SO FUN PLEASE!
this proves that life IS indeed better without retail accounting.
kidding. in case CSA teacher see people viewing this during csa, again.
he will hate me. :(

anyway,
baking cookies are fun!

Pamela is afraid of cats. :)

OH LOVELY HAPPY COOKIES!

(in the process pics.. im so happily snapping away hehe.)

priscaa and elincia!

E : This one is like that roll one right?!
P : No i show you.

HAHAHAHA.

"Good girl mummy bake you cookies," Pam is ever so loving la please! (:

ELINCIA AND HER "MOUSE" cookies! OMFGG so cute! mouse as in, computer mouse! xD

(time for some snacks, like egg toast made with leftover egg!)

Maria frying the egg toasts. Mam doing the dishes. :D
a.k.a busy frying.

busy icing the cookies. :D

(then, we ate the bread in sucha hurry that we forgot to take pics!)

sleeping.. ~~beast~~ beauty. :D

and the 3 dwarfs? XD

after that we went to tamp inter luh, and while i was walking,
i saw so many idiots "ginning" at my tee slogan please.
whats wrong with

"I like your boyfriend."

HUH. too nice that their eyes cant resist turning towards my direction. haha! (:
then i bought my lucido l straightening thingy! im thankful that i bought it..
else i'll still be clipping tying twisting my hair everyday. haha!
i look so maid when i tie my hair please. :(

SO SAD LUH!

replies because shu yi said i wasnt replying to tags already!

Jialin : YAY me too! one weekend i swear! :D
Ken : hahahah okay okay we go sing k soon alrighty! someone will dance in the room i swear! haha!
liping : pingy rocks! HAHAHA!
lu fang : nice luh the pics! so hot! hahahaha! and thank you! :D
chuanlian : BWAHAHAHAHA! btw linked! :D
shuyi : omg i must try to stop laughing when i see the dishevelled pic. really will die! please dont kill me i will delete it. :D
STEPH : yeah lo! someone very hot. :D another someone got alot of commas! suddenly i tot of the friendster comments flooding gay couple. :(
jun : :D someone today see me in school so dao! BLEH.

TADAH. keep the tags going! hehe. :D
GOODNIGHT!

HORNETISM.

2007-07-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

Hello,
I apologise for not updating for so long! Im one lazy bumbeh. :D

Anyway im part stressed/part hyper these days so yeah, i blame it on moodswings.
and maybe pms, or the weather.

:D

heh heh.
went town quite often these days and im so proud of myself that i managed to spend like ten dollars and below everytime! no choice what, ive gotta save money like mad now. so, sad. :(

its hard to look at pretty things and say no but i will..
"Stay strong, stand firm!" like what ping-er told meh. :)

HEEHEE.

anyway today was kinda funny.

At POM lecture verlin said the ninja turtle and eye candy and their gang + why why and his friend wore the "土地色" and the way she said it was damn funny!
its good to wear such colours, promote eco-loving what.

green/brown/yellow. WOW SO EARTHLY!

okay not very funny. :D

Went to town after accounting lecture and LOL,
miss fang (FANG, like vampire's teeth, that kinda fang.) started the HORNET joke.

hor·net /ˈhɔrnɪt/ [hawr-nit]
(noun) any large, stinging paper wasp of the family Vespidae, as Vespa crabro (giant hornet), introduced into the U.S. from Europe, or Vespula maculata (bald-faced hornet or white-faced hornet), of North America.

Cos I was saying like im so yellow/black today, SO BUMBLEBEE.
Then miss fang started saying HORNET cos she thinks that a hornet is alike to a bumblebee.
AND SO, (i dont know why either)
they started calling me the hornet. :(

SAD RIGHT. lol.
and it sounds funny. like, HORH-NAD. so, ew! HAHA! (okay i sounded kinda bimbotic)

And cheryl's my tree haha!
Shuyi's my tree too. :D

ONE MORE THING!
before we left, we need the toilet for obvious reasons and so we went.
i kinda like pointed to fangy to head in the direction for the gents and she really went in please!
OMG we were saying if she really went in just pretend that she just had a like, gender transformation and she should (rightfully) go to the gents. LOLLLLL.

funny things like that happen. :D

okay la its lates. so,
PICTURESSSS!
(the default, AA blue.)

This is what happened during the accounting class when miss leo gets kinda bored. :D

MISS MODEL! =O

- STORY ONE -

Pammy is so sad. :(

Shu yi doesnt even care! OMG SO SAD.

And then she laughs, so happily.

Rain sao smile along and does the V for my kamehra.

Pammy gives up.

- THE END -

Okay nice pic! I think. :)

- STORY TWO -

Chuanny and fangy the "pop princess".

I knew there was something going on.

Caught in the act! (okay more like, after the act)

Destroying the evidence. (OMG LOOK SO EVIL! :O)

Okay la darling i love you i wont kill you. SMILE!

- THE END -

[ All the above are purely fictional. ]

Someone lick ice cream very sexy hor. HAHA!

My pretty friends. :D

Venezia ice cream fever!

YUMMY tartano and green tea! :D

BLARH. :D

GOODNIGHT!
i'll write more tmrw cos my dad's like, supervising me now.
bye. :D

ITS A HAPPY DAY~!

2007-07-02T07:58:00.000+08:00

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i am back to normal! i think i am crazy sometimes. and write crazy things. :D
without thinking. :D i was crying when i wrote that, do it doesnt count. xD
next time i will write it at lj so i wont cause any permanent damages to my.. blog.
BAH I DONT KNOW WHAT I AM SAYING ALREADY.

ANYWAYS!
my voice is still like so, so gross. IM SO AFRAID THAT IT WONT RETURN TO NORMAL!
but mum says it will. damn if im stuck with this kinda voice ~~i might as well die now~~.

Went out with PAOWWIE yesterday, to town!
woah zara's like having this major sales. but not so major yet!
the prices will fall again about this week or this weekend. i think. :D

i grabbed a couple of basic tees and pao got her dream set of satin top and bottoms!
talk about bedroom fantasies. HAHAHAHAHAHA. (laipao please do not kill me should you see this)
then went on to meet vivivivivivian at tamp at night. :D
yayness.

Saturday was outing with the girlies,
to the rabbit seafood delicacies restaurant i always bring my friends to and then walk to MICA to camwhore with the pretty pretty rainbow windows then to town!
neoprints are like OH SO CUTE please! i havent scanned it up yet and yes i am lazy. :D
ziqi done it already and its over at her blog! http://murasakiyukiko.blogspot.com/ :)
i havent seen junhui in like a million years and the last time i saw her was like.. on ziqi's birthday!

then it was shopping with the GF lammy ken. AIYOH IT WAS HELL.
he is sooooooo indecisive. i think my grandma can choose the veggies faster luh. HAHAHA!
anyway he is nice, so i will shut up. :D

lemme see, lemme see. friday?
went to eat yoshi with shuyi and lufanggg. :D
yummmmmy yummeh!

OKAY I DONT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE ALREADY.
PICTURES GALOREEEE! :D
arranged in accordance to umm, date taken. hahaha!

CHERYL! :D lets play hide and seek.

Jasmine is emo. :O

I dont know but we all look so funny in this pic. :D

Before CSA. i am the camwhorer. haha!

SPREAD THE SKITTLES LOVE!

Cheryl and the pizza! LOOK AT THE CHEESE! :O

da xue and xiao xue! :D

Chuanzzzzz, cheryl, me and fangy! :D

Righty.

Lefty. I think fangy looks nicer here leh. and me too. haha!

Lu fang looks so nice here lor! Should smile like this more often! :D

This is a nice pic. I THINK! :D

Junhui: O_O?!
ZIQI: :D

lets pose for a nice one.. THEN!

rabbit yong and doggy leo. :D

the retarded-s. :D

OMG LOL. junhui's seducing the treeee hahahaha.

junhui, ziqi, me and the purple window.

koko, the orange window and me. :D

JUNHUI! looks like she really got a shock lol. and ziqi is staring at me! :(

Junhui, the bear and ziqi. :D

Lammy ken is a vampire. and this picture isnt nice. (so its here hahaha)

PAOWWIE, bibian and me. :)

CSS2 RECORDING TONIGHT!
i am so, so excited. :D

2007-07-01T11:22:00.000+08:00

something must be wrong with me these days.
one day im a happy bunny another day im an emo kid.

all the spree things are driving me crazy.
everyday i open my mail to see so many wonderland emails forwarded to me i break down.
so, many. i have so many people to refund. so many to mail out. no one to help me,
NO ONE, AT ALL. yes, its supposed to be split between me and my friend.
but now the stuffs are at my place. what do i do?

am i supposed to take it that "i am supposed to mail everything out, do everything by myself because its at my place"?
i dont have time. i have to refund. i have to check the accounts. i have to edit the excel spreadsheet. i have to buy stamps, stick and mail it out. i have to go to the post office. i have to mass email everyone.

i feel like im doing everything.
even sorry wont help.
its not like i want to ruin a long, long friendship over this trivial (if this is trivial at all) matter but, but.
i cannot take it anymores.
i dont even earn AT ALL after all the shit i did.
sometimes i wonder why i even bother doing all this,
and not shove it all back since i did my part.

i am so stressed up.
i dont know what to do.

AND,
so many people are oweing me money and i dont even know if they intend to return, at all.
two hundred, TWO HUNDRED. thats alot. im waiting to get the money back to refund to my spree participants.
and those people arent even sympathetic.
"i dont have money at the moment."
its been long enough. i dont even know what to do.

its not very nice to keep pestering your friends to return you the money,
at least i dont like to do all this but what can i do?
what other means am i left with?

i cannot keep asking my mother for money to return to all those people cos she isnt the one oweing them, its ME, i am the one.
i dont know. i feel so ashamed asking for money from so many people.
ashamed that i have to pester and pester just to get that hundred bucks back.

i dont know.
i feel like im gonna break down.
soon.

sometimes i hope i can drink my troubles away.
but i dont drink. and i know it doesnt solve the problem.
sometimes i hope i can die and probably everything will be solved.
then again i know it wont help.

i dont know.
i dont know what to do already.

sometimes i hope i can quit school and go to work or something.
but what can i do?

i am so, so, so at a loss.
what to do, what to do?

someone show me the light.

ha, haha.

2007-06-28T21:15:00.000+08:00

i had so much fun today with my karaoke-counterparts cheryl, lufang and shuyi at some random kampong chai chee community center karaoke today. :D
i sang till i had no voice, haha.
so now im like eeeee-eeeee-ehhh-ehh-ing the whole day.
i sound like a horse that prolly got ran over by a carriage or something.
SO GROSS!

i want to go shopping. :0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In5uec02E8U
random, but OH-SO-CUTE.

IF YOU ARE FREE NOW,
please vote for my friends JESLIN and KAILING for the school belles thingy. (:
NYP. if youre from other polys and you have nothing to do just vote okay. :)
http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/heygorgeous/babe.php?uid=253
http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/heygorgeous/babe.php?uid=259

THANK YOU ALL KIND SOULS.

yongtaufooism.

2007-06-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

i, am so emo. i am stuck in the emo rut!
pammy must be responsible for passing the emoness to me. HAHA!
someone must get me out.

played hide and seek with verlin, cheryl, elincia, pammy and liping during our break.
in the library! i know we made quite a lot of noise, SORRY! (we, namely ME. :D)
we can play again next week.
Interested parties, please contact me directly at my TP email.
we will arrange for a date and time a.s.a.p. Thank you.
I AM KIDDING. please do not email me. HAHA!

anyway lectures are kinda boring these days. REALLY!
its semester two already my goodness! like time flies please. :D

went lunch with xuexue after school today.
we talked! and its nice talking one on one with a friend! heh heh.
now i think i know her better. a little bit! :D

then dayah and suhailah joined and we went shopping afterwards.
mango is love. :D
everything is like so cheap please! we bought the same shirt again. haha!
"MEGA STAR", so true haha! i swear one day we will wear the same thing again.
like the topshop puffy yellow and purple! :D

i want to watch nancy drew tomorrow. :D
okay that was pretty random,
haha.

anyway about what i wrote yesterday,
is the person very obvious?! oh my gatto if it is please tell me. :D
actually, if you talked to me yesterday you will know. but if you dont,
its alright. dont come asking! read, get the hint. :)

my entry today is like so boring.
okay i will write about what i am feeling now.
four words, 事过境迁。
I have a chinese-english dictionary, and it means the affair is over and the situation has changed.
Quite app (NOTE: app = short form for appropriate), haha.

[NOTE: RANDOM CONTENT AHEAD.]

i have a siamese kitty with blue eyes. it is so, very, irritating.
i dont watch a lot of tivo. its bad, know!
i swear, i had sumo hairstyle back in secondary one. SO GROSS. one day i will scan it up.
when i summon enough courage. :D
i am epic. very.
i go into a laughing fit very easily. i dont know why i cannot stop.
i will start a screaming fit when i step on insects/shells/scales/any part that belongs to a once-alive-and-crawling insect. its purely, disgusting. maybe even repulsive. :)
i dont like people who are blunt. you can be straightforward, never, ever, blunt (with me).
i can take criticism. if yours is a constructive one that is.
i like to sing, like hell, i sang on the way out today. HAHAHA!
cheryl sang along wimme today. ELLA, ella, eh, eh, eh, under my... (complete the song)
i will change my msn font color to yellow now.

my purpose of doing so is to irritate people talking to me. HAHA.

okay now you know 10 new things about me.
who said reading blogs was bad?!

:)

yongtaufoo!
goodnight.

yongtaufoo; (v)
the act of saying goodbye. Yongtaufoo, my friend!

CRAP. :D

BACK! (:

2007-06-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

the past few days can be summarised into 10 words.
karaoke, fun, shopping, laughter, besties, epic, joy, camwhorrors, pictures, pictures.
completely random, i know. :D

anyway i really had a lot of fun (i know, lack of vocab haha) with the sweeties these days! :D
like what verlin said (on her friendster) "my days are never fun without them" ha!
sometimes i wonder how life's gonna be without them,
bland, boring and all that shit. :D

lets be thankful.
i am blessed to have friends like them haha!
(sorry but im kinda in a praying mood lol.)

---

back to school now,
goodbye to late nights, 9am TV shows, breakfast and neopets.
hello to hectic schoolwork, crazy deadlines and insane project work.

so sad, so sad.

i am so tired. really.

i dont know why but this friend of mine is so disappointing.
i thought she was kinda like my "good" friend but it turns out the other way round.
maybe i think too much, i trust people too easily or whatever.
but i dont think thats what a friend should do.

deserting you when she has her "priority" friends?
hanging out with us just to show someone else that she has that bit of friends in the class?

sorry, but history is repeating itself now.
first up was heybabe. i think shes okay now. friends, friends.
now its her. great, great.

eleven thirty four pee am.
im starting to think if maybe, just maybe i did wrong A. (:
if you wonder, i have not, have not read the blog entry (that _ _ told me to).
maybe, just maybe,
pinky is a nice person afterall.
and she might be the one who's wronged.

i dont know,
i dont want to know.

its over,
i dont want to rake up the past.

lets be friends all over again.

to whom i may be referring to in this entry,
i am wrong, about you.
about you being a nice pitiful victim
about you being a good friend that i can look for when im in need.
about you being all the things you were pretending to be.

i dont know,
but i really, really give up on all this.

all i know is that,
i have a bunch of sweetaroos that i call "good friends" in school,
sisters like ziqi and mulin since primary school,
best friends like bils, paowwy, wenneh since secondary school,
good friends like maggy and all the friends i have outside school.
perhaps even some online friends. :D

i do have a life.

i am not like you.
i dont friend-hop.
i dont desert my friends.
i dont go to them only when i need them.

i dont act like whoever i aint.

(AM I THANKING PEOPLE AGAIN?!)

and thats all.

:)

---

on a lighter note, PICTURESSSSSS!
i am a camwhorror, i take a lot of pictures. :)

My pretty friend verlin and me. ZOMG no eyeliner KAY!

My pretty friend of six years mu lin and me.

Mulin : -ZONES-
Me : RAWR HELLO.

"Sorry, no photos when the star is eating (the udon)!"

"WOHHHHH MY GATTO!" exclaimed yiwen.
"... BLEH." said me.

Yiwen looks nice here. :) Ignore my.. O_O face.

YIWEN WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!
AND, to hell with that oh-so-obvious pimple. :)

Verlin attacks me with her powerful twisto and yes, that is a pea you see.

Elincia is very, very macho. OI, MAN!

Ziqi, Miss varsity VANITY pageant winner 2007! *claps*

Miss purplejade doing the OHM and miss vforvanity doing the PFFFT.

Yukiko's take on pouty and my version of OHM (which i failed terribly cos i look like a MONKEY).

My pretty friend of six years too, KOKO! (LOL, look at all the names i call her haha!)

Another pretty friend of mine MISS SHUYI!

... whatever.

---

i am so emotional these days.
something must be wrong with me.
:)

ANYWAY,
TILL WE MEET AGAIN! :D
i missed out 15 minutes of the CSS results. i am going to die.
bye. :)

hello sunshine!

2007-06-19T10:27:00.000+08:00

IM BACK! :D apologies for not blogging for so long! (:
the past few days were greaaaat, well at least i wasnt rotting at home ha!

friday was going out with mulin, town!
in the evening we went crazy because we didnt know what to do/where to go.
so we just ran into the train heading towards pasir ris only to find out that..
we dont know why we hopped on. prolly cos i said "eh this train quite empty".
HAHA! then we dropped at bugis, thinking that okay, we can go bugis.
then mulin said she was tired! SO, we hopped on the next train, to tampines.
LIKE WHAT THE HELL RIGHT! hahahahahaha. i guess we are crazy.
so we camwhored like hell on the train but 80% of the pics turned out really corny ha!
only one good pic. so there! :)

this one, because i like the hair colour there. :D

sorry if i made you lose your appetite. :D
so saturday was walking all about the central area with maggy!
it was..
airport > city hall > clarke quay > dhoby ghaut > bugis.

HAHA crazy, i know! thankfully we met early so we could walk around so much.
we went these places solely for these reasons.

airport : POPEYES CHICKEN (no chicken for me still, i cant over that bug-in-chicken incident)
city hall : rabbit's seafood! cheap abalone and all those thang. :D really! and because we could walk over to clarke quay from city hall so there.
clarke quay : CENTRAL! that place is quite good. and all the japanese things there are heaven! haha! love that Tokusen shop. DONT go in there unless youre prepared to spend $10 on japanese tidbits! YUMMERZXS.
dhoby ghaut : to get my tohato strawberry caramel corn from daiso! LOL!
bugis : maggy's shorts! :D hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

scary aites. even scarier that i can travel around so much with an adult ezlink card.
NOT FAIR, why do JC/ITE/MI people get students fare when poly students get adult fare!
BOO! not like we work, gah! concession is like $92 or smth per month okay,
still contemplating whether to get it , or not. :(

Maggy is going to hell. :(
NO LAH KIDDING! on the way down the scary escalator. the whole "ride" down took like forever okay, so LONG!

TOHATO CORN HEAVEN. :D http://www.tohato.jp/ !

SMILE! :D

THEN at night was FANTASTIC FOUR with laipao!
gawd can you believe it. thats the first blockbuster sequel i watched in a cinema.
SO PATHETIC. i havent even watched Pirates/Spidey!
No thank you to shrek cos i dont watch animation no matter how good it is. :D

AIYAH SAD LAH. but anyway its a good movie, im in love with the silver surfer.
SO, SO HOT. :D

OKAY the end on silver surfer. haha!
SUNDAY was sheer hell, all that work haha! carnival, kids, colour code, roti prata and man-bitch manager. haha!
SO we spent break time cursing the man-bitch, bitching about pinky and all that imitation.
i drive hidayah crazy. hahaha! XD

AND GUESS WHAT.
when i was tying water balloons one burst,
and spilled over my jeans, particularly that area.
i looked like i peed in my pants. and i had to stand so much!
talk about embarrassment.

six hours, a measly thirty bucks, a free tee shirt and maybe, just maybe a bit of fun. haha!
i woke up at five fifteen anti meridian okay,
and i slept at one, AM. :)
i didnt know i can go so long without sleep. :D
maybe with the help of some hardcore concealer and eyeliner. HA!

So i camwhored a lil at work. :D

DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT WATER BALLOONS!

YAY. :D

Cmon, lets a take a picture! D:

I can tell that hidayah hates the grossed out prata. :D

Hello girlies! :D super long legs. :D

So holly. :D

HAHAHAHAHA.
then it was yesterday, going to school with verlin/elincia.
it was an improptu decision and thankfully the girlas can make it. haha!
CSA project was =.=! we TOTALLY didnt know what to do can, haha!
so all that three hours spent in the lab was.. laughter, laughter and more laughter. haha!

"Our panel of judges:
1. "Lim Song"
2. "Patrick Piggot"

...

and all the crap haha! THAN AH KAU OKAY, he is so hot. haha! XD
okay not funny. :D

i snapped some shots of the girlas at work, nono i did my work,
so please give me good feedback (honesty optional) for peer evaluation. HAHAHA.

Aiyo, aiyo! Do work!

Verlin looked so..
"OEI can you stop doing all this and concentrate?! WHATEVER!"
and that was elincia's fingahs. :D

Elincia very cute lah, very cute.

Perhaps still very cute. :D

VERLIN! with half the orange icicle in her mouth. haha!

LASTLY,

the css2 results are so shocking.

seriously i could have died of shock. :(

thankfully ben is still in ha!

yay to hildans. :D

time to go K with verlin AND pammy!

LIKE OH MY ZOD GOD ROD POD MOD FOD LORD.

Da jia hao, we men shi X P V! okay what the hell.

keep the tags going! :D

my board is so dead. :D

2007-06-15T11:45:00.000+08:00

i am bored.
its a friday, 11.46AM. i am rotting at home.
meeps, unlike me to rot at home HAHA!
so anyway. at home = emo. :(
i blame pms for all that.

suddenly i feel so random, i thought of so many things!
i feel like getting another piercing on the top beside the first one.
the bone that side. :D then again, its been three years since my last piercing.
so i realised they are all useless cos the maximum pairs of earrings i wore was
ONE, pair. so the other five were there, "just because".
i thought of closing em, but that means twentyfive bucks going to waste.
no. good. so i dropped that idea.

then i felt like chopping my hair off cos its really getting so warm these days.
okay i know it rained this morning but not like its raining everyday!
then i was thinking of all the time i endured throughout the whole day without tying my hair.
like if i cut now itd be sucha waste. plus i havent had long hair for 3 years already.
its like, i had short hair for practically 5/6 of my life. :)
so i dropped that thought.

and so i went to to thinking how much money i spent idol chasing.
so maybe, just maybe i should stop. then again, wont the effort go to waste?!
so next time i will just make boards/stay at home and watch teevee.
BUT ITS SO HARD TO STAY AT HOME AND WATCH THE DAMN TEEVEE WHEN YOU CANT STOP THINKING WHAT YOU COULD HAVE DONE!
this is an addiction thats hard to kick.

then i thought of mulin,
and her sms came in. lets go out.
so, im out////
:D

this post is pointless. haha!

SOLAR-PANELISM. :D

2007-06-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

imTanning/Sentosa with the love yesterday!
and man i had fun! hah. :)

minus the drowning, sunburn and.. thats all. :D
okay i almost drowned. i could have died! i think.
shouldnt have gone so deep into the water since i couldnt swim.
the feeling of (sea)water all the way up your nose and throat is gross,
and i swear, nothing deeper than 1.3m for me anymore, anymore.
(unless i happen to shoot up to 1.7m anytime soon, that is.)

so anyway after that it was lunch at vivo. :)
long john's! but soon after it rained again so we went it and rot till like 7. (:
sweeeeeet.

and so being the camwhore i always am..
pictures! :D

Camwhoring moments. :D

i look like shit with all the fake-looking pink ive got all over my face/eyeliner-less-means-listless-eyes. :( sad, but whatever! :D they say i look good, so okay. :)

PEOPLE.

Brian and his sexy leg! HAHAHA.
This picture is good for the eyes! Its so green. HAHAHA.

"I dont like reality, its way to clear for me."

LOL sybs you look so emo! haha!

Sybs and the banana vball net we drew on the sand.

AND it rained right after we drew it. NICE.

Ah chok ah dont look at me, look at the bags of rubbish in front haha!

KX : Come to me come to me~ gor gor give you lollipop.

KC : Erh~! Doh-wan!

HAHAHA.

AH GUANG, ah xiang and kevin. HAHA!

evidence : those guys dont tan, they burn. :D

She's dah man! Im carrying the man bag and man ball (soccer ball, that is!). LOL i look so cocky. HAHAHA.

VIVIAN LOVES HER TOHATO STRAWBERRY CARAMEL CORN.

so much that she stares at me when i try to take a snap of her eating. :(

Hello gorgeous! :D

And finally.. the ugly tan lines. :( (ugly for now)

i got burnt, which i hope explains the redness.

no sun for a week! BAH. so next time before you hit the beach, put on some sunscreen!

even if its SPF 4. haha!

but mum said the color looks nice, so no im not complaining!

ME WANTS THE BLUE AND YELLOW!

does anyone knows if the collection is out in sing yet? i will get it right away.

because i need the sunshine yellow and electric blue too badly. :)
picture credit to temptalia!

AND SO YAY FOR NOW. :)

sunday's science discovery center day for me, million thanks to suhailah! :D

and monday's blading with the girls! i miss them too much. :D

okay thats all.

go and sleep people!

its eleven pm already! (:

red nails. :D

2007-06-12T22:36:00.000+08:00

HI, hello!
red nails, i love red nails! i love that shade of red from splash, blackberry!
so obsessed. (: i'll buy it one day, i swearrrr. :D

ANYWAY chinatown was great!
love all that oriental vibe. haha! OKAY I AM MAKING NO SENSE. :D
i like going to chinatown.
everything (ABOUT EVERYTHING) there is cheap. very!
and you can walk from chinatown to town, great.

AND YEAH BOUT THAT.
ziqi and i, we, me, her, we, walked from chinatown > clarke quay > city hall. :)
so we passed by the river (DUH,) and MICA (i can hear the grace kelly song in the bg), Fort canning park, and supreme court (OH I MISS SUP COURT SO MUCH CAN) and St Andrews Cathedral then finally marina square. WE WALKED TO MUCH!
shopping should be considered a work out.
HAHA! so we took pictures.. check the third picture out, i took it lor!
SO NICE. :D

Outside one of those nicey rainbow windows.

UMM nice. :)

WOW nicer. :D

AND SO,
we reached marina square and started camwhoring.. EVIDENCE AS BELOW.

look at my hair without the straightening at the back!
HORRID. it looks like some long long outgrown bob. :(
hair, please grow faster, i want long hair fast fast.

i hope all the bling bling on ziqi's camera did kill you.
so SHINY lor! =X

BTW i have something to say.
i am very anal about this kinda things.
ZIQI, you bad girl, hahahahaa.
she rather TREAT me to ice mountain water which is 95 cents and 500ml than to share the watsons water which is (2 for 1.95) and its 800ml!
I DONT GET IT WHY!
im still so very anal about it.
very very anal about this kinda things! REALLY!

so frustrating. haha!
anyway today i went to meet kaye for lunch at rabbit's,
i miss everyone at supreme court lorrrrrr!
i miss the bistro oso the good food. :D
BAH! i'll be back in the hols! HAHAHA.

and i went out with vee vee today! :D
gelare waffles + topshop = UMM YUMMY. :D

i dont have odd pigments on my face its the fugly photoshop. :(

vivian dont look at me continue eating!

OMGZ TMRW SENTOSA. SENTOSA TOMORROW!
i'll be seeing my sexies. :D haha!
finally, a trip to sentosa that isnt cancelled!
amituofo!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2007-06-11T09:28:00.000+08:00

holidays.
late nights.
early mornings.

i cant sleep! :(
too used to waking up at 6plus (during the test week).
ahhhhhhh i cant sleep! :(

anyway chinatown/littleindia with ziqi later,
time to go look for my craft supplies haha!

:D:D:D
back with pictures at nighttttttttttttt!

of pink, feathers and.. bimbos?!

2007-06-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

OH, my gawd. Like HI, we're so fetch!

that was completely random. :D
pink + feathers + look-at-me-faces = bimboism.
did i make up another word again?! HAHAHA.

TIME TO BLOG! :)
vivo with girlies on friday and its so fun okay. :D
we started with candy empire && i so dont regret going there!
HAHA! jellybeans, jellybeans. we went wild over those gourmet jellybeans and cant stop popping em cos we so wanted to try alllllllllll the flavours.
SO NICE! (except maybe carribean coconut & licorice, the others were dope!)

after that we went zara/topshop thanks to the kind ladies who allowed me to do some (window) shopping.
i love summer! all the mad rad colours drive me crazy. haha!

then we went to buy sushi!
random but, nice haha. it was tempura sushi for me, beancurd one for shuyi, tuna for dayah and salmon for pammy!
ohoh did i mention it was my first, first time trying raw salmon (sushi)?!
ive been wanting to try since like forever, but i was prolly too chicken for 98% of the time and yeah yeah backing out.
PATHETIC, i know! so i am rash, and i just took one and gobbled it down.
just, like that. it tasted kinda.. squishy...
like a tongue. really! not like ive tasted tongue before but.. :( you know.

AIYAH. anyway after that we went to the sky park thing (i call it) on level 3 where theres this pool and faces the sea (more like, PSA) to eat and slack.
its sooooo hot and damn difficult to find somewhere where there's no one smoking/no couples/no sun. BUT WE FOUND ONE ANYWAY.
i dont like sitting in the shade, so i grabbed shuyi along to go into the "pool".
thank you shuyit! (shuyit as in, schweet, sweet!)
then we got dayah & pam in and we all started playing with the water and all.
haha! splashes of fun eh, dayah? haha!

lastly it was our sweet trip to TOYSRUS, unleashing that kid in all of us! (upon seeing those waaaaay-too-cute toys, that is!)
all that spongebob/plushies/pooh/barbie/foam swords made us crazy HAHA!
shing shing shing shing, temalia! (OKAY RANDOM)
that pooh jumping game is soooo cute okay, if only they have it for gameboys or something.
haha! really, id consider buying. HAHA!

then we all headed home cos its kinda tiring to be walking for like eight hours straight. :D

AND SO,
yesterday was towning with paodee. :)
so long since i last shopped with you at town!
and i declare we're forever21/topshop/zara whores. :D
realised how we always go out and never miss dropping by any of those shops?
HAHA! and we're almost sure to get something out of somewhere, haha.
i like that! :D:D:D:D:D

anyway we bought an f21 dress, together!
and another f21 top, and a brown basic from topshop.
heh heh.

i want more of those flutter sleeves basics! too nice to resist. ;D

picture. :D

so after that we loitered around taka,
then outside taka to like sit and slack.
and we were sooooo plagued by smokers!
alot, alot. really! its harder to find a smokeless place than to find a shadey place at vivo.
we saw this really pretty lady but when she took out that lighter she blew it.
so sad right, ruining herself. :( i dont know la.

SIDE TRACK!
i was randomly blog hopping and came across this girl's blog.
she's like on the road towards self detruction. killing herself slowly, minute by minute.
its like some slow form of suicide.

i dont know how people can drink (prolly binge drink) and get wasted.
i dont see how nice all those fancy liquor is, sorry. maybe i will in the future but, not for now. :)

and i dont see why people.. smoke too.
and cut themselves, (self mutilation)
and all those la.

there must be a reason behind doing all those things and i believe,
doing those isnt the only way out. :)

... but i can understand why people starve.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay la i side tracked too much.
i am so random!

i like mushroom!
i like sea cucumber, limpets, abalone and scallop! UMMMYUMMY.
i like seaweed!
i like peas.
i like wasabi!
i like kimchi!
i like cajun fries.

:D:D

YAY TO HOLIDAYS!

2007-06-08T23:11:00.000+08:00

OKAY HI!
im trying to blog as fast as possible now cos editing the pics took me two hours,
loading them took 30minutes and prolly another 30mins for me to type out everyth.

so THE EXAM'S OVER. SAY YAY TO HOLIDAYS! (altho a short-lived one)

Went to vivo with dayah/shuyi/pam just now!
so fun luh took so many pictures!
walk until we all had blisters. haha! sorry sweeties! (:

bought jellybeanos too!
GOURMET ONES! i love tropical punch jellybeanos. :D
yummy yummy.

OKAY let the pictures do the talkinnnnnn.
(:

tranny barbie. LIMITED EDITION summore! WHAT THE?!

childhood deprived people. haha!
its winnie the pooh jumping ABC game! WOW, wow.

hidayah is that you behind us?!

awwwwww is that maternal love or what? HAHA!!

WitchWiker's guide to the galaxy!

THATS MY MCDONALDS!

"da silva" ark.

Okay, hi. :)

Doesnt look too wise to me. :)

look at the clouds.. THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW!

back for some cookie monster lovin.

then elmo.

then ernie and the.. yellow thing.

WOAH. HOT HOT.

yes you are. (:

Shadow, shadow.

(SEQUEL TO BLUE **** RANGERS!)

Mysteriously evolved into bluejacketwins. :D

(RANDOM PICS)

Shuyi ah shuyi~ (:

so this is how the korean horror movie came about..

gonna fly away already right! xD

very, very scary. :O

ah xue and xue xue! :D

LUFANG! what are you doing?! and dayah you vainy i caught you doing your eyeliner!

heh heh.

aww xue xue. :D

... :) failed attempt. :D

ANIMATIONS!

thats all! (:
yay tag please!
i reply tmrw. :D
nites! (:

short update!

2007-06-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

SHORT UPDATE!
studying for retail accounting can be crazy, so here i am with..
3 pictures. HAHA!

The tests so far are okay-okay. "like that lor". HAHA!
i hope the paper tmrw will be the same. LOL!

i dont have a habit of reading people's blog unless you tell me to, HAHA!
cos ah ping jie jie told me he wrote an entry as a response to what i wrote earlier,
i dont even know he has a blog haha.
anyhow, im not gonna read it. shall let people read and tell me whats it about.
HAHA! dont ask me why, i dont feel like thats it.

but fret not, steph, yukiko-chan, kevin, and some random "you"-s, i do drop by your blog quite often (OFTEN = once a week, minimum)! HAHA!

gottago study already, haha.

Blue *ahem* rangers! Blue twinnos. :D

The real twinnos perhaps!
Oh and just to mention, verlin cut her hair short.
(LOL kidding)

THE CHOCOLATE THAT MADE ME DROOL.
thank you verlin for modelling the chocolates for me. :D

okay i really have to go now.
keep the tags going~ :D

I REPLY TO TAGS!

2007-06-03T12:16:00.000+08:00

my brother is watching spiderman cartoon now.
so ugly the cartoon version.

ANYWAY,
you all are nice people. :)
so i'll reply to tags! (LOL.)
(i'll start replying from SY's tag!)

THANK YOU ALL! :D

SY : hahaha girlie relax! quite funny that youre angrier than me over this, while im sadder for you over the message thing over at CSA. LOL!! :D
STEPH : hahaha yeah! :) CLIQUE TEE! we, clique tee! COOL RIGHT! i tell you more soon. we make metal shirt so we can all have the HUANG2 JIN1 JIA3. (cues JU2 HUA1 TAI2 music)
yukiko : XIE XIE JIE JIE! :) GSS is here~ after my mid sems we go shaaaaaaaa-pin!
elincia : YA LOR YA LOR! nevermind, we print clique tee see what they can do. KIDDING! :D
hidayah : hahaha! YES! what is inspired by xueer ah haha! XD
♥ Charlene*: YEAH of cos i do! linked! (:
elincia (again) : HAHA yeah lo later u become matchstick :( hair get burned off, went to bleach, use cheap bleach in the end like that, eyebrow forget to bleach in the end look like shin-chan (la bi xiao xin)! HAHA!
verlin : HAHA thanks! :D shen diao xia lu lor! so hot! I AM XIAO LONG NU ah. :) haha!
pamela : hahahahahahahah thanks for tagging :D:D of cos lor~ i am not so mean like the dumb POM matchstick ah jek. :D:D he is the mai4 huo3 cai2 de lao3 uncle A.K.A Old Match Uncle (like mai huo cai de xiao nu hai you know the little match girl) next time if he sell rice can call it OMU RICE. HAHA! =S woooo~ cold.
karen : hehe its 4am you should be sleeping! btw CHOY, very late liao leh dun like that. haha! tonight if you see me standing beside you while youre using comp you know who it is. HAHA!

woots i took 30 mins to reply all tags. :D
LOVE!

i must study now. :P

PICTURES.

2007-06-02T20:57:00.000+08:00

I CANNOT FOCUS.
so i went to edit these pictures. :)
ENJOY, for your viewing pleasure! :)

Cheryl, "hotter than" verlin and shu yi.

This side "hotter than" that side. :D

My attempt at spazzing,
With the spidey fingers. :D

Pretty pink background! You wouldnt've guessed that we took this in a TOILET.

"Hello, i am hotter than my friends."
APOLOGIES to you, you and you. :)

I look kinduh freaky right.

Umm yummy eye candy.

I DIDNT DO THAT AH LIAN FACE ON PURPOSE.
Candid shot.

Tree huggers.

Pammy's attempt on.. MONA LISA.

I KNEW THERE WAS SOMETHING SPIDEY WITH VERLIN!

Umm..

This one looks better. :D

Verlin likes to eat exotic delicacies.. LIKE THE BEAR'S EARS.

ANOTHER ANIMATION! :)

Went to study with lufang today!
so fun, we even exercised haha!

yesterday was spent with verlin and shuyi (and steph too!) and bugis,
shopping, neoprints and EATING CHOCOLATES.
i should share the goodies with my sweeties,
so i'll bring it to school on monday.

its so nice,
i DROOLED after eating it. YEAH SERIOUS.
so we laughed for 30 solid minutes after that,
and i was laughing on the bus back.
ALONE.

so i fished out my phone,
acting like i was "in a call",
but apparently the uncle beside me saw it through cos he was staring at me in..
DISBELIEF.

hahahahahahahahahaha.
i am one insane girla. :)

love me or hate me, its an obsession.
love me or hate me, that is the question.
if you love me then, thank you!
if you love me then, (____) you. :)

NICE SONG!
I should go and study now. :)

BYE.

2007-06-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

SICK, very.
yesterday i was feeling so warm,
now i am feeling so cold and headache is killing me.
panadols doesnt seem to work!
i cant sleep yet haha.

even the powerful yellow flu pill doesnt work.

DAMN.

anyway clarifications,
A is NOT dragon if you wonder,
its a guy in my class,
name starting with A.

he knows.

gottago!
before i die in front of my computer.

NIGHTS!

heh heh.

2007-05-31T11:33:00.000+08:00

Okay i was bored, so there goes another animation.
i gotta rush now. haha!

i dont know why the colour screwed up, bloody imageshack/photobucket/tinypic hung up on me :(
nevermind i'll fix it when im back. :D

HAHA.bye!

I will survive. :D

2007-05-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

OH NO school's a mess today. :)
PLEASE READ THIS POST AT LEAST THRICE BEFORE COMMENTING.
to check that youve got all the facts right.
i read this TWICE before posting.

Somehow someone got me into the mess which doesnt even concerns me.

Look, its like this.
I'll do away with all the stuff and come straight to the point.
I wrote those (refer to picture below) (referred to as "the paper") AND SO?
I LIKE DOING ALL THOSE, cant I?

I DID NOT TARGET THAT AT ANYONE.
even if you think i did.
senseless. sensitive. :)

THANK YOU, dragon for tearing it up.
even before you TRIED to know (AND ASK) whats going on.
i understand you are trying to help a friend.
maybe what i wrote was mean but whats with that?
i hope you are reading this. do you have something against me?
if so, can we talk? i dont like to see you at school everyday and YET act like i didnt see you.
thats not very nice.

AND i so dont like people like.
X tells Y to tell ME that i am whatsoever.
COME ON, its not as if i will slap you in the face if you tell me anything in my face.
I need to tell you, you that someone.

A, (for whom i will not reveal your name // i suppose you dont read my blog)
Hi, Thank you for telling my friend (you do not have the right to know who.) that i should "stop doing stupid and childish things" (in this case, stop writing things like the paper) and that i should (then i forgot what i wanted to write because its kills to think of something like that).

FIRST,
you do not know why i wrote it for. FOR YOU, (probably like the others) you assumed that i WROTE THE PAPER to help my friend, and that its for SOMEONE.

YOU ARE WRONG.
you jumped to conclusions. you wronged me. thats so unfair.

SECOND,
you bastard. YOU started it. (see, the whole story goes)
i passed ver the whole stack of paper because she wanted to see something. (THE EYE CANDY PIECE, NOT THE NASTY ONE)
then she found it, so she left the stack on the table.
then you had to walk over,
had to pick up that stack, (i suppose you have no control over your hands)
HAD to pick out that piece of paper, (the one FEATURED in the picture below)
AND PASS IT TO DRAGON saying "NA, (DRAGON'S NAME), SEE."

and so anyone in the right mind, in dragon's shoes, will probably think that,
"okay, that is mean, she's targetting this at my friend."
he will get angry. but he, tearing it, is another thing. thats his problem.

but that is because he doesnt know that I WROTE OTHER THINGS, not just the one you SELECTIVELY showed him.

WHATS YOUR MOTIVE FOR DOING THAT?

i see it that you are trying to create chaos?
and i was stupid for thinking maybe just maybe you are a nice person.
out of everyone in class. maybe, just maybe you wouldnt do things, LIKE THAT.

and?
im wrong, definitely.
i dont need friends who do such things to me even when im all nice to them.
NO. NEED. :)

SO WHAT DO YOU WANT?

you DONT KNOW whats going on, you try to poke your ass in.
when MY FRIEND (another one) called you to tell you FACTS,
you say "i know, i know, but she should not write those."
FUCK YOU. (i dont scold vulgarities usually, but this is an exception.)
you dont even try to listen and all you do is to talk all that shit?
dont set double standards, when you cannot meet them yourself.
DONT drag me in, when things DOESNT even concern me.

IF YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING, dont act like you do.
IN CASE YOU DIDNT LISTEN TO ME JUST NOW,

WAS THE INSPIRATION FOR THIS.

If you wonder, i DID not just serach for the picture in yahoo images or whatever, THATS A LIVEJOURNAL ICON I SAW LAST YEAR.

Thank you, but sorry i dont want your apology.

Friday.

It will all end.

FRIDAY.

goodnight.

='\

2007-05-27T12:07:00.000+08:00

OMG just now i was talking to maggy..
then somehow we came across this..

“小时侯我总会这样幻想快长大只是渴望能够学习别人追偶像
为了追zy不小心认识bt-ers 这件小事却让我印象深刻
虽然我们不住同区
分隔国家的四边
却每次都约见面熟悉kee siao的脸
回忆起我们那时候我们都常常high过头
在我们心中那最深刻的笑声
离开了熟悉mdc 现在都很想大家吗
也许就只有bt-ers 永是朋友 forever
回忆起我们小时候我们都常常high过头
每次在一起都要crap完了才走
如今这些到了段落我们终究是bt-ers那些日子
忘不了那次以后我们还是继续见面我只能说 we rock! ”

we wrote this!
to the tune of TANK's 我们小时候.. MAN i so miss them!
THIS TIME last year i was still chasing CSS with them,\.
OH MY GAHD memories!

BTErs outing please.
WE GO WATCH POTC!
:D:D

and i still havent done my quiz yet im so slack. haha!
=X

PICTURES GALORE. :D

2007-05-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

FINALLY got around to edit the pics!
i am lame, so you know what to expect for the captions. :D
ENJOY, much loves! (:

DAYAH. XUEER. STEPH. FANG.

XE : "Pamela look at my camera! I got blue sweet."
PAM : ".. teacher looking at you leh." (the shadow at the back)
XE : "...!!!"

Says it all! HAHA!

Look at sheena, manpin and hongquan! ALL THE ATTENTIVE PEOPLE.

Sheena i caught you doing that haha!

FANG FANG! How could you! ( POOR CHERYL. :D )

EMO. EMO. EMO. NOT EMO! EMO.

EMO-ers #1 and #2!
:D:D

OKAY I AM SO LAME.
hahahahahahahaha.
no wonder i like sitting infront of the computer..
im on my "wheelchair".

LOL.
NIGHTS.
kope the pics!
if you want the original i have it.

:D:D

:D

2007-05-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

i am so excited cos next thursday vesak's day im going tanning with the girls.
sybs. laipao. vivian. OMGZ i haven seen them in like a month can. haha!
YAY! i hope im not the only one that isnt gonna go study on that public holiday.
heh heh. :D:D

cant wait! =O
YAY. :D

i havent done my online quiz and its closing in two hours. DIE.
wish me luck! :D

byebyee.

:D:D:D:D:D

2007-05-26T09:41:00.000+08:00

school was okay yesterday, everything resolved!

neoprints! my "red red apple" shot haha!

EMOLICIOUS.

okay replies to tags!
just before i go off to meet miss veeveeAN at airport to STUDY!
man i need to study for this mid sem test i MUST do well!
hahaha(:

karen : miss zhuzhu im here to reply you haha! hahahaha shopping spree! when's your hols.. we go out! GSS! before the GST hike. haha! :D:D okay random. show me the necklace leh! :D
RaS : :D:D thanks! and hahah yeah lo always see u haha! im lucky right.. haha! xD which butterfly necklace u all referrin to ah?!
kevin : NO LORRRRR haha! go tan with me la then see if you get hot girls not. haha! =X
LP : yes da jie! :D:D lets jiayou together(: go go go! :D
SHERene : heh yeah i went for oreintation! both FOC and the course orientation haha! eh i like nvr see you one leh haha! which course are you in? me RMT! (:
yukiko : welcome, welcome! :D:D

BYEBYE! :D:D
tag hor. i will reply. HAHA!

POLITICS, DAMNED CLASS POLITICS.

2007-05-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

I AM SO HUNGRY.
thats what ive been telling hidayah all day at tutorial today. HAHA!
and really, i dont know why but im like constantly hungry.
maybe im just not meant to DIET. HAHA.

OKAY anyway.
classssss was emo today haha!
cos we're all black, the triad and the emos! LOL.
running out of ideas to design that pic alreay. IDEAS PLEASE!
:D

and so we went to eat after that.
so many things happened, i dont know how to comprehend.
its like, now we're all so seperated. haha!
i hope its gonna be okay after a while(:

so many things happened but in the end we took neos. (RANDOM)
shuyi, me, hidayah, lu fang, steph and suhailah!
the emolies! really emo emolies! very cute. :D
i like the neo! we all look so nice! REALLY! i am SUPER zilian. :D
next time when lulu pass me i scan it up(:

emolies the new sub-empire.
apart from the usual hangouts.
NICE!

after that was RMT bonding, got to know nice people!
really nice. haha! 1R04 bonded so well! i am guilty. haha!
our class is reaaaaaally full of class politics. damn all this gotta happen.
but its okay i know i can handle it. 耍心机? COME ON. (:

-URGH REMOVED-
i think i really cannot blog when i am hungry.
all the wrong things come out.

OKAY too much info.
i get cranky when i dont eat.
WHEN IM HUNGRY.

:)

i better dont write too much in case theres a big hoo-ha over my blog post.
like last time ha! this blog post IS NOT targeting at YOU, if you wonder.
if you did, DID, do all the above mentioned you know its you. :)
im like this, i can forgive, but i cannot forget.
i know, i know.

i am not a saint.
i cannot "forgive and forget".
ta.

steamboat = crazy.

2007-05-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

okay so i finally went to eat steamboat with vivian today,
and i found out my PIN XIAN steamboat place closed down already.
LIKE WHAT THE HELL. ha!
so we went to eat the chin huat seafood and the funny thing is,
WE DIDNT TAKE ANY SEAFOOD.
plain ol' chicken and pork. (i dont eat pork, its gross, but vivian does.)
SO, we spent $12 grilling chicken and eating kuay tiao. HAHAHA.
AND we smelled kinda bad after that and i feel like an oil slick. no SERIOUSLY!
i felt like i was allllll oil-ed up can. like i just smeared margarine on my face.
but. the clean and clear blotters proved otherwise. HAHA!

im eating muesli hoping that it'll aid digestion or something. HAHAHAHA.
and really. fruit muesli is yum! i like that all bran thingy from kellogs,
i feel like a rabbit when im eating it.
IT TASTES LIKE HAY.
=S

i am amazed by people who can turn the paper translucent in one wipe.
:D

REPLIES TO TAGS! (:
cheryl : AH hello! are you viewing this? (redundant question) HEH.
yukiko : HAHAHA i promise, i promise i'll do it asap okay!! reaaaaaaally. *angelic smile*
STEPH : aha you say one ah regular! i'll frequent your blog too! WAHAHA.
joanna : HELLLLOOOOO! i bought it alr haha! fasterrrr buy! a/s we go tgt! :D:D
elincia : waha elincia is my muse. for cheers! XD
karen : i still dont have my voice leh haha! and you spree addict! must control please missy! dont be like me :( i forgot what i bought hahahahahaaaaaaaa. :D:D
hidayah : hello back girlie!! :D:D

woohoo keep the tags going :D:D
SCHOOL TOMORROW!
gottago so, nites, bye!

:)

2007-05-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

went out with vivian darling today haha!
towning is great. met some spree orgs, got my items and damn!
not what i expected. HA!
GSS is starting soon and i cant wait!
I cant help but bought some stuffs at topshop today ha!
im officially BROKE now, ha! so i started this savings plan thingy with vivian.

five things we will accomplish in two weeks.
1) save $100 for GSS! we need to shop and thats like almost all of my allowance.
2) lose three kilos. which equals out to 300g PER DAY. hard, if you ask me. [if i need to save $100 = i cant really eat (ONE DOLLAR PLEASE. how to eat!) = maybe, just maybe its possible]
3) do up VFORVANITY. :)

and i forgot 4) and 5). HAHA i am a bad friend. :(
HEH HEH.

on a side note,
organising a spree is reallllllllly tiring haha!
cant stand doing all the small things like mass emailing/updates/excel spreadsheet.
but i like sending money/packing items! HAHAHA.

RANDOM.
okay nevermind!

suddenly i want to go tanning! (actually ive always wanted to)
was talking to vivian on the train today and we agreed on..
fair guys dont get hot girls. HAHA!
tanned guys are nicer. SERIOUSLY. i mean like if youre fairer than me (for example) its quite..
hei bai pei right.

HAHA.
then again, its what i think la haha!

im so bored!
i want to go sentosa!
:D:D:D

running out of ideas. :(
elincia this is for you! WAHA!

E L I N C I A elincia *clap clap* elincia *clap clap*

-failed attempt to do a cheer-

HA!
nights!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2007-05-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

PICTURES GALORE. :)
w wnt t mrn sqr jst nw w sh y, lpng, vrln, lnc nd pml s w cmwhr n th wy hh!
(we went to marina square just now with shu yi, liping, verlin, elincia and pamela so we camwhore on the way haha!)
*typing without vowels = gross. HAHA!

miss pammy the blur, verlin my laughing partner and me the my-eyes-look-weird. :D

liping my shi-fu, me the distorted, verlin the suspender shorts and pammy the "huh-what-who-tell-me-leh!".

pammy the "ive got three of the top im wearing in different colours", verlin the skullbone tee and me the "i have four HAHA".

oww me the :P, pammy the :D and verlin the :).

ADRIAN mr "a-pervert". HAHA!

Okay not the same caption anymore. LOOK AT THE CROWD ZOMG LOL.

Yeah my new pose tongues out ha!
i quite sick of my "cheerful" smile all the time haha!
i dont know, it doesnt look nice now. HAAAAAA.
plus the tongues out thing looks naughty and nice. WHATEVER HAHA.
and!

wow wow wow wow wow you all read my blog!! :D:D
now i wonder if everyone reads my blog because they saw the link on msn. HAAAAA.
anyway, im touched heh heh. suhailah. stephEnie. (now i know its an E! :D) elincia. yukiko. (ziqi :D:D) verlin. karen. vivan and all! THANK YOU!! ^_^

now i know who are my good classmates.
KIDDING LAH. haha!

CCN day tomorrow,
i hope its interesting!

:D:D

BYE!

side note: my door is wide, wide open! i welcome anyone who wants to be friends with me. HAHA! NOTHING. :)

:D

2007-05-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

I am watching discovery channel now.
its on this japanese horror show thing.
and i dont freaking get it, why those dumb people have to FAKE that accent when they're like translating what theyre saying?

i dont know how to say this,
but its really really DUMB. haha!
and i dont get why local newscasters, speak, like, that.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
oh so random, but this is my 501th post.
wow?

marina with the girls tomorrow!
ive got my cam/batt/memory card all ready!
pretty pretty. :)

side note :
thank you to my girls for tolerating my emo-ing all this while haha!
and oh no im losing my ability to type good english.
SIAO LIAO.

i wonder who reads my blog. :(

:D:D

YEAH.

im back. (:

2007-05-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

OKAY matter semi-resolved. :)
everyone stopped saying,
lets say,
它会随着时间淡化，但是谁也弥补不了这件事造成的一切。
WAH i am so chinese. HAHA!

its funny that im so chinese,
yet i like to do the american slang.
very irritating, i know.

Elincia was viewing my blog just now during CSA, then the teacher popped her telling her to "do CSA now." can! ZOMG i must be careful of what i write on my blog now.
I dont know who's reading! HAHA.

on a side note, BIRD NEST!
i like bird nest.
yum yum.
(random)

:D

OH DAMNNNNNN. :P

2007-05-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

~~OH what the hell.~~ :(
screwed up day, screwed up homework, screwed up life, screwed up everything.
perhaps this is the worst day of my life. NOT anymore. :)

some asshole in school thought i liked him and whatever,
then he kinda tried to like piss me or something,
but its okay, i dont really bother. (i try to not let this affect me.)
he kinda succeeded, i think. and oh this proves that i have bad taste.
im thankful i saw that side (of him), im thankful that i finally got over.
thanks for making me cry. ive been bottling this up for so long (not very long, but thats not the point)!
so long, i think im immuned already.

[EDIT]
OH OH oh no i wrote all these while i was crying last night,
so i forgot to elaborate.
i hope all those above wont make me sound like some spoilt brat trying hard to get attention.
HAHA!

Its like this.
I still remember during orientation luh, i was checking people out in class during the game thing.
then sheena said this guy in grey was hot (he's from another course, but there's this grey shirt guy in our class so i kinda mistook) but looks damn beng, very sad but whatever, so anyway i (think im crazy, but nevermind) shouted like, EH, GREY SHIRT GUY! i dont know if he/another he heard but haha that was so crazy. :D

and completely irrelevant from the topic. HAAAAAAAAAAAA.

okay back.
actually its like, second week of school, i started hanging out with the girls, i check out guys in class, i think dragon is cute, i told the girls, they told me about this term eye-candy (i was completely oblivious to this term before that), i made him my eye-candy (still rather vague about what eye-candy really means), i started like joking about it myself, they started joking about it, we joked about it together, i invented lame cheers like LQHQSSFBQC, it got kinda known to the whole class, people started calling my name when they saw him (its supposed to be funny), then somehow he thinks that i like him, he like started like ignoring (from what i see, it seems like that) and its kinda sad that all this has to happen just because its funny.

yeah yeah, eye candy, funny.
i mean, its kinda funny in the beginning.
but when people kept repeating and saying it so many times, it becomes irritating.
i was paper-talking to liping, then she told me this i found it soooo true.
有时真的不要再讲了，as 笑话， ok, but 不要一直讲，我很累。
right. really. im tired of all this. really.
thankfully its coming to an end.

after all this (its only the fifth week of school, hell.)
i realised.
i lost friendship and so many other things. (i suppose we wont talk anymore, since i think he's quite bastard haha. my girls agree with me! HAHAHAHA "not funny leh".)
then again, we'll be classmates for one year so its not very nice to say this. HAHA!

thats all. :)
time to go school and meet girlies for brekkie!
[/EDIT]

woweeeeee.
no worries, i'll get back to my usual self in no time. (:
nothing can bring me down! at least not things like this.
Y~E~A~H!

-removed-

EDITED!
suddenly i feel family problems should not be written on my blog.
its not private afterall. :)

if you know me and know whats going on,
what should i do? someone please tell me how.

no psychiatrists please,
its expensive.

okay. not very funny. HA! bye. :)

i am a good girl today just cos its holy sunday.

2007-05-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

changed the skin.
fixed the tagboard. (so you have no reason to not tag.)
printed my notes.
did my homework.
revised my accounts.

i am a good girl today just 'cause its holy sunday.
(sounds like i took it off a song or what haha!)

went over to ziqi's.
did some catching up.
nail art. magazines. camwhoring.
love. :)

I CANNOT WRITE SHORT BLOG ENTRIES.
haha! but i can write long long blog titles.
blah, school tommorow!
byebyeeeeeeee ♥

WHAT A DREAM.

2007-05-12T10:43:00.000+08:00

Okay its alright now. FUNNY LUH.

i finally know how to do an animation can. :)

i am ze brightest! HAHAHAHAHA.

*some changes done, if youve saved the earlier one try to spot the difference! :)

I cant really type now cos my dumb cat is lying on my keyboard and refuse to move.

Thats all! :)

Steamboat and popeyes with vivian later..

i want to go kbox and sing. :)

before i lose my voice ha!

i had a dream last night,

i dreamt that my mum passed away cos she got stung by a freaking BEE.

i was prepping for the funeral and all and i actually got deferred from school due to..

some issues. scary. and i actually was going to commit suicide HA!

crying and crying LOL..

what a dream. ha!

when i woke up i had this urge to cry so i sat on my bed zoing out.

then tears really like FLAHHHHH came down like that.

too stressed lah ha! too many things happening. LOL!

i already said and set up my mind.

the obsession (they call it) will end.

its not good. its a sin. i cannot continue.

i can do it. :)

why not, ive been through so much. :)

SHIT im emoing haha!

nevermind, go airport to emo later.

*on a side note, i should really concentrate in class.

*on a side, side note, i hate that bastard neighbour one floor above cos everytime he smokes he make alot of noise and all the damn smoke gets blown into my house. dont like that leh, go balcony to smoke can. :(

* on a side, side, side note, im very late and i have to get going now.

BYEBYEEEEEEE.

(:

2007-05-12T01:19:00.000+08:00

went to marina after school with molly morrie today.

HAHA!

did an animation for pammy and verlin!

i dont know if you all can view it.

enjoy!

HEH HEH.

loads of donuts, photos and fun. :)

2007-05-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

DONUTS, DONUTS, DONUTS.

Went to queue for the lovely donuts at raffles city with shu yi, verlin, pamela, hidayah and suhailah lovelies!

This is what i got, after 3 hours of queueing. :)

Nice! The cheese ones are heavenly MY GOODNESS!

Especially the wasabi one (i love wasabi big time) and the cheese tartar one!

Next time i'll order 6 wasabis and 6 assorted. HAHA!

The lotus one looks like shit (literally) so no one wanted to eat it.
I dont know why i chose it anyway. HAHA!

And i think i'll get sick of donuts for at least one month after eating all of em ha!

YUM. :)

Before that we + jasmine + steph ate at KFC and talked so much there!

This is what you call class bonding time haha! Some purple people irritated us and ha we all got damn funny!

... of dogs, attitude problem and.. salad hair? HA! i seriously can die laughing. :D

Then we went straight to raffles city, and yeah camhorror camwhored. :D

Pics are up! [oh-so-random ALERT]

Suhailah, Pammy, Me!

I look like i have long hair LOL! We are hot people. :D

Shu yi, Verlin's hand (HOR??) and the.. AHEM.

We got bored while waiting you see. :D

Hidayah and me! Heh i have big face. :D

Shu yi and yours truly wahahahahahaha. :D

PAMMY THE HOTTEST!! damn cute please.

"我们都是斧头帮。。我们的斧头最大根~"

Verlin and the Legendary Lollipop!

(我爱棒-棒-堂，我爱棒-棒-堂，我爱棒-棒-堂，吼-吼-吼-吼-吼-吼-吼!!)

Verlin, Shu yi (advertising for VODA VODA) and me. :D

Group pic! :)

My lovely class! 1R04~ :)

Took me so long just to photoshop this picture ha!
Eye candy, eye candies.

My sweeties are my eye candies haha!

LQHQSSFBQC luh the girls know what i mean. HAHA!

You can try guessing tho. HINT: its taken from a song. :)

THATS ALL.

Im so looking forward to going sentosa with class cos its gonna be fun (i think)!

Im DAMN ENTHU please. :)

Sometimes i think its scary. HA!

and i went for production crew interview yesterday!

Quite hopeful that i'll get in ha!

High chances? I hope(:
Thanks to mulin for making me like not backout last minute!

If i get in i'll do technical stuffs with you.

For one show. :D

Time to go sleep. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

bye. :)

camhorror!

2007-05-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!
sorry for the lack of updates. :D
bytheway ive been camwhoring alot in class lately and now i have so many spastic pictures of.. my classmates haha!
okay here are some. :D

blading on thursday and sentosa on vesak's day?
i hope! people dont backout last minute please. ha!

for your viewing pleasure.

HAHA.
click to enlarge! :)

NIGHTOS.

Senseless things to do when youre bored.

2007-05-03T14:25:00.000+08:00

Im bored!
And i dont like posting bulletins on FRIENDSTER because its pretty pointless isnt it.
SO HERE. :D

* * * * *

Have you ever ________ with your top SIX?
- Don’t change your top 6 friends!
- Fill the people in below!
- Answer the questions truthfully!

(Its not very nice to rank your friends, so i just wrote down the first 6 people i thought of.)
Sybil, vivian, lai pao, mulin, yi wen, ziqi

1. Have you ever danced with number 1?
sybs? surprisingly no! we will one day. haha!

2. Where did you meet number 6?
primary school! class SIX TEN! :)

3. Have you ever gotten drunk with number 4?
I dont drink you see. :)

4. Has 2 been to your house?
YES! ALWAYS! Until my mum know her kinda well already. haha!

5. Has number 3 ever seen you naked?
AH PAO! No. but this person here ever opened my changing room curtains! but i did too, so we're quits. HAHA!

6. Have you ever gone shopping with 2?
YES YES. two days ago!

7. Have you ever seen 5 in a swimsuit?
YEAH in secondary two remember! ZOMG me and my corny yellow swimsuit can. @_@

8. Have you ever met 1's family?
Yupps! Stayover! :D

9. Does 4 know your middle name?
YES. :)

10. Have you ever eaten anything in front of 2?
... YES.

11. Do you trust number 1?
No doubt! :)

13. Have you ever fought with number 5?
YEAH! That major hoo-ha in secondary two. Scary!

14. Are any of your top 6 family?
Nup! You cant like, expect me to be best friends with my, brother right.

15. Have you ever done something dangerous with number 6?
No. :)

16. Have you ever slept in the same bed with 5?
No, no camps/excursions what. But yes to 4! Haha primary school malaysia trip.

17. Do you think 5 and 6 would make a good couple?
They dont know each other ha!

18. Would 3 do anything for you?
OF COURSE! If its reasonable and within her ability she will. :)

19. Has 5 ever helped you out?
Nonetheless! :)

20. Have you ever slept with your number 1?
If i slept at her room, below her, is it considered? Okay that sounds wrong. :)

21. Which have you known the longest?
4 and 6! Since P6, but i think i talked to mulin first, so there goes!

22. Who have you known the shortest?
VIVIAN! Like seriously that kind of knowing her. HAHA!

23. Has anyone in your top 6 seen you cry?
ALL. =X

24. Have you had a crush on 1 - 6?
Nups. :)

25. Have you ever done anything illegal with number 2?
Vivian and I are good bunnies. :)

26. Will 1 - 6 repost this?
MAYBE! When they're as bored as me they'll do it.

* * * * *

41 facts, 26 secrets about me
Today Did You- -------------------
1. Talk to a boy/girl you like ?
>> Im still looking for my *bling bling* EYE CANDY. HAHA!

2. Learn anything new?
>> Microecons!

3.Talked to an ex?
>> Nup. :D

4.Miss someone?
>> YESSSS.

-Last Person Who- ------------
5.Laid in your bed?
>> reeuxoel. :)

6. Made you cry?
>> The dumb money changer who refused to give me better rates. RANDOM!

7. You went to the movies with?
>> Vanessa, her BF and Sheena.

8. Went to the mall with you?
>> vivian!

9. You showered with?
>> I do it alone. :)

10. Made you laugh?
>> The girls!

11. Hugged you?
>>I forgot. =\

-General stuff- -------------------
16. Favorite location?
>> Town, anywhere i can shop for three hours nonstop. :)

17.Tattoo?
>> I wish i had one, but no i dont. :(

18. What are you most scared of this
second ?
>> INSECTS. flying ones especially. @_@

19. Where do you want to get married?
>> On the beach!

21. Does anyone like you?
>> EVERYONE LOVES ME.

22. Do you like being around people?
>> YES.

23.Have you ever cried?
>> Of courseeeee.

24. Are you lonely right now?
>> Not lonely, im bored thats all. haha!

25. Song stuck in your head?
>> Thnks Fr Th Mmrs. =S

26. Been on radio/TV?
>> Radio/TV. haha! Thats for being a groupie! LOL.

28. Ever liked someone who treated you
like crap?
>> Yeah we were all dumb.

30. what color shirt are you wearing right now?
>> granny smith green.

31. Name three things that you do every day?
>> eat, talk, laugh.

32. How much cash do you have on you right now?
>> two bucks? haha!

33. Are you bored?
>> WHY ELSE WOULD I BE DOING THIS?!

35. Who got you to join Myspace?
>> errr yiwen? last time we joined this thingy for i dont know what. :)

38. What web site do you visit the most?
sgspree/_spreee/friendster/blogger/hotmail/sogou? =S

39. Do you have plants in your room?
>> LOL no.

41. Who was the last person to hug you?
>> is this question repeated or something.

26 SECRETS- ---------------------
1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?
>> XETHEGREAT? Me luh.

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN?
>> at home!

4.WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS?
>> single, loving it, not looking. :D

5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?
>> WHY NOT! :)

6. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?
>> getting sleepy.

7. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?
>> My memory!

8. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP?
>> im a swinging single. :D

10. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?
>> maybe! I'll let my dad strike toto first prize. for 10 consecutive times. HAHAHAHA.

11. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE DAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
>> Animal? Id like to be a.. polar bear! I want to know how they feel when the ice caps slowly melt away.

12. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?
>> Once?

16. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAY AS YOU?
>> i dont know who. :( September first anyone?

17. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?
>> YEAH. lol!

18. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ?
>> the backview/hair and face (as in, teeth, eyes, all those). I mean like its a major turn off if you see parsley/veggie/pepper on a hottie's teeth right. =S

19. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?
>> There's no usual order lol.

20. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN WEEK?
>> Nah.

21. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR TV SHOWS?
>> fighting crimes trying to save the world here we come just in time..!

23. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY.
>> I went to eat western food at MENSA! @_@

24. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?
>> mandarin/ a little bit of lousy jap and french? haha!

25. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?
>> YES.

26. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?
>> Unagi. :( cos i kinda swallowed the bones. I know you can swallow, but i dont like! HA.

* * * * *

At this point im feeling quite drowsy already so im gonna go sleep. :)
GOOD.. NIGHT!

camwhore and the camhorror.

2007-05-03T13:20:00.000+08:00

school ended like SO EARLY today! i think i can die.

haha! went to mensa to lunch with the people

namely verlin, elincia, shui yi, cheryl, stephanie and jasmine!

i was like talking no end can. haha!

as usual what. :)

then i started taking pictures of them.. ha!

i can be the doggycrammedteam already can.

DCT as in, 狗仔队。I mean.. you geddit? haha!

the people in the toilet, look look lookie at them talking talking talking ha!

i think they are like, happy. =\

pink shuyi, yellow cheryl, white elincia, plaids verlin and blue pamela! :D

"eh you all how can like that?! never take my picture?!"

(if you dont already understand, i like irritating people by talking like, that. ha! direct translation from 你们那里可以酱子!没有拍我的照片! you see.)

then i started taking pictures of people. HA!

Eli! At bizpark canteen.

See that cheryl at the background. HAHA!

Shu Yi and Cheryl! :)

During lecture breaks. Haha!

Verlin! :)

Ahahahahahahahaha.

Then i got abit bored of doggie-ing.

So thats all!

Ha!

anyway today's Sheena's birthday and i tried to get the class to sing her a birthday song!

happy birthday to you! :)

Movie with sweets on friday!

I hope they dont what again. HA!

Thats all! :)